My 26-year-old female tenant: Gufan on the Island

There was only one clothing store still open on the whole street; Le Yao and I each picked out a set of clothes. After checking out, she suddenly remembered something and went back to the underwear section and bought me a pair that seemed to be men's. Red panties.

I looked at her in surprise. While paying, she asked me: "Are you the same age as Robben?"

"They are the same size. No, to be precise, I am two months younger than him."

"As long as they are the same age... That day, I called him and he talked about his birth year. Next year will be his birth year, and that will also be your birth year... You have to wear red in your birth year, otherwise you will be prone to bad luck."

I thought about it, and there seemed to be such a saying around me, and I couldn't help but sigh: "I'm already unlucky enough before my birth year... Does such a pair of red underwear have that much power?" After a pause, I continued Said: "I have the habit of wearing autumn clothes and autumn trousers. How about you go and buy me that red autumn clothes and trousers... It's best to buy a pair of red socks and wait until I'm fully armed." , I don’t believe you can’t get rid of that bad luck.”

"Can you be thicker-skinned?"

"It depends on who you are with. If you say it, I can really be thicker..."

"why?"

"Because when you cheated on me, you were much thicker-skinned than I am now."

"Then if we cheat each other like this, will we develop a skin thicker than the city wall in the future?"

"It's hard to say... You should hurry up and buy me that set of red autumn clothes and long trousers. I don't want to be unlucky, I just want good luck."

"Buy, buy, buy... just think of it as adding bricks and tiles to your city wall."

……

The red handbag, red clothes, red wine, and red socks actually created a somewhat festive atmosphere between Le Yao and I. In order to make the atmosphere more intense, I held on to the girl who was almost walking. Le Yao at the end of the block then took out a red envelope from his pocket, handed it to her, and said: "Here's a red envelope for you... I hope you can be as prosperous as this red envelope next year, and then burn away the gloom in your heart and those unbearable things." His past...living like a normal person..."

Le Yao did not accept my red envelope immediately. She just looked at me and replied after a long time: "I just don't live like a normal person..."

I felt the change in her mood. This change was caused by my inadvertent offense, so when she spoke again, her voice was much softer: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it..."

"You don't need to apologize to me, what you said is the truth... What makes me uncomfortable is not that I don't live like a normal person, but that others can't understand why I am like this, and then they come here in the name of doing good for me. Teach me how to live... I just want a vigorous love, a love that lasts until death, a love that doesn't care about gains and losses. If I don't get it, I will be sad, I will fall, and I don't want to live well... But what’s wrong with this?... Do you have to regard this as my weakness to attack me and criticize me?..."

I laugh……

Le Yao cried, crying very sadly...

I quickly explained: "I'm not laughing at you, I swear...listening to you saying these words, I feel like I'm looking in a mirror. I'm standing in front of the mirror, but it's you in the mirror..."

Le Yao was still crying, and I suddenly became taciturn. I just spread my hands and said after a while: "Okay, you can think that I am laughing at you, but I am also laughing at myself... Of course a person can be corrupted. , but you can only degenerate in your own world, and you cannot degenerate in the eyes of others... This will make you look out of place with the crowd... Because there are really many living saints in this world who work hard to live and have a healthy outlook on life."

"Fart... Excluding dissenters is not a sign of healthy outlook on life... People with healthy outlook on life should be tolerant, not exclusive... What's more, I have never forced them to examine my depravity. They themselves To insist on looking at me a few times, to criticize me and attack me just because of these few glances, is what is truly disgusting and truly sanctimonious..."

I actually felt empathy because of these words.

Le Yao seemed to feel my approval, and then took the red envelope from my hand, bursting into tears and smiling, and said to me: "Do you know why I want to be friends with you?... It's because of your appearance that I I feel that there is finally a similar person in this world... Although I say that I am very tough and powerful, in my heart I am still afraid of being isolated... I have been having the same dream recently, dreaming that I am trapped in a On an isolated island, I wanted to leave this damn isolated island, but the sea was endless... I felt hopeless in my dream... So, I especially hoped that there would be a ship that could take me away. It doesn't need to be big, even if it only has one sail. Just take me away..."

I hated myself, so I failed to empathize with Le Yao this time. I just lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and replied in a joking tone: "I have a school girl, she should be able to take you away." That isolated island... because her name is Chen Qianyu... the sea is her home... let alone an isolated island, even if you are lost in the Mariana Trench, she can bring you out."

Le Yao looked at me speechlessly, and after a while he said, "Is this Chen Qianyu the boy's sister? I heard you call him Bai Lu."

"Yes, one of them is called Chen Qianyu and the other is Chen Bailu."

"Now that that's all, please explain to me why you used me as a shield just now?"

I am a very idealistic person, but I use realism to treat Chen Qianyu and her sister. Therefore, I am also very conflicted and confused because of the conflict. I don’t know whether what I did is wrong or wrong. right.

When people are confused, they will have a strong desire to tell. Therefore, I did not hide it from Le Yao. I just smoked and told Le Yao this past incident that can be traced back to my college days.

Le Yao did not give me a clear answer based on right or wrong, but just replied: "I think you are really contradictory. On the one hand, you are afraid of getting along with women with good financial conditions, but on the other hand, you let Chen Qianyu go." Accept a financially secure relationship.”

"I'm not very conflicted about this... When it comes to relationships, men and women have different standards... A man with no money and a rich woman will be labeled as a freeloader. A moneyless man's desire to be with a rich woman will be said to be a useless fantasy; but a moneyless woman's desire to be with a rich man is like catching a golden husband. A moneyless woman's fantasy Being with a rich man is just waiting for her Prince Charming... So, looking at this situation in the context of public opinion, I didn't do anything wrong... I just accepted the reality... And men and women are different after all.”

Le Yao seemed to want to refute me, but after thinking for a long time, she could not find the words to refute. Finally, she had to change the subject and asked me: "What's the name of the song you just sang? It's the song that swings around." .”

"Shake the sun."

"My name is Le Yao, and your name is Zhao Yang, which means the sun... There is such a song that connects us together."

"It's just a coincidence."

"Everyone's meeting is also a coincidence... If there are too many coincidences, maybe it becomes destiny." After a pause, Le Yao said to me with a smile: "Suddenly, I feel that this song is not so unpleasant... ...Zhaoyang, please sing it again, for Le Yao to hear."

I was thinking about it for a while, but just when I was about to speak, Robben called me; he said that he had received the first free business since the team was formed, and informed me and Le Yao to participate on time tomorrow.

He must be crazy about money. Tomorrow is the first day of the Lunar New Year. It’s the first day of the New Year, so he’s not afraid of being unlucky!