Concave and Convex World: The Wind of Freedom

He could see that Shen Yun's mother actually hoped to find a good family who would treat Shen Yun sincerely, but maybe in their eyes, Lei Shi was too good and they didn't think he would be so infatuated. Even better, why would you lower yourself to be with a disfigured woman? Instead of talking about relationships, they believe in money.

Lei Shi imagined that if he was very rich and treated her sincerely, even if Shen Yun was asked to grow up, her parents would probably agree.

Shen Yun had too many worries and would exclude all uncertain factors. Her parents were also worried about her future life. Seeing that Lei Shi was still infatuated, the woman wanted to pour out all the information when she spoke, which also made her Lei Shi knew their home address clearly, including some of the things that happened when they moved before.

Because the accident made Shen Yun even more isolated, she did not go to school after that and stayed at home until the past two years. She was encouraged by her parents to open a small shop. During this period, she also tried to publish some short videos with the help of relatives and friends to earn traffic. Shen Yun's family was not wealthy, and after the treatment expenses, she was already stretched thin. She didn't want to show herself in this way, but she couldn't bear it. Despite the encouragement of my parents, I chose to try.

Chen Yun's mother didn't say it clearly, but Lei Shi could still guess it. Middle-aged and elderly people don't know much about the Internet, so they don't know the viciousness of the chatter on the Internet. They think that people are considerate, but the reality is often the opposite. Shen Yun was probably maliciously accused, including the controversy over an incident that year, such as why she walked into other people's grocery rooms. Lei Shi occasionally read the forum, and some people would talk about Shen Yun's misdeeds. Be careful about putting victim guilt on her.

This is undoubtedly a secondary injury to the victim.

She must have tried to make friends, but she was probably disliked for his appearance, so she would look so cautious and fearful when she saw him again.

People can't understand each other. No matter how much Shen Yun's parents love her, they can't personally feel her despair when she was burned, the pain of convulsions all over her body, and the long-term depression and self-destruction afterwards. The hatred of others is even more intrusive. A knife that penetrated her heart.

Lei Shi felt his heart twitching. In the past few years since he left Shen Yun, he would occasionally have nightmares and see Shen Yun rolling in the fire. Under the burnt black skin, his clear blue eyes were dim. Wu Guang, her eyes widened and she screamed silently, as if hoping someone would come to save her.

But when he ran towards Shen Yun again and again, and even planned the steps to put out the fire, the grocery room burned by the fire would extend infinitely and would never be touched. He could only struggle to wake up in nightmares again and again, silently Accept the fact that Shen Yun suffered an accident.

He won't let her go this time, absolutely not.

He wanted to hold the girl he loved firmly in his hands.

……

The days during this period are no different from the past. Both of them have their own fixed lives, but with the addition of Lei Shi's proactive greetings, the two will share their daily life like they did when they were students.

As an armed police major, Lei Shi's life is more exciting than that of Shen Yun. Although he himself does not think so, taking photos of his injuries always elicited seemingly caring words from Shen Yun, which made him very happy.

This day he came back from vacation and went to look at Shen Yun's studio. It was a second-hand house they bought, with one room for his parents and one for Shen Yun. The remaining room was converted into a studio. Although you will often smell the sweet smell of milk when you live there, this is indeed the life of ordinary people.

Because I couldn't afford the high rent, I chose to run a cake shop in a small house that didn't have a spare studio. Fortunately, with the development of Internet information, I could make a lot of money through takeaways.

When Lei Shi just walked to the door, he saw a delivery boy going in to get the cake. He walked in and put away his hat and coat. Looking at the busy figure in the room, he couldn't help but smile.

"Are you busy? Do you need my help?"

It took a few minutes for Shen Yun to find someone sitting in his living room. Seeing Lei Shi approaching with a question, he immediately shook his head, "Why are you here?"

"I want to see you." Lei Shi tilted his head, "Are these takeout orders?"

"Some are."

"This bunny is so cute. My brother's birthday is coming soon. I want to ask you to make a cake then."

"Well, just transfer the money to me."

"Would you like milk tea?" Lei Shi shook the bag in his hand.

"..." Although Chen Yun subconsciously wanted to refuse... she really couldn't refuse something like milk tea. On the one hand, she loves to drink it, and if the milk tea is not drunk while it is hot, it will become stale after a while.

In order to prevent Shen Yun from saying, "I'm not hungry, you can drink." Lei Shi always brought two cups with him.

Holding his chin and watching her drink milk tea, Lei Shi felt as if he had returned to the happy days of the past. If he felt uncomfortable being stared at, Shen Yun would just turn around and drink the milk tea behind his back.

"What are you doing?"

"Don't stare at me."

"...Then I will sit here and not watch what you are looking at."

"Look out the window."

"But I just like looking at you."

"I'm not nice to see."

"I feel very good."

"Don't tell lies with your eyes open."

"Why are you lying?" Lei Shi sat down in front of Shen Yun on the bench and said seriously, "Look at you, your nose and eyes are not crooked, it's just that your skin is out of shape. Your facial features are good, nothing about it is ugly. That’s it.”

"..." Shen Yun didn't know whether he heard it or not, but he certainly didn't hide it anymore.

Lei Shi admitted that he was lying a little bit, but he couldn't really tell the truth. In fact, he really doesn't mind whether his lover is beautiful or ugly. On this point, he occasionally reflects on himself when he gets emotional. Why doesn't he mind? It's obvious that his conditions are not bad, so why doesn't he mind at all? You must know that when the gap in conditions in this world is too large, it is usually the weaker party who has designs on the stronger party, such as money.

At least from what I've seen around me, no man has ever been willing to lower his worth to pursue someone whose conditions are much worse than his own. People are selfish and move upward. Lei Shi will also ask himself, why does he not mind Shen Yun's appearance at all? Just because you love her?

How strong is this love? So strong that he could directly violate his original desires as a human being and not care about her own good or bad?

Lei Shi had been thinking about her since he first met her. He thought it was love at first sight, but it was more like...an obsession left over from his previous life?

No... there must be something he hasn't remembered yet. Why would he subconsciously choose the flavor she likes, knowing that she doesn't like to drink and has a poor alcohol capacity...?

Why did he feel that he had to catch her...?