One big and one small are practicing love

"Teacher Zuo, it's getting late. You should take a rest early." After Liu Xiaochen finished speaking, he raised his feet to leave.

Zuo Kunmin suddenly grabbed Liu Xiaochen's arm and said, "Xiaoxiao, don't you want to know what's going on with the shirt?"

Liu Xiaochen forced a smile, pulled Zuo Kunmin's hand away, took a step back, and affirmed: "I don't want to."

When he was ready, he held it in his chest and Zuo Kunmin smiled mockingly. Then he looked at the neatly folded white shirts on the sofa, and then at Liu Xiaochen. Wearing a white loose sweatshirt and light gray cotton pants, his skin is bright and shiny, with a semi-wet ponytail, and he has a faint bath fragrance.

At this moment, Zuo Kunmin suddenly realized that Liu Xiaochen had always been very measured, self-respecting and self-loving in his words and deeds after being together for such a long time. Thinking back to the message Gu Liya sent in the afternoon, she couldn't help but feel so angry because of Zhang Cheng's two words.

"Xiaoxiao, sit down." Zuo Kunmin sat on a large sofa nearby.

With a distance of two meters, Liu Xiaochen sat down and said, "Teacher Zuo, what's the matter?"

"I had a bad attitude in the infirmary this afternoon." Zuo Kunmin paused and said solemnly: "I'm sorry."

There was a hint of sadness in Liu Xiaochen's eyes, and he immediately shook his head with a smile and said, "It's okay, Teacher Zuo. Yanyan is sick, and you have been feeling unwell recently, and you are busy at work, so it is inevitable that you will have emotions."

Although Zuo Kunmin already understood that Liu Xiaochen and Zhang Cheng had nothing to do with each other, "She is sleeping next to me." It was just a misunderstanding, and Liu Xiaochen did not know the real reason for his anger. But Zuo Kunmin still couldn't help but want to ask clearly, "Have you been with Zhang Cheng these days?"

"Yeah!" Liu Xiaochen nodded and said, "He had a fight with his girlfriend and came to talk to me. When he saw that I had a cold, he was afraid that Yanyan was weak and might be infected by me. So he took me to the school infirmary to get an intravenous drip and helped me look at the medicine bottles. "

"Why is he holding your phone?"

Liu Xiaochen frowned and asked, "How did you know he had my phone?"

"I called you and he answered and said you were sleeping next to him."

Liu Xiaochen frowned and recalled for a moment, and said: "I was sleepy and sleeping, and he was bored with helping me take medicine, so he used my mobile phone to play games. Because he had to contact his classmates and stay with friends at night, and was afraid that his mobile phone would run out of battery, so he used my mobile phone. But he never told me that you called me. Teacher Zuo, what do you want from me?"

Zuo Kunmin secretly breathed a sigh of relief, shook his head and said: "It's okay." Then he hesitated slightly and added: "Zhang Cheng has a girlfriend. Don't get too close to him. His girlfriend will be jealous. .”

Liu Xiaochen smiled and said, "No, we have known each other for several years. His girlfriend knows that Zhang Cheng and I are just friends. I was the one who broke up the fights between them several times."

"There is more than pure friendship between men and women." Zuo Kunmin affirmed: "Human nature cannot withstand the test and temptation. Over time, hidden emotions will occur uncontrollably at certain times."

Liu Xiaochen was a little surprised to see Zuo Kunmin speaking so definitely and resolutely. His eyes couldn't help but move to the white shirt, thinking of Gu Liya... Not wanting to think about it any more, Liu Xiaochen stood up and said, "Teacher Zuo, it's very late. You should go to bed early."

Liu Xiaochen picked up his feet and walked past Zuo Kunmin. He suddenly reached out his hand, grabbed Liu Xiaochen's wrist, and pulled it into his arms.

Liu Xiaochen was caught off guard, lost his center of gravity, and fell into Zuo Kunmin's arms.

"Xiao Xiao, come with me!" Zuo Kunmin said, wrapping his arms around Liu Xiaochen and getting close to her face.

Liu Xiaochen struggled to get up, but after resisting, she realized that there was a huge disparity in strength between men and women, and she was completely unable to move. Seeing Zuo Kunmin approaching, he raised his arms in panic, put them in front of his face, and said urgently: "Teacher Zuo, you can't."

"Why not? I'm single and you're an adult. We appreciate and like each other." After saying that, Zuo Kunmin let go of Liu Xiaochen, quickly held her two forearms, turned around, and pressed Liu Xiaochen down on the sofa.

"Ah~" Liu Xiaochen was so frightened that he couldn't help but scream, thinking that Zuo Yan and Zuo Xu were upstairs, he immediately stopped.

At this time, Zuo Kunmin saw Liu Xiaochen's tearful eyes and panicked expression. His heart clenched and he asked, "Do you really only have respect for me and no love between men and women?"

Liu Xiaochen shook his head and affirmed: "No."

"I don't believe it! You look at me with love in your eyes, you have done so many things for me, and you know me so well. I have been here before, and I know you have affection for me." Zuo Kunmin said, seeing her so charming Looking like a girl, smelling the faint fragrance of jasmine on her body, he couldn't help but lean forward and get closer to Liu Xiaochen.

"Teacher Zuo, please think about Teacher Wang, Yanyan, and Xiaoxu." Liu Xiaochen begged with a tearful voice.

While he was talking, Zuo Kunmin came close to Liu Xiaochen's face, and his thick hot breath blew between her lips and nose.

The moment he was about to kiss her, Zuo Kunmin clearly felt her whole body trembling violently, and a strong sense of fear was conveyed on her body.

