Mr. Huo, stop being abusive. Miss Fu is going on a blind date again.

Mr. Huo:

When you read this letter, Aggie is gone, probably killed by a gun.

It shouldn't hurt much.

Please forgive Aji, I can no longer be by your side.

You need to take care of yourself and eat on time.

The reaction of the poison in your body will make you feel uncomfortable. You must take good care of yourself. Aunt Lin can take care of the flowers in the greenhouse, so you don't have to do everything yourself.

But I know you won't listen.

Because you planted those flowers for Miss Yan Yan to see, so you don’t feel at ease if you give them to someone else.

Likewise, I wouldn't feel comfortable leaving you in someone else's care.

When we first met thirteen years ago, I knew that we would never be together in this life.

From an early age, I noticed that I was different from other boys.

My companions like to play remote control racing cars, go fishing in rivers, and run in the wilderness, but I like colorful cardboard and am afraid of getting tanned by the sun, and I don’t like getting close to girls.

When I was in junior high school, I secretly liked a boy in my class. I lay awake at night and finally plucked up the courage to confess my feelings to him, but what I got in return was endless ridicule and humiliation.

They tore off my clothes and wrote "homosexual", "disgusting", "bitch" and "monster" all over my body.

They locked me in the school bathroom and poured feces and water on me.

Grandpa braved the rain to come to school to find me. He broke his leg and forced me to kneel down in front of the bed to admit my mistake.

I don’t know where I went wrong. I just like boys. Am I really wrong?

From then on, I started to give up on myself and stopped talking to the people around me.

Until the year of the devastating flood, my grandfather also passed away. My relatives avoided me like a snake and a scorpion. I hid back in the leaky and dilapidated hut where my grandfather lived and lay hungry among the ruins.

I thought I was going to die.

For a rotten person like me, no one will probably find out if he dies.

Until someone knocked on my door and brought me several packs of compressed biscuits and water.

What may be a hard pill for others to swallow, is life-saving for me.

I huddled in the corner and gnawed the biscuits, while the sound of conversation came from not far away.

I saw you at a glance in the crowd. You, dressed in white and snowy, appeared in front of me like a god.

At that moment, the humble and timid me seemed to see the sunshine.

Hot and scalding, it illuminated my anxious years.

I vowed to repay you, so I began to live seriously and strive to be a useful person, just so that one day I can work by your side and become your right-hand man.

I studied hard and wanted to repay you earlier. I was admitted to university one year in advance. I chose Nancheng without hesitation.

I just want to be closer to you, even closer.

You rarely appear in front of the media, so there are not many opportunities for me to see you through these channels.

No one knows that I quietly visited you near the Huo Group.

You came out of that magnificent building, and I hid behind the fountain, like a peeping tom.

Watching the car move away from my sight, I looked back at the Huo Group building and secretly vowed in my heart that I would work here after graduation.

After returning home, I studied day and night to make myself better.

That winter, you were in a car accident.

I couldn't catch a taxi and ran like crazy for ten kilometers. My shoes fell off and my clothes were in a mess. I knelt on the ground in the emergency center with tears streaming down my face.

People passing me thought my family was in one of the emergency rooms.

Little do you know, what I pray for is that you are safe and sound.

I didn't dare to appear in front of the Huo family, so I could only wait in the corner until late at night, and heard the doctor say that the situation was better.

At that moment, I seemed to hear a voice saying to me: Aji, this is your disaster.

This secret love that is not accepted by the world, I know that I am doomed.

After the news came out that you could never stand up again, I was so anxious, but I had no choice but to spend my days in school in agony.

Finally, we have received the news that Huo Mansion is hiring a life assistant for you.

For the first time in my life, I am glad that my gender allows me to come to you openly.

I have long been aware of your diet and daily life. Those who applied for the job were all brushed off, and only I can stay.

What kept me awake all night was your words when we met again: "It's you."

It turns out that you still remember me.

I heard that you would never marry, and I was secretly glad, thinking that I could be with you day and night for the rest of my life.

Until that day when I saw Miss Yan Yan in the pavilion, the loneliness and sadness in your eyes broke my heart.

It is human nature to love houses and birds.

Aji is not jealous at all about your liking for Miss Yan Yan. He only hopes that Miss Yan Yan will live happily so that you will be happy too.

I am already very content. Being able to stay with you and take care of you is my original intention. I have nothing else to ask for.

All I want from beginning to end is for you to be okay.

When you know the truth about the car accident, but you want to cooperate with Simon Romont, the mastermind behind it, and secretly collude with Crandro Monte, I advise you.

You want to drive me away in anger.

That night I knelt in the snow for a long time. When it was about to break, you allowed me to stay.

From then on, I never dared to try to change your mind.

Later facts proved that my worries were unnecessary.

Simon and Crand combined are no match for you.

And your real opponent is the Second Young Master.

When the second young master started to have doubts, the only way I could think of was to take your place.

Aji actually knows what you did. You did it for Miss Yan Yan. There is nothing wrong with it, but it cannot be allowed by the law. This is a fact that Aji cannot change.

But since I said I would repay you back then, I will never break my promise.

If you want Miss Yan Yan, I will help you clear all suspicions.

After being with you for a long time, my thoughts are getting closer to you. Although I am not one ten thousandth as good as you, I can still be cautious.

What's more, with you behind it, it becomes even more watertight.

In fact, I know everything.

Everything I do is under your control. You know my plans and my feelings for you, right?

But Aji was willing to die without any regrets.

I just hope that Mr. Huo can look back at Aji and take pity on Aji.

Aji has no regrets in this life.

Mr. Huo, when I wrote this letter, I was sitting on the floor of your room, looking at your sleeping face.

I don't know where I will die one day, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow.

I have decided to die, but regret that I can no longer be by your side.

But the years I spent with you were enough for me to have the courage to step into the grave.

Mr. Huo, please believe that Aji will always choose you unswervingly, whether in this life or the next.

Please live well.

Aggie