To seduce her

"roll!"

The reporter was intimidated by Gao Yuchuan's momentum and quickly nodded and agreed: "Okay, I'll leave! I'll leave right away!!"

Ignoring the pain in his hands, the reporter rolled and crawled away.

Gao Yuchuan looked at his departing back. The originally strong Gao Yuchuan seemed to have lost all his strength in an instant. He stood there like a mountain that suddenly collapsed.

His eyes became empty and desperate, and it was a heartache that went deep into his bones, making his whole body tremble.

His back instantly hunched, and he clenched his hands into fists and smashed them madly against the wall beside him.

Each punch was like a sledgehammer hitting his heart, and each impact seemed to release all the pain in his heart.

The wall made a dull echo under his heavy blows, but Gao Yuchuan seemed to feel no pain and just repeated the action mechanically.

Soon, his hands were covered in blood, and the walls were also smeared with blood.

But he seemed not to feel any of this and just continued smashing until the wall was stained with blood and until he could no longer lift his hands.

His chest heaved violently, and every breath felt like being cut by a knife.

He closed his eyes in pain; his eyes were dry and painful, and full of blood.

He hated himself, hated himself for not being able to save Shen Yaochu, hated himself for letting her suffer such pain.

Gao Yuchuan leaned against the wall and slowly slid down to the ground, as if all his strength had been drained out of him.

He looked up at the sky; the desolate moonlight reflected in his eyes filled with endless sorrow and helplessness.

Gao Yuchuan wanted to destroy everything, but he simply couldn't do it, because he knew that he had to be strong and he couldn't fall down. Regarding Shen Yaochu, there were still many things he needed to accomplish.

But he also knew that his heart was in extreme pain, like a rubber band that was stretched to the limit and could break and collapse at any time.

……

Hearing a commotion coming from the corridor in the ward, Shen Yaochu had an ominous premonition in his heart.

She quietly walked to the door and saw through the crack that Gao Yuchuan was smashing the wall frantically. Her heart suddenly felt like it was hit by a sledgehammer and was in unbearable pain.

She bit her lower lip tightly, trying not to make any sound, but her tears were already falling uncontrollably.

Shen Yaochu could feel that Gao Yuchuan was really in pain...

How she wanted to rush out and hug him, telling him that she was always by his side, but reason told her that she couldn't do that now.

Even though her heart felt like it was burning in fire and she was almost suffocating from the pain, she could only stick close to the door and watch Gao Yuchuan's desperate and crazy actions, but she could do nothing.

Her tears fell silently, her heart was broken, but she had to resist the urge to rush out.

She couldn't let him know that she knew his pain, and she didn't want to be a burden to him.

Shen Yaochu took a deep breath, sat back on the bed, hugged her knees with both hands, buried her head in her knees, silently endured the torment in her heart, and didn't even dare to shed tears...

In just a few minutes, the door of Shen Yaochu's room was gently pushed open.

Shen Yaochu quickly adjusted her emotions. She raised her head and looked at Gao Yuchuan with a smile, as if everything that had just happened was just a brief illusion.

"Are you back?" There was still a subtle hoarseness in her voice.

"Yeah." Gao Yuchuan walked in. There was a bit of fatigue on his face, but more of it was a deliberately disguised calmness.

Gao Yuchuan glanced at Shen Yaochu, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he tried to say in a relaxed tone: "Are you anxious? The child was a little fussy just now."

Shen Yaochu greeted him with a smile, a hint of complicated emotions flashed in her eyes, but she quickly concealed it.

"Not bad." Shen Yaochu pretended to be calm and asked about her condition with concern: "The doctor was here just now, and the child was here too, so I didn't dare to ask you. So...what did the doctor say? Is my condition getting better?"

Gao Yuchuan was stunned for a moment, obviously not expecting Shen Yaochu to mention the illness so directly.

He lowered his head slightly, avoiding Shen Yaochu's gaze, trying to hide his hesitation at that moment: "Well... the doctor said that your condition is relatively stable, but you need to rest and adjust for a while."

Seeing Gao Yuchuan being evasive but determined to face her bravely, Shen Yaochu felt a tearing pain in her heart.

He would not lie. If he lied, he would not even dare to look her in the eye, and even wanted to use such clumsy language to cover it up.

Shen Yaochu pursed her lips, and did not expose his lie. She just nodded gently to show her understanding: "Okay, I'm used to it anyway, as long as it can be cured!"

Shen Yaochu thought that no matter how hard it was to accept all this, she had to secretly force herself to be strong and face it.

"Well, let's work together."

Gao Yuchuan said as he turned around to clean up the things on the table. The nurse would come over to clean up later, but Gao Yuchuan did it because of the embarrassment and uneasiness of lying.

Seeing how embarrassed he was, Shen Yaochu felt even more sorry for him.

There was an inexplicable urge that made Shen Yaochu slowly get out of bed and slowly approach Gao Yuchuan.

She stood behind him, stretched out her arms and gently wrapped them around his back.

Shen Yaochu's soft face was pressed against Gao Yuchuan's back. She closed her eyes and felt the unique breath of Gao Yuchuan coming towards her.

I wish I could stop right here...

Gao Yuchuan was stunned by this sudden action and his body stiffened for a moment.

Feeling his body stiffen, Shen Yaochu took a deep breath.

How she wanted to tell him that she was grateful to have met him, grateful for all the hardships along the way, that she had no regrets in her life, and that she really loved him.

But when the words came to his lips, Shen Yaochu swallowed them back and ultimately did not say them out loud.

She didn't want to break the peace at the moment, nor did she want to expose the strength and peace that Gao Yuchuan pretended to be for her.

She knew he was carrying too much pressure and responsibility, and she didn't want to burden him more.

Gao Yuchuan was obviously stunned. His Adam's apple moved up and down slightly, and he asked nervously, "What's wrong?"

Shen Yaochu tightened her arms slightly and held his narrow waist tightly without letting go.

Suppressing the surging tears in her eyes, Shen Yaochu pressed her entire face against Gao Yuchuan's strong back and uttered a muffled voice: "I just want to hug you."

"..." Gao Yuchuan's body became even more tense, as if he was afraid that Shen Yaochu would say something.

Shen Yaochu couldn't bear to make him nervous anymore, so she took a deep breath and transformed that deep love into another way of expression.

"Just now Sister Li said that the children can't stop crying again. You should go back and sleep with them. There are doctors and professors here." Shen Yaochu said softly, "You have to go back and sleep with the children today. I really don't want to leave you."

"..."