You scumbag husband left me to a beggar? I am reborn to kill madness

Jing Feiyuan didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

She looked at Nanny Tan, opened her mouth, then found it difficult to speak, so she slowly closed her mouth.

But she kept her mouth shut because she was afraid that Nanny Tan would really think it was Ji Wushang and misunderstand that Ji Wushang was a bastard and liar like Zhao Lingjie.

Ji Wushang had already been depressed all night last night. How pitiful would it be to be misunderstood today?

So, Jing Feiyuan took a deep breath, suppressed the embarrassment in her heart, leaned into Nanny Tan's arms and whispered, "Nanny, the prince and I did not consummate our marriage last night, but this is not his problem. it's me--"

Grandma Tan was startled.

She lowered her head and looked at Jing Feiyuan in confusion, "Is it Miss' problem? Miss, what's wrong with you?"

Jing Feiyuan said, "I'm afraid that the prince will get close to me."

As soon as the chat box was opened, those words suddenly became less difficult to say.

She really needs to find someone she trusts and has experience to talk to about this matter.

She looked up into Nanny Tan's eyes and continued, "Nanny, I think I'm weird. Even though the prince and I are both wearing clothes, I'm not afraid when he hugs me and kisses me. I can accept it and still do it. I could respond to him, but...but when he was about to meet me sincerely, I suddenly became extremely frightened. Even my hair was shouting not to touch me, I was afraid that he would touch me..."

She bit her lip and frowned.

She added, "I don't understand. If I'm really so afraid of him, then why can I like him? Since I already like him and am willing to marry him, why should I be afraid of him hurting me?" What about me? I know he won’t hurt me..."

Grandma Tan listened blankly as the little girl she watched grow up told her the unspeakable secrets in the boudoir.

She hadn't experienced anything like this either.

She had served several masters before when she was sold as a slave. Although those masters were anxious when they were girls before marriage, their wedding nights went smoothly. Who would be as afraid as the young lady?

The lady has never been hurt before, so why...

Suddenly, Grandma Tan's eyes narrowed.

She whispered, "Miss, is it that night at Baiyun Temple that Zhao Lingjie and his son wanted to throw you to the beggars? This has always been a knot in your heart? You still can't let it go?"

Jing Feiyuan's eyelashes trembled slightly.

She looked at Nanny Tan as if nothing had happened, "Maybe, Nanny, how do you think I can overcome this hurdle in my heart? Although the prince said that he is willing to wait for me, it doesn't matter if he waits for me for half a year, a year or even a lifetime. , but I don’t want to wrong him so much, or I won’t marry at all. Since I’m married, I should accompany him. How can I occupy his wife’s status but not fulfill my wife’s obligations?”

Grandma Tan was caught off guard by the prince's show of affection for the young lady.

She looked at Jing Feiyuan lovingly.

She thought to herself that the prince's deep love for the young lady could not help the young lady overcome the hurdle in her heart, so what good solution could she take?

You can't overcome this kind of thing by yourself.

Need to take medicine!

After drinking medicine and sleeping all night, I woke up the next day and found that it wasn't that scary. Wouldn't it be fine?

She coughed twice and suggested, "I don't have a good idea, but I have a bad idea. Miss, how about I get you some medicine to drink? This kind of thing is actually not that terrible. As long as you take the first step and experience it again, Then you won’t be afraid anymore.”

Jing Feiyuan was a little hesitant, "I'm afraid it won't work. Last night I said I would drink more and the prince would be able to get drunk...but the prince refused. He wouldn't allow me to do this."

Grandma Tan smiled and said, "My silly lady, you don't understand this. If you said in front of the prince that you wanted to get yourself drunk so that he could love you, then he would definitely refuse. If he could sit What kind of person has he become if he lets you get drunk with cold eyes? You have to drink secretly when he is not at home, and get drunk secretly by yourself. When the time comes, when he comes back to the room and sees you who is so passionate, You insist on throwing yourself at him, insist on pestering him, can he still control it?"

Grandma Tan whispered, "No matter how principled Liu Xiahui is, if he sees his wife who is married to a matchmaker throwing herself into her arms and pestering him like this, she will break her precepts and sink..."

Jing Feiyuan's face turned red and white, as if he had opened a dyeing workshop.

She hesitated and struggled for a long time, and finally made up her mind.

She had to take this step.

Must step out.

She looked at Nanny Tan, "Then tell me, should I get myself drunk, or should I get some medicine and drink it?"

Grandma Tan said meaningfully, "If you follow me, you must get some medicine and drink it. After all, you have never drank alcohol. How do you know your alcohol level? If you drink too much and fall asleep, it will not be in vain." You haven't achieved your goal after committing a sin? Taking medicine is different. Good medicine will increase your interest and reduce the fear in your heart. You will feel the whole process and will not be paralyzed like mud and affect you and the prince. Each other’s emotions…”

She whispered, "You like the prince so much, and you don't want his first night to consummate your marriage to be boring, right?"

Jing Feiyuan was moved by Granny Tan.

She took a few glances at Nanny Tan and made up her mind.

She asked Yaoyu Space in her heart.

"Xiaoyu, do you have the kind of medicine that Granny Tan mentioned here? It's best... ahem, it's best to only increase your interest and not be so harmful to your body -"

Yaoyu Space was silent for several breaths before answering quietly.

"What are you doing? I am a serious immortal treasure. Why did the master ask me to make such a nasty medicine? If word gets out, I will never see my colleagues again..."

Jing Feiyuan was already embarrassed, but seeing Xiaoyu say this made her even more embarrassed.

She raised her hand and patted her hot cheek, silently begging Xiaoyu.

"Please, dear Xiaoyu, it's related to my lifelong happiness, so just do it for me once. Besides, I take this medicine myself, not for others, so why do you do it? We won't do it. Zuo, be good, let’s straighten our spines and be human, don’t be afraid!”

"..."

The medicinal jade space is speechless.

After venting loudly for several times, it finally gave in.

It said dejectedly, "Okay, okay, okay, I'll go prepare it and I promise to give it to you before dark. I also promise that this medicine will only enhance your mood and not harm your body, okay?"

Jing Feiyuan's cheeks turned redder.

After thanking Xiaoyu again and again, she thought, it would be good to have the medicinal jade space in hand. There is no need to go to the store to get these unspeakable medicines. She can get them without anyone noticing.

So when Nanny Tan asked if she wanted to go to a drug store outside to secretly get some medicine, Jing Feiyuan declined.

She said she had her own way.

When Nanny Tan turned around to put her court clothes in the cupboard for safekeeping, the question from Yaoyu Space rang in her mind again——

"By the way, Master, I just forgot to ask you, you only want that, don't you need medicine to help you get pregnant? Your prince is very old, why don't you have a baby tonight and let him be happy? ?”