To seduce her

Seeing Gao Yushan's expression change, Luo Ningxuan looked at him meaningfully.

"I thought you would have figured this out after all these years. I didn't expect you haven't made any progress at all."

Gao Yushan pursed his lips, looking helpless.

Luo Ningxuan has been like this since he was a child. His family is a medical family, so he doesn't need to consider the Gao family's opinions. In addition, this is his personality, so naturally he doesn't keep his mouth shut.

He is a ruthless person who even dares to confront Gao Yuchuan.

Luo Ningxuan continued, "Especially what happened between you two in the countryside. It makes me want to laugh when I talk about it."

Gao Yushan asked him: "What's the matter?"

"It's about the two of you choosing a room in the countryside." Luo Ningxuan talked about this and sat up from the hammock: "At that time, you and Yu Chuan were choosing a room to live in. One was relatively good, facing south, with plenty of sunlight and much cleaner, but there was nothing special about it. The other one was a little worse, right?"

"Yeah." Gao Yushan raised his head slightly, his eyes a little dazed, as if he had returned to that time: "The room is a bit damp, and the orientation and structure are not very good."

He paused, then continued, "But outside the window of that room is a field of flowers. When we went there, it was blooming, and it was very beautiful."

"Yes, I remember you told me it was a beautiful view. I can tell from your expression and tone that you like that room, right?"

Gao Yushan's eyes moved slightly, but he didn't say anything.

Luo Ningxuan continued, "But when choosing a room, you let Yu Chuan choose first. Yu Chuan chose the worse room, and you were very disappointed and upset about it. So now when I mention it, you immediately remember it, right?"

Gao Yushan frowned slightly and looked a little dazed.

At that time, Gao Yuchuan chose that room first, and Gao Yushan was indeed very disappointed, so he mentioned this matter when chatting with Luo Ningxuan.

He just mentioned it casually at the time and really didn't expect Luo Ningxuan to still remember it.

"If Yuchuan likes to live in that room, let him live there. It doesn't matter which room I live in."

"He doesn't like it!" Luo Ningxuan laughed speechlessly: "Guess why I remember this so clearly?"

Gao Yushan: "Hmm? Why?"

"Because Gao Yuchuan also talked about this with me later!" Luo Ningxuan glanced at Gao Yushan: "How else do you think I knew that the room with a view of flowers was a worse room? He simply chose that room because he didn't want you to stay in a worse room. He wished he could stay in the better one. If he knew you liked the worse one, he wouldn't have snatched it from you."

Gao Yushan was startled: "Did he tell you that?"

"Well, he asked me why you were not happy even though I gave you the nice room. He couldn't understand." Luo Ningxuan laughed, "But I can understand, because you don't want to live in that nice room at all. What you want is the sea of ​​flowers outside the window."

Gao Yushan opened his mouth, but was speechless for a moment.

Luo Ningxuan looked at him straight in the eyes: "So, why didn't you state your preferences at the beginning?"

"because……"

Gao Yushan closed his eyes and said nothing more.

Because he was afraid that his grandparents would think he was selfish, only thinking about his own preferences and ignoring his younger brother.

Because he was used to the good things belonging to his younger brother, and he subconsciously felt that the sea of ​​flowers outside the window was a good thing, so if his younger brother wanted it, he should give it to him.

What does his thoughts and preferences matter?

Gao Yushan didn't say anything else, but Luo Ningxuan understood what he meant.

"But you made things more complicated! You let him choose first, and Yuchuan meant well and wanted you to stay in a good room. But in the end, you both stayed in rooms you didn't like. Right?"

"You lived in that room and were unhappy for several days. Your grandparents and Yuchuan asked about it, and you said it was because the weather was too hot and you had no appetite."

"No one knows that you are upset because you can't choose the room you like and can't see the scenery outside the window."

Gao Yushan's expression was out of control for a moment: "Did I do something wrong?"

"No one said you were wrong." Luo Ningxuan put away the smile on his face: "I just think you are too awkward."

Luo Ningxuan frowned slightly: "You always let people around you observe you and guess your thoughts. But when the other party sees what you want, you deny that you want it. This is very strange."

Gao Yushan's eyes flashed with confusion, and he said: "I just don't want to burden others."

"You're a burden to others because of this." Luo Ningxuan's tone was a little heavy: "Not only will it make you suffer, but people around you will always guess whether what you said is your truest thought. Yushan, you have the right to pursue what you like and express your own ideas."

Gao Yushan's Adam's apple slid up and down, and his voice deepened: "I'm used to it."

Luo Ningxuan said seriously: "Habits are formed when you do the same thing for a long time, not when you really want to do it that way."

Gao Yushan didn't say anything, but Luo Ningxuan suddenly asked thoughtfully: "You were very depressed at that time, how did you figure it out later?"

Hearing this, Gao Yushan was stunned.

My thoughts instantly went back to the time when I was in the countryside, and I recalled how depressed I was.

At that time, when he was free and bored, he would sit outside by the flower field.

An innocent figure was walking back and forth in the flower field. After a while, the girl came out and came in front of him.

"Here, this is for you."

Gao Yushan looked over carefully and saw a bouquet of flowers she had just picked.

This bouquet of flowers is actually not very pretty. The combination of the flowers is a bit messy, and they are simply tied up with weeds, which makes them look uneven.

Gao Yushan was stunned for a moment, then took over subconsciously: "Yao Chu? What are you doing?"

"I'm giving you flowers." Shen Yaochu dusted off her hands and squatted down beside him. "Can't you see this side from your room? I'm giving you a bunch of flowers. You can put them in your home. They'll look beautiful!"

The sunlight was just right, falling on her face and the not-so-good-looking bouquet in his hand.

He blinked, looked at the girl's profile, smiled and said, "Thank you."

The bouquet of flowers stayed on Gao Yushan's desk for a long time. Before the flowers withered, he used a pair of tongs to pick up the flowers upside down and dry them, making them into dried flowers, which he kept for a long time.

At that time, only Shen Yaochu noticed his unhappiness.

This was Shen Yaochu's way of comforting him.

Maybe Luo Ningxuan is right.

Suppressing his own needs sometimes makes him lose a lot.

These things have long become blurred with the passage of time, but when I think about them, I still feel a little sad and unwilling.

Gao Yushan thought about it and replied to Luo Ningxuan: "Maybe he has accepted the reality."