My 26-year-old female tenant: Gufan on the Island

Vomiting twice gave me a very weak feeling of collapse. I finally sat down on the ground with my hands on my back, but I was already more awake, so the originally blurry lights and shadows gradually gained color in my eyes: red. , blue, yellow, green...

I am a person who likes colors very much, but because of my state of mind, these very colorful colors seem to have turned into a basin of cold and biting water, pouring it on my body. I was instantly suffocated, lonely, helpless, and Wandering...

I know this is the pain of being abandoned. I wanted to struggle involuntarily, but the more I struggled, the emptier I became, so emptied that only unrealistic fantasies remained in my consciousness; fantasies that she would come out of the corner next to the street lamp, with a smile in her eyes, and tell me affectionately that she always there……

I just opened my arms and made a hug gesture... The lights and shadows blurred again, and finally, it was a passing taxi that stabbed me awake with its lights.

But I was still unwilling to give in, so I went back and forth between fantasy and reality several times until I was exhausted both mentally and physically and became increasingly uncomfortable.

She won't come back, and it won't be long before she makes a new boyfriend abroad. Her new boyfriend is probably a very narrow-minded man, because when we were together, I was also very stingy and never let her get too close to other men... So, with the new boyfriend causing trouble, we I'm afraid there won't even be a chance to meet each other in this life, and the happiness that we once had together is like a stolen flame that disappears quietly after a moment of brilliance.

……

When I returned to my residence, I told the floor lamp these feelings again, but it still remained silent. This time, I did not become angry because of its silence. I just kept recalling and talking, and finally He recounted all the years he and Jian Wei had been together in detail until he fell asleep completely.

The next day, the first thing I did when I got up was to move the floor lamp from the living room to the bedroom; I was a little selfish, and I didn't want it to see the gorgeous-looking chandelier opposite again...

It's useless because it's too old and has been in this house for who knows how long. Its destiny is just to illuminate me, not to love with me.

……

After I moved the floor lamp, there was a bit of space next to the sofa, so I moved another pot of Begonia from all seasons to fill the gap; in the future, it will take its place and listen to my drunken nonsense. I just hope that it will not fall in love with the old house. The old tree with roots outside.

I won't agree, because relationships are about matching.

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On this day, I was almost driven crazy by Chen Jingming and Fangyuan, especially Fangyuan. After I denied that he used the empty city model to set consumption traps for consumers, he put all the pressure of the New Year Festival on me. He asked me to come up with a practical plan before the day after tomorrow to ensure that during this year’s New Year’s Festival, Baoli Department Store would not be completely separated by the Zhuomei Shopping Center opposite.

This was not the only bad thing. When I was about to get off work, my landlord, Lao Li, called me again to press for rent.

I told him that the salary would be paid in one week at most, but he was unwilling to wait for one more day. He said that my pitiful salary was not enough to be divided among the creditors, and he wanted to take advantage of it; and unleashed ruthless measures. Word: If you don’t see my rent payment after get off work today, tell me to pack up and get out.

He underestimated me after all. My salary was not pitiful. I calculated carefully that after paying off the messy arrears and rent, I could still have a balance of 1,000 or 800 yuan; but since the last time I owed him two After three months of rent, he was no longer willing to trust me.

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After get off work, I stood at the door of Baoli Department Store, looking at the "Zhuomei Shopping Center" opposite, trying to find some inspiration for the New Year Festival.

Before my heart calmed down, Robben called me again and asked me for the Jinhua ham that Le Yao used to pay off his debt; he said that he had a friend who owned a restaurant and was going to sell the ham to his friend...

He is such a talent, and he is so embarrassed to ask for this. Even if he had calculated everything, he could only get half a ham, but he came here for one ham.

Finally, I agreed.

I know he is poorer than me. He was almost unemployed because he got into a fight in a bar some time ago and was boycotted by the local bar association. As a result, bigger bars blacklisted him from performing, so he could only sing here and there in some small bars. work.

Just imagine, how depraved can people be?

I do the same, and so does Robben.

Because of depravity, we are almost marginalized by this society.

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"Brother!"

Because he didn't call her by name, I didn't take it to heart and continued to light a cigarette.

"Senior Brother Zhaoyang!"

I turned around and saw a woman wearing a stewardess uniform standing behind me, dragging a large suitcase in her hand. I felt familiar, but I couldn't remember that I had ever had a relationship with her. What kind of intersection.

I can't help it, I've seen too many beautiful women. If she were mediocre, I might still have some impression, but she happens to be slim and dignified, and there are almost no flaws in her body.

If I had to mention a flaw, it might be the mole on her chin. I think it's a flaw, but in terms of physiognomy, it's a mole of wealth; therefore, the only flaw is just my subjective opinion.

I took a drag on the cigarette and finally asked, "Did we meet on the plane?"

My answer made her a little disappointed, so she was silent for a while and then asked, "You really don't remember me?"

"I really can't remember. I don't usually fly by plane...it's too expensive!"

"Why are you so limited in your thinking... We already knew each other before I became a stewardess..."

Only then did I remember: She had always called me "senior brother", so I asked tentatively: "Alumni?"

"Yeah... otherwise why would I call you Senior Brother?" After a short pause, she added: "Do you still remember that in your sophomore year, you organized a charity concert outside school, and then put the concert All the proceeds were donated to a deaf boy?"

"Uh... it seems... there seems to be something like this."

"My name is Chen Qianyu... I posted a request for help on the school's school website, and you responded immediately, saying that you could help me raise the cost of the surgery... Your name on the school website at the time was Rock Milk Bottle .”

I stared at this woman named Chen Qianyu over and over again, and the dusty memories were gradually opened, and then I smiled and said to her: "I remember, your name is Chen Qianyu, and you have a younger brother... named... ...My name is Chen Bailu... I have an impression of you, you know? Because the name is so... so interesting... I even talked about it with my girlfriend several times..."

At this point, I stopped suddenly; because this was another memory related to Jane Wei, and that charity concert was the venue she rented for us in front of the shopping mall.

Chen Qianyu didn't notice anything strange about me. She smiled and said, "You must have been very busy these past few years, so you have completely forgotten everything that happened in college... But I have never forgotten that you are not only I held a charity concert for my brother and gave us her tuition for that semester. Sister Jian Wei even had a quarrel with you over this matter... I feel really bad about it. After I started working, I have been looking for I have the opportunity to return this money to you... But it's like you disappeared. I asked many people but couldn't find you..."

I took a deep breath of the cigarette and felt so mixed in my heart that it took me a long time before I replied: "She quarreled with me not because I gave you the tuition... She just thought you were good-looking and thought I had some ulterior motives in my heart." Thoughts... By the way, you have really changed a lot... You look much more mature and sexy!"

Chen Qianyu avoided my gaze and sighed: "How could such an outstanding woman as Sister Jian Wei take me so seriously!"

"A woman in love is just like a fool. She cannot be objective..." After a short pause, I lowered my voice again and said with a smile, "But no one will be stupid forever, but everyone will have some mistakes." The day I woke up..."

Chen Qianyu didn't understand what I meant, and I didn't really expect her to understand, so I changed the subject and said jokingly: "The tuition is all given to you, so it must be several thousand...calculating the interest. ?"