Lu Zhilu slammed the door and left.

Nanchu felt a spasm in his abdomen and held his stomach with both hands.

Su Jingnian quickly lifted her up from the ground and sent her to the hospital.

After completing all inspections.

Su Jingnian asked: "Doctor, what happened to her?"

"You are her husband, don't be nervous. The child is fine. Instability during early pregnancy is normal. Stomach cramps may be caused by mood swings in pregnant women."

Su Jingnian froze there, and it took him a long time to find his voice: "She...is pregnant?"

"Yeah, didn't you know? You're four weeks pregnant. So far, there's nothing wrong with you."

Nanchu, who was lying on the hospital bed, looked at the doctor and explained: "He is my friend, not my husband."

The doctor suddenly realized, "Oh, that's right, no wonder. However, a residual substance was detected in your blood test just now. Preliminary test results indicate that this substance should be mescaline. Fortunately, the dose is not large and will not cause any harm to the fetus." What impact.”

Nan Chu frowned and asked, "Mescaline?"

The doctor thought she didn't know about this substance, so he explained: "Mescaline is extracted from mescaline. It is a natural hallucinogen. After taking it, people will have visual and auditory hallucinations. Nan Miss, how did you come into contact with this drug? "

Nanchu felt his heart being pulled down hard by a big hand, and his whole body gradually became cold and frightened.

Nan Jianan...is he still a human being? ?

He gave his biological daughter this kind of medicine twice, using the same despicable method and the same substance!

Three years ago, he used "mescaline" to send her to Lu Zhilu's bed.

At that time, she regarded Lu Zhilu as Su Jingnian, who cooked the rice before it was raw.

Three years later, it's still the same...just the objects have been changed.

Nan Jian'an used this material and method to send her to Su Jingnian's bed.

This time, she mistook Su Jingnian... for Lu Zhilu.

Only this time, Nan Jianan succeeded half way, not completely.

If Su Jingnian hadn't pushed her away repeatedly, if Lu Zhilu hadn't rushed in... she and Su Jingnian would have really made an unforgivable principled mistake.

After the doctor left.

Nan Chu was in a daze, and the ward fell into silence.

She buried her head in her knees and said in a dumb voice, "Let's go."

Su Jingnian's hands hanging by his legs gradually clenched into fists, and the bluish white of his finger bones was visible.

Heartbeat follows body, stiffness, numbness.

After a long, long time, he slowly said: "I'm sorry, what happened today was because I couldn't control myself. You pestered me at that time, thinking that I was..."

Nan Chu smiled bitterly and shook his head slightly, interrupting his speculation, "Everything is over. If it were not you, but someone else, my current situation would only be worse."

Only Su Jingnian could push her away so many times in an hour.

She suddenly remembered that five years ago, when they were in love, Su Jingnian always pushed her away.

At that time, she was young, and Nan Jian'an and Meng Jingyi hated Su Jingnian and kept preventing them from being together. Sometimes when they returned home, Meng Jingyi would even check her identity.

Nan Jian'an's educational philosophy for his daughter is extremely traditional.

He himself can be messy outside, but he is very harsh on his daughter.

Because in Nan Jian'an's eyes, the precious first time is her best dowry and a means to cling to and please the powerful.

But now, all this has been ruined by Nan Jianan himself.

At least in Lu Zhilu's view, she, Nanchu, was already dirty.

Suddenly, there was a sense of rebellious pleasure, rising from the bottom of my heart, spreading from my heart to my tailbone, sore and numb but refreshing.

Su Jingnian's heart ached when he saw her pale smile, "Nan Chu, tell me, how should I help you?"

Before that, he thought that helping her get a divorce would help her get out of her misery.

But now, he couldn't see clearly.

"I remember you told me before that when we get married, you don't want to get pregnant and have children, because pregnancy and childbirth will make you fat and ugly. You hate getting fat and ugly."

But now, she is pregnant with Lu Zhilu's child.

If it's not a lot of love, then what is it?

Su Jingnian's face was hidden in the shadows.

He just looked at her, watching her... fall in love with someone else.

The past five years were like a mirror in the water, with stones falling down and causing waves. He thought it was hope.

But he forgot that five years is too long.

Long enough to make the other person forget about him, long enough to fall in love with someone else, get pregnant and bear children for someone else.

His eyes were dim and dull, but they were gradually turning red.

He hates himself.

"Is it...if I come back early, will you still be willing to follow me? Is it...that I came too late?"

Nan Chu endured the soreness in his throat and cried and laughed for a while: "In the beginning, you left without saying goodbye. In fact, I hate you very much. I hate why you left me without saying a word..."

"Later I married Lu Zhilu. When I celebrated my birthday the next year, I thought of you again."

"He asked me where I wanted to go. At that moment, I felt a strong desire for revenge. I wanted to take revenge on you. I told Lu Zhilu that I wanted to go to the small town of Grindelwald."

"Su Jingnian, look, I don't have to treat you as the one and only you agreed with me. From the moment you left me, all the agreements between you and me were void."

"At that time, I thought badly that I could also go with someone else to the town of Grindelwald that you agreed with me to go to."

Her eyes were red with tears streaming down her face, but she looked up at him with a smile and said calmly and clearly -

"Su Jingnian, now... you don't owe me anymore, and I don't owe you either."

"You don't need to feel you owe me and reach out to help me. I don't need it anymore."

"Both you and Lu Zhilu have taught me a truth. People have no other way but to save themselves. Relying on others is ultimately unreliable."

Su Jingnian's chest felt like there was a lead stone pressing on it, so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

"Do you love Lu Zhilu?"

Nan Chu raised his lips and smiled, "Love? I don't even love myself, who can I love? I hate Nan Jian'an, I hate you, you make me dependent, and I always have the feeling that I can only stay by your side , I can be safe and sound for the rest of my life.”

"But actually, you can just turn around and lose me."

However, the most damning thing is Nan Jianan.

Nan Jianan single-handedly cultivated her into what she is now.

He killed her character and wiped out all the remaining rebelliousness and gangsterism in her bones.

But Nan Jianan is not capable enough. It would be fine if he could provide her with generous resources from her native place so that she could have a peaceful life.

But he broke her wings, killed her only gangster spirit that could fight her way out from the bottom, and turned her into a complete vase toy.

Break her to pieces again and tell her that she is worthless and the only way out is to cling to the rich and powerful.

It turns out that there really is a biological father in this world, so ignorant and vicious.

She spent twenty-six years repeatedly questioning Nan Jian'an's father's love for her. The father's love that was sometimes absent at that time was completely reduced to ashes today.

Love?

It's just something done in the name of love.

……

As soon as Su Jingnian sent Nan Chu home, Meng Jingyi ran out of the corridor in a panic.

When he ran in front of Nan Chu, he almost fell.

"Jiaojiao, it's not good! The hospital called just now, saying that your dad...your dad was struck to death by lightning!"

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