My 26-year-old female tenant: Gufan on the Island

Lighting a cigarette, I tried to recall some of the past events between myself and Chen Qianyu, but apart from that charity concert, I could not recall any other interactions. So, for me, this It was just an ordinary school relationship that couldn't be more ordinary; therefore, it was impossible for my heart to be disturbed by her girlish confession, not to mention that I had already lost the ability to talk about love.

I like to compare Chen Qianyu to a girl, because she is indeed younger than me, and she is my school girl. But because of this, I feel that she is a contradiction even more. The girl in my eyes is actually getting married. .

Well, it seems that there is really no fixed standard for marriage: some people will rush into marriage in their early twenties, and some people will still be alone when they are old, as stable as an old dog, and are jokingly called old bachelors ; Maybe, I am the latter, and Chen Qianyu is the former; then, when this kind of collision occurs between us, there is really no spark at all. After all, she is a woman with a mole of wealth, and I have completely fallen, Swinging between Suzhou and Xuzhou, I don’t know where to go.

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After smoking half of the cigarette, I finally replied to Chen Qianyu's message: "Then don't get married and move in with me... We rent a house in Suzhou. I will pay the rent with the money you earn. Money takes care of life...and then you have a child and suffers with us...By the way, you also have a deaf-mute brother, take him over when the time comes, and the three of us will suffer together."

I know very well that for a girl like Chen Qianyu, this idea of ​​advancing before retreating can break her unwillingness.

"But you told me that a wedding is not a goal, but to truly feel happiness... Do you know how much this sentence shocked me?"

"Then I also want to tell you that a relationship without material support is like a piece of loose sand... This is not the point. The point is that I have no need for the relationship between men and women... because I will only love one woman in my life. She is the city in my heart. When this city exists, I have enough food, clothing, housing and transportation. If this city collapses, I will be a walking zombie."

"You want to tell me that you will never forget Senior Sister Jian Wei, right?"

I lit another cigarette and smoked silently...

"Since you can't forget it, why don't you go find her? If you don't tell her, she is the most important city in your heart. Without this city, you will become a man who cannot take root."

I took a deep breath of the cigarette and finally replied: "Chen Qianyu is not a fish, so is Zhaoyang really the rising sun in the sky?... Even the rising sun will have its sunset."

After sending this message, I put Chen Qianyu on the blacklist of my QQ account. My experience tells me that the more a person is in trouble, the more clean and tidy he has to be. Therefore, I don’t want to get into any emotional entanglement with a woman I have interacted with before; it’s not that I don’t care about her feelings, but I’m more afraid that I will fall into a difficult situation; if I am forced to be with a woman Whatever happens to women, I would rather find a stranger...

Strangeness represents the unknown, and the unknown is like chaos. Only in this chaos can the shame brought about by depravity be deeply hidden. Therefore, I never wander around bars and among strange women. Never felt ashamed.

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The night became more and more dull for me. I finally sat up from the bed and went downstairs wearing the coat with a hole in the collar. There is a convenience store downstairs. I want to buy cigarettes for tomorrow.

I will definitely smoke a lot of cigarettes tomorrow, because until now, I have not thought of any plans for the Zhuomei New Year Festival.

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I must have not bought anything in this convenience store for a long time, so it was not until I stood in front of the store that I discovered a pair of wooden horses used to entertain children.

I took out a handful of coins from my pocket, and the boss behind the counter immediately said to me in a stern voice: "I didn't see it written on it, people over 1.2 meters tall can't sit down!"

"I just bought a pack of cigarettes."

"Why do you keep staring at it when you buy cigarettes?"

"I don't want to look or sit down...can I just touch it?"

After saying that, I turned around, put my hand on the horse's head, and touched it again and again.

The boss straightened up and sighed: "You are already in your twenties, and you haven't gone through the rebellious stage yet?"

I stuffed a coin into it, and the boss rushed out of the store...I didn't take advantage of the time difference to sit on it. I just lit a cigarette, then squatted on the ground and watched...watching the ups and downs of the Trojan horse. Swinging...

I had some fantasies in my mind, imagining Jane Wei sitting on it, looking at me with a smile, and stretching out her hand to me...

But this fantasy only lasted for a moment, because in my perception, Jane Wei was not a very childlike woman. The reason why I had such a fantasy was just to make up for some of the happiness that I could not give her. I always brought He kept her running around, even sleeping in fear, for fear that her parents would knock on the door in the middle of the night.

"Are you out of your mind?"

The boss seemed to be frightened by me, and he asked after a long time; I raised my arm, handed the handful of coins to him, and said: "Give me a pack of .80... give me all the extra money." Get inside this Trojan horse.”

"This is the first time I've seen someone so poor and wealthy!"

The boss counted them and said, "Don't be so arrogant. You still have one dollar left to buy cigarettes."

"Have you counted carefully? How come I am only one dollar short of this one?"

"The price of 8 o'clock has increased."

"Damn it...then get me a bag too. Didn't I just put a dollar into the Trojan horse?"

"The coins thrown in, the water poured out..."

"I'm not fucking sitting down... hurry up and get me a cigarette, or I'll remove all four of your legs in the middle of the night!"

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I didn't go home with the cigarettes I bought from the convenience store; the meal Chen Qianyu treated me to was so full that I wanted to wander around again...

An old street seems to be a microcosm of the world. Some people use children's playfulness to make money, and some people use physical desires to make money. Therefore, the nightclub at the intersection overturned again, and I saw a queue of nightclub girls walking out of it, one after another. He lowered his head and walked towards the police car parked not far away...

As a result, desire seemed to condense into an entity and took on a shape: a rocking Trojan horse, a thigh wearing black stockings, and the confusion in my heart that I didn’t know where to go...

This confusion continued until Fangyuan called me again.

"Zhaoyang, it's past twelve o'clock now. Let me remind you again that you only have one day left. If you still can't come up with a plan that satisfies Lao Chen, then let's pack up and get out together. "

I was annoyed by Fangyuan's urging, so I replied in a cold tone: "I have a plan in mind."

"What's the plan?"

"I'm going to disguise myself, infiltrate Zhuomei, and kidnap the master who was behind them... In this way, the New Year Festival on both sides won't be able to start, and we'll be back at the same starting point."

Fang Yuan on the other end of the phone was silent at first, and then cursed: "You must be the fucking Wolong in Wolong and Phoenix!"

"You can think so... I am Wolong, and their master is Fengchu. If Wolong and Fengchu disappear together during the New Year Festival, the two shopping malls will be balanced... Anyway, there is no third outstanding person in Suzhou. shopping mall."

"If you don't fucking do this, you're a piece of shit!"