Concave and Convex World: The Wind of Freedom

Shen Yun's past experiences have also been written. I believe everyone knows something about her. They know that she is playful, occasionally weird and clever, and as strong as a tenaciously growing weed.

This chapter is an attempt to write about her psychological journey. There is not much content, just for everyone to enjoy.

Suffering a major change made her mature, and she met Qiao Xiaozhou again at the beginning... She was at an age when she was longing for comfort and friends, so she believed in this innocent girl, which coincided with the appearance of the thief Kalinlie, so that she went too far. Trust... got stabbed in the back.

Then he started to wrap himself up tightly.

During her ten years, her family was broken up, she was let go by an enemy who was once her uncle, and her companions betrayed her... She encountered good people and bad people, and some people who were neither good nor bad. This made her extremely sensitive and vulnerable at the time.

It took more than half a year to adapt to the Eliu District. For more than half a year, I stayed alone without making friends. I suppressed myself. I also arranged for Pelli, who was just a child, to be my playmate at that time to add a touch of fun to the boring life.

Then... I met Thunder Lion.

This kind of person, good-looking, knowledgeable, and smart, is the type that little girls will look forward to.

Naturally... When I feel lonely, I feel complicated. I want to make friends, but I am entangled due to my identity. I slowly get to know him with a little expectation... I feel that this person is not bad, and he has a bit of a poisonous tongue, so I should be able to... Have some trust.

But Lei Shi crushed this trust.

Why is Lei Shi special? One is that his appearance and identity... are what she likes. The second is that she has already suffered the death of relatives, living alone, betrayal and other factors. At this time, it becomes especially precious to meet someone and want to trust him. It was her who finally convinced herself that she wanted to open her heart to accept someone...

But what came was disaster.

This feeling turned into hatred and has always been rooted in my heart.

At the same time, she is a little bit doubtful whether he has any difficulties. He doesn't look like that kind of person... Such self-deception and self-comfort are purely because she has been too miserable and tired... or she is really a kind person. Good people. After two years, this hatred will slowly subside into the reason "I must ask him for an explanation" to insist on her going on.

So at the beginning, I was unprepared and jumped into it. Her obsession after revenge was to find the Thunder Lion, so her own life, death, and failure were not within her consideration, so the scene at that time... might be a bit funny, but that was the fact.

I just want to explain why you want to let me down.

The Zander she met before... Some people may wonder why they arranged for him to come in. Of course they thought it was interesting. These two people are so suitable for making friends... The most important thing is that she really needs someone who is trustworthy and has a good-looking personality. character of. Xander became her first friend in a meaningful sense, allowing her to fill the lonely vacancy in her heart when she once couldn't hold on and wanted to die. At that time, she was taciturn, and Xander was talkative and funny. Maybe he... wasn't very reliable, but that's how friends are. (ps: It’s pure friendship.)

This further led to a slight change in Shen Yun's personality. He always licked his smiling face and looked so cheerful... She found a funny way to disguise herself that suited her.

Later... killing the enemy, and then being accepted into the pirate group by Thunder Lion became very familiar. It was the classic first step of Thunder Lion Dream Girl... Shen Yun also felt surprised, well, then he thought, Maybe he saw that she had become stronger and wanted to take advantage of it. It doesn't matter, just play with him. As long as we can find the answer...

Some people say that she is a love brain, but I can honestly say that this does not count.

She has never been the kind of person who likes to be abused. It can also be seen from their interactions that Shen Yun has always had the right to freedom. No matter in terms of thought or strength, he has enough confidence to get rid of it before he treats Lei Shi like this. Normally, if this switch would only result in Lei Shi's rolling eyes and cynicism, then she would never do such a stupid thing. She did it because she wanted to. It can be regarded as a way of self-pleasure in a boring life.

After all, she doesn't have any special goals or things that need to be done. In fact, she has nothing to live for a long time ago, so Lei Shi is probably a kind of goal and motivation.

