Concave and Convex World: The Wind of Freedom

"I can't imagine." Shen Yun broke away from his hand. There was no emotion in her eyes. Only she knew that this ruthless indifference was forced on her.

She is not hard-hearted, she just doesn't dare to gamble or show her kindness in this cannibalistic society. She doesn't dare or can't express her true feelings.

"Lei Shi, you can have a better candidate, and that person must not be me."

She emphasized it again.

She hoped that Lei Shi would give up before the difficulties, but Lei Shi was obviously not the kind of guy to give up easily. He usually got what he wanted.

So Lei Shi smiled, he was angry because of Shen Yun's stubborn words.

"Okay, then I'm going to give it a try and see what the consequences of marrying you will be." The voice that was always frivolous and occasionally teasing could not help but become overbearing and irritable. Lei Shi dragged Shen Yun into the room. Started plundering the items in her room.

Shen Yun frowned, "What are you doing?"

"I'm sorry, you're a little tired today. I'm afraid you'll be running around unconscious, so I'll trouble you to stay here for a few days."

In order to prevent Shen Yun from escaping, Lei Shi locked the doors and windows, took away all sharp objects, and called guards to guard outside, blocking her attempts to leave.

The last moment he closed the door, he subconsciously looked at her. Shen Yun saw the somewhat lost look on his plain face.

Shen Yun knew that he was just regretting his disobedience. If she was obedient to him like those women, obedient and easy to take advantage of, he would not do this.

She looked at the night sky through the moonlight.

Lei Shi's attitude is so determined.

She also often told herself that Lei Shi was very good, so why not just accept it? How many people dreamed of marrying him, but they couldn't avoid it. It's funny enough to tell you.

But the more she felt good about him, the more Shen Yun liked him, and the more Shen Yun felt that she was not worthy of him.

She can be with anyone, but that person cannot be Lei Shi.

Her past life caused her to erect walls in her heart, and the sharp contradictions made her dare not approach anyone. As time went by, she became so dirty living in the darkness, and her inferiority complex and world-weariness formed... Her venomous and unforgiving character also makes her think of only escaping when faced with a man's love.

She would hate herself, she hated Lei Shi, and she liked Lei Shi. She told herself that she should love herself the most and hate Lei Shi, but she couldn't do either of these two.

She could only hate herself for being dishonest, hate the world, and why Lei Shi was a man.

If she were not in this world, but was born in a world of equality, she would definitely be attracted to him without hesitation.

The days of house arrest lasted for a while.

Lei Shi would come to have a heart-to-heart talk with her every day, saying that he wanted her to calm down. Shen Yun rarely paid attention to him, and Lei Shi was not angry and kept coming to visit.

Chen Yun said, since you love me, you shouldn't restrict my freedom.

Lei Shi replied, I love you, so I want you even more. I can't accept the days without you.

Chen Yun smiled sarcastically, are you a love brain? You can't live without a woman?

Lei Shi just smiled and said, "That's what you think I am."

In this way, Lei Shi set a wedding date.

……

"Here, try this. I heard it's a good condiment."

Lei Shi brought several more boxes of things. He knew that Shen Yun loved playing with food, so he hired a dishwasher so that she only needed to study and did not need to do the tedious washing of dishes.

After tasting it, Chen Yun nodded, "Oh, it's really good."

Lei Shi added, "How about our kitchen be transformed into what it is now? Or if you have other wishes, I will find someone to design it together."

Shen Yun responded casually, "Whatever."

Lei Shi tried to find some topics again, but Shen Yun was not interested.

Her cold attitude finally made Lei Shi impatient. If you stay with someone who doesn't like you for a long time, your enthusiasm will be consumed even if you love him again.

He wasn't complaining about Shen Yun's cold personality, he just hated her attitude towards their marriage.

There was no expectation in her eyes when she looked at the wedding dress, but rather the suffocation and powerlessness of falling into a cage.

This made him feel all the time that what he was doing was wrong.

He patiently asked again, "We are getting married in two days. Are you satisfied with the wedding dress after you tried it on?"

"Very good." Shen Yun replied nonchalantly.

"That's okay." Lei Shi suddenly hugged her.

Shen Yun was indifferent and just held in his arms.

"sorry."

Hearing the man's sudden apology, Chen Yun was stunned, "...Why are you apologizing suddenly?"

"I often wonder if I can't give you what you want. Is this also my disqualification as a suitor?"

Is he...blaming himself?

Shen Yun felt a little stuck in his heart.

Very congested.

"...it's up to you to decide whether it's qualified or not." She heard her voice sound a little hoarse.

"I know, you want to say that I have done a good job." Lei Shi smiled at her, "But why can't I still win your heart?"

"..."

Shen Yun couldn't answer this question because she herself was running away.

"Chen Yun, I had a nightmare again." Lei Shi, who didn't hear the answer, seemed to be used to it and turned to the next topic, "I dreamed that you left me."

"You always say that."

"I'm scared. You make me feel familiar." He said to her, "Don't leave me alone, okay?"

"We are getting married, and we will be the most loving, best-matched, and happiest lovers this month.

Be happy. "

"..." Shen Yun opened his mouth and responded, "Okay."

Lei Shi suddenly grabbed her chin and kissed her. He pushed her to the wall, his movements were not gentle.

Shen Yun knew that he was angry.

Lei Shi's anger is like a storm, making people feel suffocated involuntarily. Shen Yun is of course afraid that he will do something, but Lei Shi really loves her, and he will try his best not to hurt her even when he is on the verge of going berserk. , give her the best.

What reason does she have not to love him?

"say you Love Me."

A male voice containing anger and expectation whispered in her ears, making her shrink back unconsciously.

Shen Yun's body was shaken by the impact, and she suppressed her lips and pursed her lips, "Humph...I...I don't love..."

The next moment she gasped, she was forced to raise her voice again, her hands and feet hanging weakly on the bed, "...Ahhh...don't..."

"Say." Lei Shi rubbed her ear, "Say you love me, you love Lei Shi!"

"I love...love you..." Shen Yun whispered weakly.

"Say it again!"

"I love you……"

This venting of anger lasted for a long time.

It was as if he was trying to rub her bones into his body.