After she died, Mr. Bo knelt in front of the tombstone and cried like a dog.

The small medicine bottle fell on the solid wood floor and rolled to Song Zhi's feet.

Bending to pick it up, she saw clearly the name on the medicine bottle -

Paroxetine tablets.

This drug is used to treat various types of depression, including depression with anxiety, as well as obsessive-compulsive disorder, panic disorder and social phobia, as well as... traumatic stress disorder.

Qiao Yu may really be suffering from PTSD, and it is severe enough to require medication.

There was a sound of footsteps outside the door.

Then came the voices of Qiao Yu and Xiao Xiangsi.

"Mom! I can't sleep alone! Stay with me!"

"Then you go to your room first. Mom will come over to stay with you after taking a shower, okay?"

"Good duck!"

After that, the footsteps came this way.

Song Zhi suddenly became alert.

She quickly packed Qiao Yu's bag and stuffed the medicine into her pocket.

But before she had time to hide, Qiao Yu had already opened the door and came in.

The two collided head on!

Qiao Yu was obviously startled, "Why are you here?"

Song Zhi acted relatively calmly, "I went to the wrong room. I thought this was the guest room assigned to me!"

"The guest room is on the left."

"Okay, then I'll go first."

Song Zhi stepped out of the master bedroom.

Qiao Yu didn't think much about it. After all, Song Zhi seemed quite decent.

……

Song Zhi was about to go downstairs when he met Bo Han.

The man's eyes were cold and sharp: "Did you find anything?"

Song Zhi handed him the medicine bottle, "Paroxetine tablets, combined with the reaction you mentioned before, including my observation tonight, I think my previous judgment should be correct."

Bo Hanshi looked at the small medicine bottle with deep eyes, "Post-traumatic stress disorder?"

"Yes, but you have to ask her what caused it. It's usually caused by a major accident."

Bo Hanshi lowered his face, holding the small medicine bottle with his long fingers and turning it around, as if thinking: "What will happen to her if she really has PTSD from me and I force her to stay with me?"

"She will suffer, especially when you have physical contact and intimacy with her. If she doesn't take medicine, she will not be able to bear it and may even suffocate."

"Go back, the driver is already downstairs."

His voice is very cold.

No emotion could be heard.

Song Zhi frowned slightly and reminded: "I advise you not to take drastic measures against a patient suffering from traumatic stress disorder."

"You're worrying too much."

After finishing speaking, Bao Hanshi held the small medicine bottle and strode towards the master bedroom.

This time, he won't use any means against her.

……

In the master bedroom, Qiao Yu rummaged through her bag several times but couldn't find the medicine.

She searched around other corners of the bedroom, thinking she had accidentally left it somewhere.

Until Bo Hanshi entered the master bedroom.

He stood behind her and suddenly asked: "Are you looking for this?"

Qiao Yu turned around and saw the bottle of medicine in his hand.

The heartbeat suddenly stopped.

Even his eyelids twitched.

Her mind went blank for a moment, but she soon understood, "You join forces with Song Zhi to rummage through my things?"

"Yes."

He didn't even have an explanation and admitted it frankly.

The corners of Qiao Yu's eyes turned red with anger, and she reached out to grab it, "Give it back to me."

When he was feeling cold, he raised his left arm.

He was tall and there was no way Qiao Yu could grab him.

"Baohanshi!"

"Why do you need to take this medicine?"

His dark eyes stared at her intently, not missing the slightest expression on her face.

"I had depression before and it didn't get better, as you know."

If it was because of depression, he knew it early on, so why did he still hide it while taking this medicine?

"Qiao Yu, I want to hear the truth."

His voice was cold and could not be criticized.

Qiao Yu pulled her lips and smiled, "Do you really want to hear the truth? The truth is quite ugly, and I don't want to tell it."

Some things, once said, can never be taken back.

She had wanted to play dumb.

But Bao Hanshi forced her to point it out again and again.

Qiao Yu looked at him, her eyes almost pleading, "Why bother? There are still six days left in the cold weather, so just pretend you don't know anything. After these last six days happily, let's go back to the bridge and go back to the bridge. Return, isn’t it good?”

Why pierce it?

But when Bao Han was there, he could never pretend to be stupid.

He wanted a clear answer, an unambiguous answer.

Bo Hanshi looked at the small medicine bottle and chuckled mockingly: "The fun medicine you mentioned before is actually not a fun medicine at all. If you don't take this medicine, you can't get close to me at all, or even stay by my side." An ordeal."

"..."

"Qiao Yu, am I right?"

He raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes deep as if he wanted to see through her.

Qiao Yu swallowed and swallowed the soreness in her throat. "Since you have guessed it, why do you still ask?"

Even if they don't ask, they can still retain the last bit of beauty between them.

"I want to know why this is happening."

She lowered her eyes slightly, her long eyelashes covering the mist under her eyes.

She doesn't speak.

But Bo Hanshi had already guessed, "Is it related to your mother's death?"

When he asked this question, he obviously paused.

