Concave and Convex World: The Wind of Freedom

When you are hurt, you cry out, and when you are sad, you cry.

...But now, she no longer has anyone to cry to.

Space pirates are originally a group of exiles. They have no fixed place to live. Even the weak pirates have problems with food and clothing. In this environment, indestructible feelings are like a joke.

On the deck at night, the wind blows coolly.

The space voyage with Lei Shi has lasted for more than two years, and seven years have passed since she escaped from the Holy Sky Star and went into exile here.

The grown-up girl was holding a can of beer in her hand and her face was flushed.

Lei Shi sat opposite her and looked at her silently.

"...really..."

He was speechless.

I originally wanted to tease her because she never drinks. When the five of them drank beer and ate kebabs with great enthusiasm, she never touched the wine can.

Shouldn't she be able to drink?

With this idea in mind, Lei Shi let her drink it.

The drunk girl seemed to be trying to stay awake, but she was so drunk that she didn't even know she was close to Lei Shi.

The smell of alcohol in the girl's mouth made Lei Shi frown. He backed away slightly, but did not leave immediately.

Shen Yun frowned, and his confused expression suddenly turned a little sad.

If you feel sad, you will cry.

"Dad..." she said drunkenly, "Dad...can you touch me? I want...to touch my head."

Maybe the girl's expression is too soft.

It was the first time Lei Shi saw such an expression on her face.

He stretched out his hand and gently covered the girl's head.

At this moment, he didn't notice that his expression also softened.

"Well..." She drowsily grabbed Lei Shi's palm and caressed her face.

Why do you want to do this...? Just like subconsciously, doing this will make you feel... so at ease.

Lei Shi remembered what Shen Yun said to him more than ten minutes ago when he was half drunk and half awake.

"You... made me hate you at that time. Hiccup, the royal family... hate hate hate."

She had a gentle tone and said willful words.

"Why did you let me go...and find someone to beat me up..." Her eyes were red, as if she had always had a grudge. This matter had been buried in her heart for a long time, which made her feel very uncomfortable. "I really want to kill you." ...Why do you...leave me behind?"

She didn't know whether she was sober or completely drunk. Regardless of whether she said these words and clearly wanted to kill Lei Shi, she didn't find it strange.

She grabbed Lei Shi's hand and refused to let go.

Lei Shi was forced to touch her face, not knowing what she was thinking.

"I'm not afraid of death. I wasn't afraid when my dad left... There is no one who loves me anymore in this world."

"So I really want to, really want to work hard to become stronger... to protect those who love me."

She didn't know how many times she had simulated these words in her mind.

Deaths in her family, rebellion, and she managed to survive in an extremely repressive environment. Her brain was swollen, and she was stimulated by alcohol and unconsciously said what she had been thinking.

She is not afraid of death.

But now, she doesn't want to die.

Because she has someone to love.

The girl suddenly raised her head.

At that moment, Lei Shi thought she was awake, but when he saw that she was still confused and couldn't find her way around, he let go of his vigilance.

"...Thunder Lion, Thunder Lion..."

"I like you."

The wind blew on his face, and he couldn't feel the temperature.

He looked at her quietly.

There was a tear stain on the girl's face.

……

the next morning.

"Hmm...who sent me back?" Shen Yun muttered. Seeing herself lying on the bed, she suddenly remembered that she seemed to be drinking and singing duet with Lei Shi last night.

"It's over... I'm drunk, so I shouldn't have done anything crazy to Lei Shi, right?" Shen Yun jumped up and suddenly woke up.

She quickly got dressed and went outside.

Palos and Perry were not here, probably going hunting. Fortunately, they were lucky this time. Ever since they came to this planet, they could often eat meat. Unlike the past few times, they sometimes couldn't even drink or eat.

Camille also disappeared, leaving only Thunder Lion, probably to monitor Palos and Pelli.

After Chen Yun went out, he looked at Lei Shi silently for a while.

"That... Boss Lei Shi." She hesitated, "I... didn't do anything last night, right?"

Lei Shi said nothing.

Damn it... you can't, right?

Chen Yun's heart jumped suddenly.

"I'm sorry...I'm drunk." She said carefully.

"It doesn't matter, I know now."

"..."You know what! ?

Shen Yun always felt that something was wrong with the way Lei Shi looked at her.

"I...really didn't say anything last night? I like to talk nonsense when I'm drunk, haha...don't take it seriously."

"Can't remember what you said last night?"

It was broken, Chen Yun wiped his sweat, she really couldn't remember it.

She only remembers complaining about some things to Lei Shi intermittently, but most of them were forgotten because her head was too groggy, and she couldn't remember them. It's just that...she has nothing wrong with her now. She probably...hasn't said anything bad, right?

"If you can't remember it, forget it. Go prepare lunch. Camille and the others will be back later."

"……it is good."