My 26-year-old female tenant: Gufan on the Island

I called her sister to her for a long time, and she seemed to be very familiar with her, but in fact, I couldn't remember her name in my heart until she left; but this is not deliberately contemptuous, to me, this is It was a person I didn't care about who said something I didn't care about; and in the end, I didn't let her pay the bill because, before she really went to pay the bill, I received a reminder from the bank... At the end of the day, I finally received my salary payment from the company.

When money is not tight, I have always been a normal person, and I am even willing to buy others a drink. Therefore, when it comes to paying the bill, there is such a reversal.

I never care about what other people think of me, but if there are fewer people who hate me in this world, at least it won’t be a bad thing, because I don’t like people rolling their eyes and looking at me, and this is what I call My sister’s woman almost rolled her eyes at me.

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Now that I have more money, I won’t restrain myself from drinking. So that night, I drank to the point where I was almost drunk again. I wandered down the street, and finally disappeared into the night... As far as my spirit was concerned, I really disappeared, because I didn't know where I was going, so I just Follow the night, wherever it is dark, there are my footprints.

It wasn't until Fangyuan called me that I stopped.

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Taking a closer look, I actually arrived at the moat again. Habits are really a terrible thing. When I feel like I have nowhere to go, my subconscious will give me the final say, making me afraid of facing pain, but I have to endure it. pain.

After the breakup, I no longer feel that staying by this moat is a kind of enjoyment. The uncontrollable flowing water and the wind that can blow me through seem to be laughing at my loss and my degradation because of the loss.

……

I lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and asked Fang Yuan on the other end of the phone, "Is it okay for you to call me so late?"

Only then did Fangyuan realize that I had answered the phone, and then he said to me in an unusually excited tone: "Zhaoyang, today's sales data came out, and it was more than double that of the same period last year. It's really awesome. !”

"Are you still in the company?"

"The sales data is more than double that of the same period. There are many things that need to be handled and coordinated urgently, otherwise we will definitely be busy in the next few days."

I sighed: "You really did everything you could think of and things you couldn't think of!"

"What about you? How much have you thought about? How much have you thought about and done?"

I was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said: "No, it's almost 12 o'clock, and you have given me such a big soul torture."

"I don't want to torture you, I just feel it's a pity... You know, we are the most cooperative people in the world, whether it's in college or at Polaris... You come up with a plan, and I'm responsible for executing it. Never failed..."

After a short silence, I replied: "Yes, we have never made a mistake... Because even if my ideas are a lot of wild and unrealistic... you can always find problems during execution and make timely adjustments." come over."

Fangyuan on the other end of the phone seemed to have lit a cigarette, and then he hesitated for a while, releasing the exhaustion after hard work instead of depression and pain; this is where Fangyuan and I are different, because Yanyan has always been with me. With him, he will never be dragged down by emotions, so this is also an important reason why it is easier for him to focus on living than me.

"So, Zhaoyang... I really want to tell you that there are many things that are foreseeable... As long as you can let go of some things that you think are important and have the patience to stay in Suzhou and the company, you will definitely give yourself a life." A reasonable explanation... Why do you have to go back to Xuzhou and make your boss and yourself unhappy? And start everything from scratch... But Xuzhou doesn't have a top department store like Baoli for you to show off. "

I woke up a bit, but because I was sober, I didn’t want to talk.

After a moment of silence, Fangyuan said again: "Forget Jian Wei... It's time for you to wake up. Some things have been destined from the moment you first met... You should stay in Suzhou and find an ordinary person." A little girl, then struggle together, and find the joy of growth in the struggle together. This is the meaning of ordinary people's lives... We are all ordinary people, aren't we?"

I finally replied: "It's not that I'm not willing to be an ordinary person, it's just that I'm not willing to be an ordinary person defined by the world... My thoughts are very ordinary and very simple. I just identify with Jian Wei and want to be with her for the rest of my life. She is together, there is no choice or change... It's not that her mother is a high-ranking official, and her father is a big shot in the advertising industry... Do you think there is a more common idea than this? But just because of your definition, I The ordinary has become extraordinary, and the extraordinary has become ordinary... I feel so damn uncomfortable, because I have been subverted like this, and I have no power to resist... I guess there are more of you, okay!"

"If Jian Wei was really an ordinary woman, would you still be so unable to let go?"

"meeting."

Fangyuan waited for me to continue, but I didn't speak again, so he fell silent again, and then said after a while: "I knew you would say that, but what I didn't expect was that you didn't explain a lot because of this answer... maybe This is true love."

"Did you just see it?"

"Yes, I just saw it...so...it's a bit late."

"What do you mean?"

"It doesn't...mean anything...I just feel that sometimes I understand you very well, and sometimes I don't understand you at all."

I laughed, very bitterly; but Fangyuan had already changed the subject and said to me: "I don't want to go back to celebrate the New Year this year. Let's have the New Year's Eve dinner together."

"Where's Yan Yan?"

"Her family values ​​reunion, and she has to come back."

"Then why don't you go back with her?"

"You're not married yet, don't do that dishonest thing."

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In the blink of an eye, it is already New Year's Eve. After a busy week, we finally have a rare holiday in the afternoon of this day. Fangyuan went to Yan Yan's house because Yan Yan's parents had told her that since they had decided to get married, don't worry about the unjustified words; so, I ended up singled out.

I was in a bad mood. We agreed to have New Year's Eve dinner together, so I bought a bottle of Wuliangye extravagantly, thinking of drinking it together in the evening, but Fangyuan let me go. At this moment, I was standing alone with this bottle of wine. In the square in front of the department store, I heard the sound of firecrackers in the distance...

Everyone left, and the city suddenly became empty. Only then could I hear the sound of firecrackers coming from the urban-rural fringe where there were no restrictions on setting off. I knew that this was a signal that the New Year's Eve dinner was about to begin.

I also wanted to have such a ceremony, so I stood in the center of the square, making gestures and imitating the sound of exploding firecrackers with my mouth...

"Zhaoyang, are you crazy?"

I looked back...

It's Le Yao!

At this moment, she was wearing a set of red clothes and holding a bottle of red wine in her hand, just like what I imagined she should look like during the New Year. I'm not surprised that she could find me. What's strange to me is that on the night of the 30th of this year, she was not in Beijing to spend the New Year with her family, but she landed in Suzhou. Isn't this what Fangyuan said?