Rebirth Strategy: Please let me go

Her funeral took three days, and she hid in her home in a daze for three days. On the fourth day, Ah Li packed the package for her, and the red carp came in from outside.

"Miss, I have some news."

"what news?"

"I heard that His Highness the Crown Prince is about to wake up."

An Jinshu moved his hands for a moment, raised his eyes to look at her in surprise, and then one breath or two breaths passed, and her eyes with surprise gradually dimmed, then calmed down, and she turned around and continued to do her own thing.

"Yeah, that's really good news."

Hong Li stepped forward and took the comb from her hand: "Miss, are we really leaving tomorrow?"

"It's time to go, otherwise we won't be able to leave when others wake up." An Jinshu sighed and looked out the window. It turned out that she and Gu Qingchen were really incompatible, and they were destined to have constant troubles when they were together.

Thinking about it, she paid a heavy price in her previous life. In this life, Gu Qingchen was either injured or on the way to injury.

She guarded him carefully for a year, but he showed no signs of waking up. Now, as soon as she left the palace, he showed signs of waking up. Sure enough, they were natural enemies.

Suddenly An Jinshu thought of something: "I remember I have a sword, look for it."

"Sword?" Hong Li thought for a moment, then put down the comb and walked to the cabinet and rummaged through it for a while, then pulled out a long box-like object from the bottom.

She placed it on the table and opened it: "Miss, is this it?"

An Jinshu walked over, saw the cold sword inside and reached out to pick it up.

The sword was long and straight, and the scabbard was engraved with simple and complicated patterns. She pulled out the long sword, and saw a cold light passing through her eyes. The sharp blade seemed to be able to cut iron like mud, and was incomparably sharp.

The Heaven-Destroying Sword was the magic weapon she won when she won the title in Furong Brocade Pavilion.

It was originally to celebrate Gu Qingchen's birthday and return home, but later because he made her unhappy, she got angry and didn't send it out.

Now that she is leaving, this magic weapon should not be collecting dust in her house.

She turned around and took out a black and red object from the coffin table, and then carefully hung it on the hilt of the sword. She owed Gu Qingchen a purse at first, but later she never embroidered it for various reasons, so she rushed out in the past two days. This ear of truth can be considered as compensation for breaking the promise.

After carefully wiping the sword body again, An Jinshu inserted the sword into the scabbard and gently put it back into the box. As the cover fell, the brilliance of the sword body disappeared into the gap.

After cleaning up, An Jinshu went to his brother's yard with the sword in his arms and asked him to help deliver it.

After handing the sword into his hands in person, An Jinshu asked him to borrow two guards who were good at water.

An Jinran didn't ask her what she wanted to do and picked two subordinates with excellent aptitude for her.

That night, An Jinshu led the two guards out of the back door of An's house and headed straight out of the city to the edge of the cliff where she fell into the water.

She still remembered the dream she had when she was in coma that day. Lu Luo said she was so cold. For so many years, Lu Luo's death was a thorn in her heart.

She pushed Hong Li away at first but could not push her away. Luluo was the youngest among the three of them. She should have lived a good life and then got married and had children, but she was dragged into the cliff and her life and death were unknown.

And she couldn't even find her body, so she couldn't be buried in peace.

Inspired by the dream that day, An Jinshu wanted to look for it one last time before leaving, what if he found it.

At the edge of the dark river at the bottom of the cliff, An Jinshu stood aside wrapped in a fox fur and watched the two people in the river shuttle back and forth.

When she got tired of standing, she walked back and forth on the shore to collect some firewood.

It was very cold at the bottom of the cliff at night, so An Jinshu asked the red carp to light a fire for the two people in the river to come ashore to keep warm.

As she walked, she saw a small hill.

She just glanced at it casually and didn't intend to make any comment, but when she passed by the hillock, she saw that there seemed to be something strange about the rocks in front of the hillock.