Zuo Kunmin suddenly felt a deep chill on his back, regained some sense, slowly let go of Liu Xiaochen, and sat up.

After being released, Liu Xiaochen stood up immediately, and when he was about to turn around and leave, his arm was grabbed again.

"Why? Are you just worried about your relationship with them, or have I really misunderstood. Xiaoxiao, I want to know your true thoughts." As he spoke, Zuo Kunmin's voice was trembling, and he said, "I thought that in my life, I will no longer be moved by women, and I will no longer ask for love, but you made my heart move."

Liu Xiaochen wiped the tears on his face with his sleeves, turned around, looked at Zuo Kunmin intently, and said, "Teacher Zuo, do you still remember the warrior spirit you told me?"

Zuo Kunmin didn't reply, but looked at Liu Xiaochen intently.

Liu Xiaochen's eyes did not dodge. After a moment of silence, he said word by word: "You said in your letter that you like the warrior spirit. To what extent can you tolerate it, and to what extent can you not be humiliated. To what extent should you do it?" To the extent to which one should restrain one's emotions, one must be clear-cut and unquestionable. The extent to which one should do something and what one should not do, and to what extent one should do it knowing what is not to be done."

The two of them looked directly at each other, the air was quiet, and no one's eyes dodge.

The two eyes looking at each other became more and more firm and shining. It was as if both of them were reciting this passage silently over and over again, allowing its power to bless themselves over and over again.

Wang Luoxia said this to Zuo Kunmin in their second year of business, when competition in the manufacturing industry was at its most intense. In order to seize the market, businesses are using various means, including many bad, gray and even illegal behaviors.

That year, the Shanghai government had a bid for a large project, and the bidders gave gifts, money, and people. The person in charge of the bidding and Wang Luoxia were high school classmates and promised to give them this project as long as they received some decent gifts. But Wang Luoxia insisted not to pay bribes and lost the project.

Zuo Kunmin and Wang Luoxia had a big quarrel. During the quarrel, Wang Luoxia said this.

A year later, several government officials involved in the Shanghai project were imprisoned for taking bribes. The merchants who paid the bribes were all sentenced to different crimes. The merchant who won the bidding project had to spend ten years in prison.

The shopping mall is cruel, dangerous and fickle, human nature is complex, and there are many temptations. If you don’t have a clear mind and principles, you will soon sink in the dangerous business sea.

So is emotion.

Thinking of this, Zuo Kunmin realized that he had been too impulsive just now and he needed to think about this emotion again.

He stood up, looked deeply at Liu Xiaochen, and said, "Thank you, Xiaoxiao. Go to bed early." Then he let go of Liu Xiaochen, turned and walked towards the stairs.

Liu Xiaochen hurried back to his room. As soon as he entered the room, he immediately made a 'bah' sound and hurriedly locked the door.

As soon as Zuo Kunmin walked to the stairs, he heard the sound of locking the door. With a thump in his heart, he stopped and looked at Liu Xiaochen's door. Think about it, did she just lock the door to her room, or did she also lock the door to her heart?

At this moment, the big empty house was quiet.

Zuo Kunmin sat down on the stairs and thought seriously. Liu Xiaochen is just an eighteen or nineteen-year-old girl who has never been in love yet. She must be full of beautiful imaginations about love. And my behavior just now was impulsive, rude, and arrogant. Only then did Zuo Kunmin realize that his behavior had hurt Liu Xiaochen.

I couldn't help but think of all the things that happened when I was in love with Wang Luoxia when I was as old as Liu Xiaochen.

I remember that for more than a month before I confessed my love to Wang Luoxia, I had trouble sleeping and eating every day. Observing her secretly, Zuo Kunmin would be sad all day long if she borrowed books from each other or exchanged a few words with any boy. When he formally confessed his love, Zuo Kunmin drank liquor for the first time in his life. He was half drunk and half awake before he dared to say "I like you".

After being in love for half a year, they devised a small trap and finally got Wang Luoxia's hand. Kissing is a one-year anniversary of a relationship, each other's first kiss. The relationship happened on the day of college graduation...

When she was about twenty years old, her sexual desire was much stronger than it is now, but she had never offended Wang Luoxia out of impulse.

Suddenly it became clear that this was the rhythm of first love. It requires great patience, deep love, and strong emotional confidence. Understanding this, Zuo Kunmin had strong self-doubt about himself.

There have always been many women pursuing Zuo Kunmin. When Zuo Kunmin was with Wang Luoxia when he was a student, Wang Luoxia was the only one in his eyes and in his heart. Any girl refuses simply and decisively, leaving no room for fantasy for the other party.

In recent years, more women have taken the initiative to pounce on Zuo Kunmin. Beautiful, talented, powerful, capable, etc., no matter what kind of women they are, they can have sex easily and quickly with Zuo Kunmin.

They please him, flatter him, satisfy him fully. It's just that Zuo Kunmin has never been truly satisfied, and even feels more desolate and tasteless.

So much so that Zuo Kunmin now believes that emotions should be confirmed immediately, possessed immediately, and easily.

At this moment, Zuo Kunmin remembered that he had never even said "I like you" to Liu Xiaochen. He just wanted to possess her immediately when his sexual desire aroused.

Zuo Kunmin thought about his current state again. He was busy with work, had very little time, and was often exhausted physically and mentally. It seemed that he would be freer and more relaxed without emotions.

Do you still have the energy to start a relationship with a girl?

Do you really want to give up the freedom of lust and restrain yourself again?

Thinking of this, Zuo Kunmin sighed deeply, stood up slowly, and walked up the steps to his room step by step.