As for Lei Shi... The incident that happened to Lei Wang Xing must not have made Lei Shi feel good, and he must have felt unbearable guilt.

After that, more than two years passed... It didn't take long. He also learned to hide his emotions, deal with things, and his temperament became more sharp, so he found an opportunity to leave. Then I met Shen Yun again...what did he think?

I am now the boss, and I am not as carefree as I was when I was young... I have to maintain an image, so he can no longer express himself directly to Shen Yun like before. He is more reserved... He also found it. A way to disguise yourself. So he used strong tactics to injure people, and then Shen Yun, his defeated general, would be captured by him.

When I explain it to my subordinates, there are more unspeakable things... You can't show intimacy with her, otherwise it will be difficult to convince others, and you can't go too far, otherwise you will feel uneasy. After all, it is your fault first.

So he adopted an almost cold-blooded approach, dragging Shen Yun in... and then ignored it, using time to downplay the conflict.

All in all... when facing former friends, feel guilty and miss them, but you can't talk directly... After all, Palos is not a good person, so you have to hang up to avoid giving him a chance to interfere with him.

So it was Shen Yun who was injured.

That period was quite complicated, but fortunately she was also...well, an optimistic person. It didn't matter whether she died or not, who cared about you hanging me.

Then this complicated emotion was gradually diluted by life, and she began to pay attention... The grown-up Lei Shi was quite handsome. This young man has been growing up since he was a child, and it is even more amazing when he is older. He has a spring heart. When I get up, I like it even more...

She has a nice face, but she has the feel of a superficial and popular, vulgar romance novel.

Who can say no to something good looking.

For example, when Lei Shi was wiping out the monsters, he stood there with a flash of lightning and realized that his little group members were looking at him...

In an instant, the youth campus became ambiguous.

Lei Shi denied it at first, until he really confirmed that he was liked by someone... This is not far away, after all, he is indeed charming, but at the moment, he can only ignore the situation and deal with it coldly, and then he feels more and more about Shen Yun This guy is interesting... He doesn't care about anything. He doesn't express his love for him, and he doesn't try to rob him... He hides his emotions, just like little Camille.

This made him feel an inexplicable feeling... a kind of sympathy. Sympathy is miserable, just like the disapproved Elysium.

So he was also complicated, not completely indifferent, and then when it came to the concave and convex competition, they just let nature take its course... and they got together.

If she really didn't say a word, Lei Shi wouldn't do anything, but she likes her so much that she wants to chase her... let's try, what if? Lei Shi likes it if you take the initiative and I take the initiative. After we get together, he often wants to flirt with her. Look at the shy and panicked look that this girl doesn't usually show.

It's just... so interesting.

If Shen Yun is the type of love expert and very calm lady, then there should be more of a very ambiguous feeling between them... they touched each other lightly in the bar... but Shen Yun is not this persona, so their Emotions are more obscure, shy, and testing like little boys and girls.

Very pure.

Lei Shi is a strategist and has the first say in everything. It seems that he is omnipotent... But when it comes to Shen Yun, he doesn't do very well. For example, the cold treatment and laissez-faire behavior... Even if Palos came here with false feelings, he could do something about it, but Lei Shi couldn't do it.

If you care about someone, but only for profit, just like Palospeli, then naturally there are many ways, but if you have more feelings, you want to be serious in your heart and don't want to live up to it...then your hands are naturally tied.

And because of this sincere feeling, she would become clumsy in some things... For example, if she failed to take care of her fragile psychology, she would often have the problem of "Is it necessary to join this pirate group?" "Anyway, he He is also a ruthless and unjust person, I like the idea of ​​what is the point of such a person... I might as well die, I'll just die."

Did Lei Shi know? He probably knew...but he didn't know how to solve it, so...he let it go.

After all, they are royalty.

Cold-blooded.

Even after leaving home, that look is still there.

Shen Yun, it’s really difficult.