Rebirth Strategy: Please let me go

Chapter 195: If you don’t get it, you want to embrace it, but if you get it, you abandon it.

Hearing no sound, An Jinshu thought that the question he asked touched the other party's bottom line. Just as he was about to change the topic, he heard the other party say: "Whatever your heart desires, you want everything you want."

An Jinshu was dumbfounded. This was Gu Qingchen's style. He recalled that in his previous life, he killed hundreds of families on the night he came to the throne and uprooted officials who had colluded with the barbarians. Although this move brought him countless rumors. , but the deterrent effect is surprisingly good.

At that time, she could hear about his deeds even when she was in prison, but she could only imagine how big the news was about what he did.

Gu Qingchen has always had an idea. He knew what he wanted from beginning to end, and he was so clear-headed.

An Jinshu suddenly realized for a moment, is it possible that what she wanted to do, or even what she had already done, was known to the other party, and then he acted with her?

An Jinshu had thought about this problem before, but at that time she didn't think Gu Qingchen would be bored enough or have the energy to act with her. After all, he hated her and the An family so much at the beginning.

But now it seems that he obviously knows it. Since he knows it, he still acts with her? An Jinshu smiled in her heart, and she couldn't understand him more and more.

"Brother." An Jinshu showed a bright smile: "Let's put an end to the past."

The wind seemed to have picked up outside the house, causing the objects hanging under the eaves to jingle. The coolness penetrated An Jinshu's body along the soles of her feet. She subconsciously tightened her legs, interlocked her hands and put them between her knees, and waited. Looking at Gu Qingchen's response.

She didn't know if Gu Qingchen could understand the meaning of her words. He was so smart that he might be able to understand, but could he get rid of all the sincerity with her in the past?

"I've actually always wanted to ask you about your life at the frontier, but I was afraid of touching your sore spots. I haven't asked you for so long. Are you willing to talk to me?"

There was still a long silence in response to An Jinshu. If it weren't for the intermittent sound of shallow breathing in his ears, An Jinshu would have thought that the other party had left and was talking to himself.

After waiting for a while, the person still didn't speak. An Jinshu felt that the time was really hard. He was about to end the topic and find another time to ask questions. But before she could say anything, Gu Qingchen's cold voice sounded in her ears. .

"I have never seen my biological mother since I was a child. I was raised by my adoptive father and mother."

His voice was very gentle, with no fluctuations audible, as if he was stating something about someone else.

An Jinshu quickly held her breath and listened. It was a rare thing to be able to ask Gu Qingchen to tell her these things, without asking whether they were valuable. It was a rare thing to be able to ask him to reveal his true feelings.

"The conditions at the frontier are miserable, and the conditions at home are even worse. As long as I can remember, there has been no food at home, and it is difficult to eat every day."

When Gu Qingchen said this, he glanced sideways at the girl who was listening attentively. Seeing her eyes wide open and looking extremely interested, he lightly pursed his thin lips and looked away, then continued: "There is also a younger sister at home. I'm one year younger, and even though I'm young, I'm still very sensible and heart-warming."

An Jinshu clearly felt that his tone changed when he mentioned the word "sister", and his calm tone became a little happy.

An Jinshu knew this person, Gu Qingchen's little sister, the girl who lived in Gu Qingchen's mouth in her previous life.

Whether it was the previous life or this life, when he mentioned this person, his tone was filled with joy that could not be concealed. This person must be in his heart just like her position in his brother's heart, a brother's deep love for his sister.

But An Jinshu also knew at the same time that the sister Gu Qingchen mentioned was no longer alive. She died on the frontier and in the hands of the barbarians.

The surrounding temperature seemed to have dropped a bit, and An Jinshu felt a little chilly at that moment. She rubbed her arms and shivered, wondering why the temperature dropped so much all at once: "Hiss, it's so cold."

Hua Luo had a piece of clothing wrapped around her body, which contained a touch of heat and a little moisture. An Jinshu couldn't help but reach out and grab it. She didn't need to think too much and knew that the clothing belonged to Gu Qingchen.

"I'm fine." An Jinshu said, taking off his clothes and returning them to him: "I still have a quilt, I'm wearing it like a quilt."

His hand was held down, but it was still slightly cold: "Wear it."

His tone didn't sound like he was discussing with her, and he didn't allow An Jinshu to refute.

An Jinshu had no choice but to put on her clothes obediently, but she was still afraid that he would catch a cold and said, "How about brother put on the quilt?"

There was no movement from the people around him. An Jinshu bit his lip, okay, if you don't want to wear it, then why don't you say anything?

"Sister, do you still want to hear it?"

"I want to." An Jinshu replied without thinking, "I want to know everything about Adi."

"Why?" Gu Qingchen stared at her with dark eyes.

An Jinshu thought for a moment and smiled: "Brother, do you still remember the boat on the river that day?"

Gu Qingchen's eyes flashed: "Remember."

"That day I asked my brother where the boat would float. Do you still remember how he answered me?" An Jinshu smiled.

Gu Qingchen certainly remembered it.

"Wherever my sister wants to go, it will float there."

"Wherever my sister wants to go, it will float there."

........

The two people who said the same thing were strangely silent.

"I never thought that my brother would still remember it."

It was beyond An Jinshu's expectation that he could remember it. She could remember it because Gu Qingchen's words at that time really touched her a lot.

On such an evening, accompanied by the setting sun and evening breeze, when she was yearning for green mountains and green waters, free and easy, and full of confusion and uncertainty about the future, he told her this way, he did not influence her decision, nor did he give her a clear direction, he only Tell her that as long as she wants to go, the place she wants to go is home.

An Jinshu laughed softly, but she didn't know that there were stars shining in her eyes at this moment.

Gu Qingchen looked at the stars and squeezed the long sword in his hand. He always felt disgusted and bored with this worldly thing.

The human heart is extremely ugly and hypocritical. How many people can be sincere when weighing the pros and cons?

His parents who had raised him for more than ten years finally told him that he was just picked up. The general he admired killed the person who loved him the most. His biological mother died of poisoning by his enemies to protect him, and his biological father was ten years old. After a few years, I pretended to be affectionate with him as father and son.

He thought that his life was destined to be persecuted and humiliated like the omen in his dream. Even if he got what he wanted in the end, he would be covered in filth and mud.

But the reality is that the so-called humiliation has not come, everything seems to have stayed the same but then everything has changed. The biggest variable is the person sitting next to him.

An Jinshu——

His good sister, she never whipped him or forced him. She treated him very well, but she didn't have any feelings between men and women.

The girl would keep a distance from him, and would subconsciously avoid him. Her tender eyes would never fall on her again, and her eyes would look at another person.

This was what he had dreamed of, but now he just wanted her to look at him more.

Are all people like this? If you don't get it, you want to embrace it, but if you get it, you abandon it.

What did he do at the end of the dream? Gu Qingchen had never had such a strong desire to know the ending between him and her in the dream.

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