Qiao Yu held back the sobs in her throat and said in a very soft voice: "The injury on your arm is not healed yet. Can you please stop talking about this until the wound heals..."

"Does it make sense? It's only six days. If you even stay by my side, it will be a torture for you."

"Yuyu, do you think I'm really that cruel to you?"

He was so cruel that even though he knew her reaction to his stress, he still forcibly confined her to him and made her suffer to the point of taking medicine.

The heat and moisture in Qiao Yu's eyes welled up in an instant.

She didn't even dare to look up at Bo Hanshi.

She wanted to say sorry, but then she remembered that he said she didn't want to hear those three words again.

These three words are quite useless.

Extremely pale.

"When it's cold..."

She lowered her head, took a step closer to him, and slowly reached out to hug him.

She knew that if it was just a hug, it would not be enough. She tried hard to restrain her body's stress reaction and hugged his waist tightly.

But Bao Hanshi still felt her trembling slightly in his arms.

He didn't push her away, but closed his eyes in despair, pulled his lips and smiled lightly: "You haven't taken your medicine today, right?"

He clearly remembered everything between them.

When they met again for the first time, when he saw her surviving, he kissed her uncontrollably, and she slapped him, so scared.

At that time, he thought it was because they had just reunited and it was too abrupt and scared her.

The second time, when Yan Chen returned to Nancheng, he thought she was going back to Nancheng with Yan Chen, went to the airport to rob someone, locked her in the car, and almost raped her.

She trembled like a sieve in his arms and almost suffocated.

The third time, at the cocktail party, he was drugged. She was obviously ready to have something happen with him, but in the middle, she ran out uncontrollably.

At that time, she must have run out to take medicine.

Only then did Bo Hanshi belatedly remember these details.

He lowered his arms and let Qiao Yu hold him like that.

After a long time, his Adam's apple rolled, and he finally asked: "Is it... because of Wen Qing?"

The fainting of blood was probably due to witnessing Wen Qing's death.

If it's because of Wen Qing.

Then there is a high probability that he will not be able to get past it.

Because Wen Qing's death was indeed related to Ye Qinghe.

At that time, subconsciously, he also protected Ye Qinghe.

Qiao Yu was in his arms, crying freely.

It would be fine if... there was no Qiao Fan.

That way, Bao Hanshi wouldn't have to endure three years in prison, and his mother wouldn't have to die.

She didn't answer.

He just slowly raised his head from his arms.

She looked at the person in front of her.

The tears couldn't stop flowing.

The person in front of her was really great. She had felt that way since a long, long time ago.

But she was very sure that she would never meet such a good person again.

Bao Hanshi... He once got full marks from her, and all her purity and enthusiasm were given to the person in front of her.

She felt very lucky, but also felt extremely sad.

So sad that my heart aches.

Her eyes were red, but she said with a smile: "I originally wanted to leave some happy memories in the last six days, so that when you think about it in the future, you won't feel that you are really unlucky to meet me, and there is nothing good about it." things happen."

But now...

She didn't know why, why they kept missing.

Maybe I love you too much, but it’s just not suitable.

Love is willing to endure anything and intolerable to nothing.

In the past, he couldn't tolerate her betrayal.

Now, she can't escape the shadow.

Bo Hanshi's eyes were also red. He took a deep breath and asked to the end: "Last time on Weizhou Island, when you were standing on the edge of the cliff, did you have thoughts of committing suicide again?"

"Qiao Yu, I want to hear the truth. This is it. You don't need to lie to me anymore."

She did not deny it, "A little bit, but more than anything, I don't want to commit suicide. To be honest, during the time I have been with you, I am very happy. Even if I take medicine, I am very happy. Because I have loved you before, I can't do it." To the point where I hate you. I never hated you, Bo Hanshi."

When he heard her say that she had never hated him, for a moment, he felt hopeless and that was enough.

Obviously he wants a lot, he wants Qiao Yu to love him, wants Qiao Yu to stay, and wants Qiao Yu to marry him.

But now, this sentence is not annoying, it seems to be enough.

"Qiao Yu, tell me, is it still possible for us?"

He looked at her with red eyes.

Qiao Yu burst into tears.

She turned her head, raised her hand to wipe the tears on her face, sniffed and said, "When I'm with you, I feel happy but also guilty. The happier I am, the more guilty I feel." The psychiatrist said that if you continue like this, it may lead to mental disorder or self-mutilation. Because you feel happy, but subconsciously, you feel that you are not worthy of this happiness and happiness. This feeling of unworthiness will aggravate your condition. "

"When I have physical contact with you, I can't help but split into two people in my mind. One is Qiao Yu who wants to accept you, and the other is Qiao Yu who resists you. The Qiao Yu who resists you will feel guilty because she is with you. Together, I feel sorry for my mother."

"I can't control it. I also asked the doctor if it would always be like this, but he said not necessarily."

Qiao Yu smiled helplessly, "I've really tried hard, maybe... this is the result between us. When Bo Hanshi, it seems that the relationship between us was destined seven years ago, and there will be no good results. .”