One big and one small are practicing love

It was already past 1 a.m. when I got home, and I was very tired.

I remembered what Dr. Yang said, tonight is a critical stage of physical recovery. Fatigue and weakness are symptoms of improvement. You must go to bed early and get a good sleep.

When I saw Liu Xiaochen's room, there was no light at the crack of the door. I learned from Dr. Yang that Zuo Yan's cough had worsened in the past few nights, and Liu Xiaochen was by his side to take care of her.

Going upstairs, I saw that the crack in the door of Zuo Yan's room was indeed bright. Zuo Kunmin went to Zuo Xu's room first and saw Zuo Xu sleeping sprawled out and snoring. Smiling, he picked up Zuo Xu and straightened it up, then covered him with the quilt and touched Zuo Xu's head.

After leaving Zuo Xu's room, he hesitated for a moment when he arrived at the door of Zuo Yan's room. Knowing that Liu Xiaochen was a light sleeper, he was afraid of waking her up. But I haven’t seen them for five days and I really miss them.

Take a look, just take a look. Thinking about it, he quietly opened the door, walked slowly to the bed, held his breath, and carefully sat down by the bed.

Under the dim light, I saw Liu Xiaochen and Zuo Yan cuddling together. They were sitting on the head of the bed, with two pillows propped up behind them. I heard Dr. Yang say that Zuo Yan couldn't sleep lying down during this period, and she didn't feel anything while listening. It really made me feel sad to see this scene.

Just as I was thinking about it, I suddenly heard a shaking sound. Zuo Kunmin saw that it was the mobile phone alarm next to the bed, so he quickly took it over and turned it off for fear of waking them up.

Liu Xiaochen still woke up. Seeing that she couldn't open her eyes, he skillfully helped Zuo Yan sit up and covered Zuo Yan with a quilt. Zuo Kunmin realized that Liu Xiaochen set the alarm specifically to wake up and take care of Zuo Yan.

Zuo Kunmin looked at his watch. It was 1:[-] in the morning and asked Liu Xiaochen why he set this alarm.

I heard Liu Xiaochen say that he would set an alarm every half an hour to avoid falling into a deep sleep. Zuo Kunmin thought of Liu Xiaochen and his daughter, who were neither relatives nor friends, and who had taken the initiative to take care of his children, sacrificed and made sacrifices. Thinking of this, my eyes got wet.

"Teacher Zuo, I hear your voice is hoarse. There is loquat water in the thermos cup. You can drink it."

Seeing Liu Xiaochen reaching for the thermos cup, Zuo Kunmin subconsciously tried to stop him, but Liu Xiaochen dodged back in fear. At this moment, Zuo Kunmin once again realized the harm done to Liu Xiaochen by his actions that night.

Afraid of being seen crying, Zuo Kunmin stood up and wanted to leave. Unexpectedly, Zuo Yan suddenly grabbed his hand and shouted in a small voice: "Dad! Yanyan misses you!"

Dr. Yang said that you should not be separated from your children for a long time, and you must try to keep your children with you. Children love and need their parents far more than adults think.

Before he had time to digest this love, he saw Zuo Yan snuggled into Liu Xiaochen's arms and called out "Mom!" affectionately. Zuo Kunmin was shocked. Whether it was talking in his sleep or showing his true feelings, Zuo Kunmin was sure that Zuo Yan was already worried. He accepted Liu Xiaochen.

After returning to the room and lying down, Zuo Kunmin was exhausted, mentally clear, and felt like gentle waves surging in his heart, gentle and powerful. Yes, so many people and so many things give me encouragement and strength. Love is so beautiful, why don’t you dare to love?

After turning off all the alarms and muting his cell phone, Zuo Kunmin naturally fell asleep with inner peace and love, sleeping deeply and dreamlessly all night.

Wake up naturally. Zuo Kunmin didn't look at the time after opening his eyes, nor did he get up immediately. Lie lazily on the bed, feel the light and temperature around you, close your eyes for a while, and feel the relaxation and comfort of your body.

Alternate like this several times, allowing the body and consciousness to wake up completely little by little in a calm and comfortable rhythm.

After getting up, Zuo Kunmin stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows where the sunlight poured in. He felt clear-minded, breathing smoothly, and his body was light. Look at the time, 1:18 pm.

After washing, I went downstairs and found the house empty.

I made a cup of coffee and ate two slices of bread. Zuo Kunmin went to the cloakroom to pack his luggage for Shenyang.

Last time I went to Shenyang, I was freezing because I didn’t bring any thick clothes. I thought to myself that I must bring enough warm clothes this time, but as a leader, I must also take into account my dignity. What are warm and decent clothes? How to match it appropriately? Zuo Kunmin looked at the clothes on the shelves and didn't know where to start.

It would be nice if my mother was here at this time.

In the past, every time I went on a business trip, I just told her which city she was going to and how long it would take. My mother would check the local weather, match several sets of clothes, fold them neatly and stylishly, and put them in transparent bags. For a short-term business trip, pack a small suitcase, and for a long-term business trip, send the clothes to your hotel in advance.

No matter when and where he is, Zuo Kunmin is always well-dressed, and his appearance and height are outstanding. Everyone who has met him admires and loves him. His confidence is both internal and external.

I also remembered that every time he went on a business trip, Zuo Kunmin would often leave some small things in the hotel, such as ties, brooches, buttons, etc. His mother scolded him, saying that the pattern and color of the tie were extremely difficult to find, and if he lost it, he would not be able to match the suit. The brooch was custom-made by a jewelry master. It is handmade and can be worn with all dark-colored suits in the house. It is difficult to buy such a versatile brooch.

At that time, Zuo Kunmin felt that his mother was nagging, so he dealt with it perfunctorily, or ignored it, and still lost it casually.

Now, the straps of the windbreaker have been torn off because I can't tie them, the brooch is uncomfortable in any other position, the tie I choose always doesn't match the suit, and I have a headache even what color suit should I wear when going out... Only then did Zuo Kunmin understand. His mother put so much thought into his outfit.

Zuo Kunmin sat in the cloakroom and thought about it for a while, then randomly stuffed two sets of commonly worn suits into the box, one in jet black and one in dark plaid. A long black down jacket, a navy blue thick woolen coat, two sets of woolen underwear, and three or four pairs of thick socks.

If it doesn't fit, go to Shenyang and buy it again, or ask Shanghai to send a few new sets.

Pack it up, look at the time, and be surprised. Unexpectedly, it took nearly an hour just to pack a few clothes. There are still many things that have not been done or arranged.

The most important thing is the place to live. Zuo Kunmin originally wanted to live in the factory's guest house. I decided to take my family with me on the spur of the moment and wanted to live with them.

Yesterday afternoon at Dr. Yang's house, Zuo Kunmin really wanted to go back to his old house in Shenyang. The workers' house at the iron factory had three bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen and two bathrooms. It was ten minutes away from the factory, so I decided to live there with them.