The storm of electronic fraud, the day I was deceived into northern Myanmar

As night fell, everything was silent except for the gentle hum of the computer echoing in the air.

I sat alone in Wang Xiaolong's office, the cigarette in my hand gradually burned, the smoke filled the air, and a smell of caramel and burning filled the entire space.

I stared closely at the computer screen, and the light on the screen cast a cold blue light on my tired face.

The numbers and letters on the screen were like dancing elves. They were flying and jumping in front of my eyes. They told me that everything was real, this hellish park, the facts of every fraud, and the despair of every victim.

I took a puff of the cigarette and the smoke choked my throat. I resisted the urge to cough and quietly felt the burning pain.

This pain wakes me up and lets me know that I am still alive and struggling in this hopeless place.

I looked at the computer screen, my thoughts like dispersing smoke, elusive.

I think of the victim who was deceived by me, his joy, his expectation, his despair...

I thought of Wang Xiaolong, his smile, his methods, and his indifference.

I forced myself to return to reality and face this cruel world.

I put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray and decided to end this endless daze.

I have to live, no matter what!

After logging into my own QQ, I decided to find someone to tell him about my current situation, hoping to get help.

Scanning my friend list, I realized that there were very few people on it.

It was then that I realized that I had no friends since the year I dropped out of school.

Except for a few gaming friends, other classmates who were good gamers lost contact after I borrowed money from them and failed to repay them.

The mouse scrolled slowly, and my heart became inexplicably heavy.

Looking back on my life of more than [-] years, I don’t have a single close friend.

I began to reflect and recall what I had done before.

I was originally a person who was not good at socializing. After becoming obsessed with games, I became even more out of touch with real life.

I casually opened the chat history of an old classmate. The last message on it was sent by me when I was still working as a network administrator.

At that time, he asked me to help him find thesis materials, and I replied: "I am at work, so I am not free."

Looking at this news, my heart became bitter.

Yang Lei, Yang Lei, you are such a failure!

Turning off the useless QQ, I picked up the mobile phone that was put aside.

I wanted to call my family, but found that I couldn’t remember my mother’s cell phone number.

I tried hard to remember, but I couldn't remember it...

It seems like a long time has passed since I last called my family.

I gently put down the phone and looked at the sliver of moonlight coming through the window.

I think of my hometown, my mother’s smiling face, and my father’s vicissitudes of hands.

At this moment, how much I wanted to hear their voices and feel their care, but it was already too late.

Leaning feebly by the window, my heart was filled with helplessness and confusion.

Thinking back to my past life, those days when I was young, ignorant, and self-indulgent.

Indifference towards friends, neglect towards family members, indifference towards studies.

Always addicted to the illusory world of games, escaping from real responsibilities and difficulties.

Is this God's punishment for me, punishing me for being here, doing shameful things, and living a life without dignity?

I began to miss those old days, those days when I was carefree, just going to school and playing with my friends.

I began to regret, regret my original choice, regret my attitude towards life...

Now, I want to change, I want to escape from this predicament, but it seems that it is too late.

I have a lot to say and want to talk to someone, but I can't find the right person.

No friends, no way to connect with family...

I can only face all this alone, and can only bear it silently.

I don’t know how long it took, but when I came back to my senses, I found that it was already past three in the morning.

Someone's screams were faintly heard outside the office window. I took a deep breath and closed my laptop.

Putting the phone in his hand aside, he turned and returned to the dormitory.

If God can give me a chance to get out of here, I will definitely make up for everything I have done in the past.

……

The day of performance settlement has arrived again, which also means that I have been here for two months.

During these two months, I experienced so much that it felt like two years had passed.

I was sitting at my desk, and before I turned on the computer, Wang Xiaolong walked in and shouted: "Yang Lei! Go to the main building, the vice president is looking for you."

I stood up and walked over. Wang Xiaolong patted me on the shoulder, grinned, and winked at me: "It seems that you are busy tonight, so I won't disturb you. I'll invite you again tomorrow night." You go and be cool."

I knew what he meant. It was probably that I had placed a big order this month and would be "praised in public" when the time came.

As far as I know, as long as there is a dog who can set off fireworks, the higher-ups will arrange a "fun night" for him.

When I arrived at the main building, after greeting the security guard, I was taken to Vice President Hu's office.

When I entered the office, there was no one inside. The security guard said, "The vice president asked you to wait here for a while. He will come over after he takes care of something."

I nodded.

After the door was closed by security, I began to look around this huge office.

He walked to the cigar cabinet on the wall and looked at the boxes of cigars on it.

Each box looks valuable, and the unique cigar aroma exuding from the cabinet reminds me of those actors who play rich men or tycoons in movies. They always hold cigars in their hands and have a proud smile on their lips. smile.

I tried to pick one up and feel the texture, but the moment my fingers touched the cigar, I remembered who I was and what I was doing here.

My fingers trembled slightly as I put down the cigar.

I continued walking around the office and saw a huge safe in the corner. I thought there must be money swindled by us dogs hidden in it.

He came to the big table in the center of the office and looked at the computer placed on it. The stock trend chart was displayed on the screen.

I remembered my fantasy when I first entered college. At that time, I thought that after graduation, one day I would be able to sit in an office like this and decide my own destiny alone.

But now, I am just a dog push trapped in this park, and my destiny is no longer my own.

When I came to the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked out, this was the only outside world I could see.

The sun outside the window is the only freedom I can feel.

After coming back to my senses, I subconsciously sat on the boss's chair nearby and looked at the entire park outside the floor-to-ceiling window.

I thought to myself, does Vice President Hu look at everything in the park like this every day?

At this moment, a voice sounded behind me: "How about sitting in this position?"