Rebirth Strategy: Please let me go
Chapter 338 should not be used to shed tears
It is true that I am happy, and it is also true that I pretended not to care at first.
What a fool.
An Jinshu's heart felt eternally warm. He had always been like this. In the last life when she was in prison, he asked someone to take care of An's family's affairs. He gave her messages and gave money to the government servants to teach them to treat An's exiled people well.
It's a pity that she couldn't repay his kindness at that time, she couldn't even say thank you to him.
This life was great. Her father, mother, and grandmother were all around her. People she admired and admired also liked her. She had a friend like Gu Yao, and she gained something she never had in her previous life.
But God always seems to like to joke.
Gu Qingchen's dream broke all her plans. If she had known that Gu Qingchen also knew about the dream, she would have killed him without hesitation. How could she give him a chance to grow.
She was self-righteous and thought that she could redeem the mistakes she made in her previous life. She thought that as long as she was good to Gu Qingchen, Gu Qingchen would be able to treat her favorably for the sake of family ties.
But in the end, the safety of the An family that she exchanged for her ending has not yet been determined. Gu Qingchen, who hated her so much, wanted to tie her up by his side. The person she least wanted to hurt had to bear the invisible harm she brought. She really didn't Any other choice?
The warmth that just arose in my heart gradually cooled down with the facts before my eyes.
A look of struggle flashed across his apricot eyes, and An Jinshu called out: "Brother Huai'an."
Sheng Huaian was still immersed in joy when he heard her calling him. He immediately smiled and looked at her without noticing that she was unusual: "I'm here."
An Jinshu clenched her sleeves, wanting to tell Sheng Huaian at all costs, telling him why she delayed her wedding and why she suddenly moved it forward, wanted to tell him about all the dealings she had been having with Gu Qingchen, and wanted to tell him Gu Qingchen's true identity. .
But in the end she said nothing, only said: "Why do you want to marry me."
Sheng Huaian's eyes seemed to be filled with countless lights, and he was filled with love when he looked at her. He said, "Because the first time I saw Yanyan, I knew that I would only marry you in this life."
"Then if one day Brother Huai'an finds out that I lied to Brother Huai'an about something, will Brother Huai'an hate me?"
Sheng Huaian touched her cheek gently: "I will forgive Yanyan, but I will only hate myself for being incompetent. I can't make Yanyan trust me, and I can't be Yanyan's support."
Crystal tears fell silently from the corners of her eyes. An Jinshu quickly reached out to wipe them, but someone was a step faster than her.
She felt the hands holding her face tremble slightly, and looking at the handsome man in front of her with eyes full of pain and confusion, An Jin felt so comfortable that her heart seemed to be grabbed by something, and the pain made it difficult for her to breathe.
The guilt and self-blame that filled her heart for a moment was about to overwhelm her, and a voice in her heart told her that this was wrong.
Sheng Huaian was so innocent. She should marry him with happiness and love, not deceit or self-deception.
She pulled Sheng Huaian's sleeve, her tear-filled eyes as bright as gems: "Brother Huai'an, how long will you be traveling to Suzhou?"
Sheng Huaian carefully wiped her tears and wanted to ask her why she was crying, but when he heard her question, he chose to answer her first.
"Tentatively one year." Xu thought of the plague, and he frowned imperceptibly: "If the plague cannot be controlled, maybe it will be longer."
"Then when are you leaving?"
Sheng Huaian's hand wiping her tears stiffened for a moment, then he smiled and said, "If nothing happens, we will set off within half a month."
Don't worry about getting married in such a tight time. You might not be able to prepare in time.
After Sheng Huaian finished speaking, he seemed to realize something, and his cheerful expression immediately became desolate: "This is the emperor's order and I have to follow it. It is related to the safety of the world and it is urgent. This time it seems that I have to ask Yanyan to wait."
An Jinshu knew that there was no way to evade this matter, and there was no need to say more about the importance of the love between children and the family in the face of major events in the country.
"I'm waiting for brother Huai'an to come back." An Jinshu said softly.
The fright she had felt when she met Gu Qingchen earlier had already calmed down.
The impulsive idea was inappropriate at the moment.
Marriage can avoid Gu Qingchen, but it is not the best way. Things will end where they started. She cannot marry Sheng Huaian so clearly. This is too unfair to Sheng Huaian.
She will definitely be able to clear up her relationship with Gu Qingchen in a year, and then marry her when brother Huai'an returns from Suzhou.
Sheng Huaian touched her soft blue hair, took a purse from her waist and placed it in her palm.
An Jinshu touched it and found some hard lumps inside.
She thought it was silver, so she opened it curiously and found a few candies.
She seemed to have discovered something strange. Looking at the person in front of Yushu Lanzhi, and then looking at the candy in her hand, her eyes were full of disbelief.
Who would have thought that Shanda, a dignified man in the Hanlin Academy and talking eloquently in front of the emperor, actually carries candies around his waist, and he actually likes to eat candies?
"Yanyan is snickering at me?" Sheng Huaian turned his head slightly to look at the expression on her face, his eyes overflowing with love.
An Jinshu did smile: "Brother Huai'an likes to eat sweets?"
Sheng Huaian took a piece of candy from her hand, peeled off the rind and placed it in front of her mouth: "Open your mouth."
An Jinshu obediently opened her mouth, and then a piece of candy fell between her lips and tongue.
The sweet and fragrant milky flavor filled the mouth instantly. An Jinshu, who was so delicious, squinted his eyes: "Well, it's so sweet."
Sheng Huaian took another piece from her hand and put it into his mouth, looking at her with a smile: "Don't cry if you have candy."
"Brother Huai'an actually used this child-friendly thing to coax me. I won't cry if I don't eat candy." An Jinshu muttered.
"Then who was crying just now?"
An Jinshu turned her head shyly.
Sheng Huaian smiled fondly: "These candies are made by me. If Yanyan likes it, I will make some for Yanyan as a snack. When I am not around Yanyan, if Yanyan is sad or unhappy, or... If you miss me, take one. Yanyan’s eyes look best when they smile and should not be used to shed tears.”
His voice was too gentle and the look in her eyes was too soft. The guilt in An Jinshu's heart came back again, and her eyes began to turn red without even realizing it.
The better Sheng Huaian treats her, the more she feels that she is going too far.
It also made me more determined to settle everything and be with him.
Seeing that she was about to cry again, Sheng Huaian quickly changed the topic. Seeing that her nose and cheeks were a little red, he suggested sending her back because he was afraid that she would freeze.
An Jinshu was indeed a little cold, so he packed up the remaining candies and put them in his sleeves and nodded in agreement.
They walked on the front foot, and one of them followed behind furtively. It looked like she had been eavesdropping for a long time.
She was wearing the clothes of a mother-in-law of the Protectorate, and her eyes were rolling around as she looked around. Whenever there was any sign of trouble, she would hide to avoid being discovered.
If An Jinshu saw her at this moment, he would recognize that she was none other than the mother-in-law serving in his grandmother's courtyard.
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