Asking Hong Li for a torch, she came closer to take a look, and then her whole body felt like it was struck by lightning.

A line of text was clearly engraved on the stone: The tomb of Yanyan’s beloved pet in the snow——

"Brother Huai'an..."

Although the words were carved with a knife, the handwriting was Sheng Huaian's, and An Jinshu recognized it at a glance.

"Taxue!" Hong Li exclaimed, then excitedly threw himself on the hill, tears welling up in his eyes: "Miss, this is Tuxue, Tuxue's tomb."

An Jinshu touched the small tombstone made of stone. Brother Huai'an was always so compassionate, even to a small pet.

Thinking of the days when this fluffy little guy lay at her feet, An Jinshu's eyes felt a little sour. It was not just a kitten, it represented those beautiful and warm days.

Now it is lying in a small hill, and she will leave her family and live as her own person.

Time is cruel and always steals their most precious things unknowingly.

"I remember you brought some plum blossom cake? Leave some for Ta Xue, he used to love it."

An Jinshu stood up, wiped the tears that were about to flow from the corners of his eyes, and walked away slowly.

Hong Li cried and took out the plum blossom cake from her arms and placed it in front of the small stone tablet. As she placed it, she cried and muttered: "Eat more. Reincarnate when you are full. Don't be a kitten in your next life."

Ah Li was squatting next to her, listening to Hong Li's words. She had never seen Ta Xue, so she couldn't understand Hong Li's mood, but she was also a little sad because of Hong Li's sadness.

So she said: "Well, instead of being a kitten, be a bird that flies freely, a fish that swims freely, or a butterfly or a body of water."

The red carp wondered: "Why don't you become a human being?"

Ah Li smiled: "Because it's too hard to be a human being, it's more comfortable to be a bird or a fish."

The conversation between them reached An Jinshu's ears. She looked up at the sky with sad eyes.

In fact, it is the same as a human being or a bird. Birds are very free, but they cannot escape from hunters. Human beings are above all things, but they will be burdened by their livelihood.

Ta Xue is a cat. It should be carefree and worry-free, but it will still be born, old, sick and die, and will please others just for a bite of food. So how do you choose to have no regrets?

In fact, the reality has already been told to them.

No matter what you choose...you will have regrets.

From midnight to dawn, we searched everywhere in the entire river ditch, but no body of Pothos was found.

An Jinshu took the people back to the mansion before it was completely light.

When returning the man to his brother, An Jinshu specially gave each of the two guards a silver check. The amount was not large, but it was two years of salary for the two of them. This silver was An Jinshu's own money, and he had never left the An family. On the account, it was a little thought from her, and she was grateful to the two of them for their hard work last night.

Although he has not been found, this can be regarded as the result that An Jinshu expected. If he is found, she will really have no illusions at all.

During the day, the door of the Protectorate's Mansion was closed, and guests were declined. In the lobby, An Jinshu and her family sat around drinking tea and chatting. Mrs. Qu told all the interesting things from her childhood until she grew up, which made An's family happy. The others showed long-lost smiles.

They all looked at An Jinshu with loving, loving and reluctant eyes. As a father, a mother, a relative and a brother, how could they let the person they had always loved go away.

But being ministers is their biggest last resort. Resistance and disobedience is a taboo, especially for a dying emperor. He has nothing to fear except that he will not be able to achieve his goal before he dies.

If you fight against it, you are just trying to hit an egg against a stone without overestimating your own capabilities.

An Jinshu gave the gifts he prepared to his family members one by one.

She couldn't bear to say goodbye, and she didn't know when we would see each other again. She would not regret having chosen this path.

She dragged An Jinran to give the last two gifts to Sheng Huaian and Gu Yao for her, saying that they were prepared before her death.

I also hope they will have a happy life after receiving her gift.

After all the hardships, there comes a time when the sweetness comes. Let's go to the sun and wait for the flowers to bloom. We will meet again when the spring comes and the flowers bloom.