You scumbag husband left me to a beggar? I am reborn to kill madness

Jing Feiyuan sighed, "I don't have to worry about myself, but where are my parents, where is my husband, and where is my He'er? They -"

Xiaoyu pursed her lips, "Stop talking, stop talking. I don't care about anyone. People's greed is endless. I have made your parents, husband, and brother live a long life. You will also wish for your children and grandchildren." If you want to live a long life, you will also hope that your great-grandson will live a long life. Tsk, I won’t tell you anymore, I’m leaving!”

Xiaoyu, who was unfaithful, ran away immediately. No matter how Jing Feiyuan called him, he pretended to be dead and refused to answer.

Jing Feiyuan held her forehead helplessly.

That's it.

There was no hope for all her relatives to live long, so she had better calm down and think about how to solve the current situation.

Butler Zhao, also known as Imperial Master Li Mo, said that he would keep her imprisoned here forever. He also wanted to imprison her until she gave birth to a child...

laugh.

Daydreaming.

There was absolutely no way she could just let Li Mo imprison her for so long.

Even if she could agree, Ji Wushang would go crazy.

She had to get out.

But how to get out is the most troublesome problem.

If she just went out without considering the consequences, it would be quite simple. She could go up the steps and go out now. But the problem is that she has gone out of Butler Zhao's room now, so the fact that the person who arrested her is Butler Zhao is undoubtedly exposed - —

Once Butler Zhao's identity was exposed, this highly skilled martial artist and Ji Wushang had to face each other head-on.

But Ji Wushang still has the curse placed on him by Butler Zhao. Butler Zhao doesn't even need to fight Ji Wushang, he can kill Ji Wushang just like he did with Ji Wushang last time!

Therefore, she had to find a way to get Li Mo to lift the curse from Ji Wushang's body first, and then she could break up with Li Mo.

"Ugh!"

Jing Feiyuan sat on the quilt, holding her chin and saying to herself, "What should I do to get Li Mo to agree to lift Ji Wushang's curse?"

Xiaoyu, who had been pretending to be silent, suddenly showed up again.

It said seriously to Jing Feiyuan, "Why do you have to lift the curse for Ji Wushang? Master, you have to know that if Ji Wushang lifts the curse, you will be dispensable to him. Once one day he If you change your mind, you and your children will..."

Jing Feiyuan did not refute Xiaoyu's words.

She lowered her eyes and stroked the smooth jade satin with her fingers, "I know that people's hearts are fickle and cannot be trusted. I also know that once the curse is lifted, I will not be able to contain him for the rest of my life. However, I have to break it before I can deal with the Imperial Master Li Mo." Is not it?"

Xiaoyu muttered, "Can't you learn how to control this curse from the national master Li Mo?"

Jing Feiyuan was stunned.

Then, she fell into a long silence.

Sometimes she had to admit that it was those on the outside who saw things most clearly.

What Xiaoyu said makes perfect sense.

She wanted to solve Ji Wushang's problems, so why did she have to completely eradicate the curse? Why couldn't she hold the method to control the curse in her own hands?

There is no permanent relationship between people, but there are eternal interests.

To put it bluntly, Ji Wushang's feelings for her may change in twenty or thirty years, but Ji Wushang's instinct to survive will not change until the moment of death.

As long as she is always Ji Wushang's good medicine, then Ji Wushang will never be able to leave her.

She admitted that she was sometimes a pessimist. She did not dare to let herself believe in a man's feelings regardless of herself, and she did not dare to gamble on this man's conscience.

She has died once, and she always has to hold some trump cards in her hand so that she can unscrupulously and wholeheartedly love this person who will never betray her.

Jing Feiyuan lifted the quilt and lay back down, closing his eyes and thinking.

perhaps……

She should take Jade's advice.

Instead of completely solving Ji Wushang's troubles and gambling on how many years the illusory love can last, it would be better to let herself become the medicine that Ji Wushang can't live without in his life, and take the initiative by herself. in hand.

She admits...

Her idea was somewhat selfish.

But as a person who has died once, if she is not selfish and thinks more about herself, does she want to wait to be killed again?

Just like Zhou Sangning did to Zhao Lingjie, tearing out his heart and lungs, what will happen now?

She doesn't think that if you love someone, you really have to give everything without reservation.

No matter how much a man and a woman love each other, they should leave themselves a way out.

Especially women.

Today's world is cruel to women. If a woman has to risk everything to bet with a man, she will lose everything once she loses the bet.

Those loves that are loved to the extreme without reservation are only suitable to exist in story books, not in reality.

If Ji Wushang's curse will cause great harm to Ji Wushang, cause pain, shorten lifespan, and affect normal life, in this case, she will only think about herself and not find a way to relieve Ji Wushang. Painful, then she is indeed vicious and heartless, and not worthy of Ji Wushang's love. However, Ji Wushang's curse will not affect his daily life and will not bring him pain, right?

This curse remains in Ji Wushang's body, and it will only turn Ji Wushang back into a mad wolf once a month. Now that she has a medicine in her hand that can suppress the curse, Ji Wushang only needs to cure it before the onset of the disease every month. If you take it, you don't have to turn into a crazy wolf, right?

Ji Wushang only needs to carry the medicine with him at all times in his life and take one medicine every month. Other than that, there will be no other effects——

In this way, even if she is selfish, she is not too vicious and heartless, right?

Jing Feiyuan stretched out her hand to stroke her belly and sighed softly.

She is pregnant with Ji Wushang's child and has her own little thoughts. A wife like her is indeed not worthy of Ji Wushang's affection.

but……

She really didn't want to be killed by a man anymore.

Her mother-in-law, Queen Zhou, and the emperor were so deeply in love when they were young. What will happen to her when she gets old? She does not want to be the kind and selfless Queen Zhou. She wants to live a long life.

……

Jing Feiyuan no longer had any heavy worries and slept comfortably.

It was already afternoon when Xiaoyu reminded her in her mind that Butler Zhao was here.

Jing Feiyuan still pretended to be asleep and listened to the footsteps coming from the wooden stairs.

Soon, Butler Zhao came to her.

She heard the rustling of clothing materials, and Butler Zhao took something and handed it to her nose. The pungent smell rushed into her mind as she breathed--

Jing Feiyuan "woke up" in an instant.

"Ah!"

Jing Feiyuan sneezed and slowly opened his eyes.

Realizing that she was lying in a strange place, she pretended to be frightened and straightened up suddenly, looking around. At the same time, she gripped the quilt tightly and acted like a frail little girl vividly.

Then, she saw Butler Zhao next to her.

She was overjoyed at first, and then shrank to the corner warily!

She clutched the quilt tightly and stared at Butler Zhao, and said in a deep voice, "Uncle Zhao, where are you? Why am I here? Why are you here?"