One big and one small are practicing love

Gu Liya cried for a long time, and Liu Xiaochen sat beside her without saying a word, handing her tissues, wiping her tears and patting her back gently.

Gu Liya didn't say anything, she just kept crying.

Until Gu Liya was tired from crying and fell asleep. Liu Xiaochen just got out of bed, his legs were numb, and he went to his bed in the dark.

The phone was charged and turned on, and it was already 1 o'clock in the morning. There was a greeting text message from Zhang Chengjiu, a short reply, and he took off his clothes and went to bed without washing or rinsing.

As soon as the 6 o'clock alarm rang, Liu Xiaochen got up and simply washed up. I put on thick clothes, took my lunch box to the canteen, ate breakfast by myself, and bought another breakfast: wontons, tea eggs, and steamed buns. Go back to the dormitory.

Putting breakfast on the table, he came to Gu Liya's bedside, gently pushed her shoulder, and said: "Liya, get up, it's time to have breakfast."

Gu Liya turned over and opened her eyes. Her beautiful eyes were still swollen and she murmured: "I don't want to eat."

"No matter how lonely you are, you have to eat. I heard your nasal voice is so strong, you must have a cold. After breakfast, get dressed, and I will take you to our school clinic." Liu Xiaochen said, opening the lunch box, delicious food The wonton flavor wafts away.

Smelling the aroma of rice, Gu Liya had an appetite. She didn't eat all day yesterday and cried for a long time. She was really hungry. After Liu Xiaochen's repeated persuasion, Gu Liya finally got out of bed to eat.

While Gu Liya was eating, Liu Xiaochen went to the toilet, cleaned up the dormitory, and folded Gu Liya's quilt.

"Xiao Chen, don't take away my quilt. I'll be lying down for a while." Gu Liya dissuaded her.

Liu Xiaochen didn't stop, folding the quilt and said: "I'll go to the clinic with you later and let the school doctor take a look. Come back if you're fine. When I was getting an infusion at the clinic yesterday, the doctor said that colds caused by different causes require different medicines. ." As he said that, he had already folded the quilt and climbed down the ladder.

"Xiaochen!" Gu Liya suddenly shouted solemnly, then looked at Liu Xiaochen and asked, "Why don't you ask me what happened with Teacher Zuo?"

Liu Xiaochen turned around and looked at Gu Liya, smiled calmly and said, "You are all adults. You have your own choices about what to do and what not to do. Just respect your own heart. Why should I know?"

"Aren't you curious?" Gu Liya asked.

Liu Xiaochen lowered his hands and smiled and said: "I have a boy friend who is very emotional and often cries for love. Every time he quarrels with his girlfriend, he talks to me. I listen silently, analyze him carefully, and tell him from a rational perspective. What should he do. But later I discovered that no matter what I said, he still did what he wanted. Even if it was irrational, it was obviously wrong. From him, I learned that emotions are difficult to control, and there is no right or wrong. They are all the same. A sincere heart and sincerity."

As soon as the words fell, Gu Liya burst into tears.

Liu Xiaochen stopped talking and silently cleaned up the garbage on the desk, throwing egg shells, paper towels, plastic bags and other debris into the trash can. Pick up the chopsticks, spoon, and lunch box and prepare to wash them.

"Xiaochen, do you like Teacher Zuo?" Gu Liya suddenly asked.

Liu Xiaochen just took two steps, stood still, and without looking back, affirmed: "I respect and appreciate Teacher Zuo." After that, he walked to the sink.

Gu Liya followed him, stood by the pool, and asked, "He is so good, I don't believe you haven't been tempted."

There was only the sound of running water in the air. Liu Xiaochen lowered his head and washed the insulated lunch box skillfully and quickly, as if he didn't hear anything.

"You also like Teacher Zuo, right?" Gu Liya asked.

At this time, the lunch boxes, bowls, and spoons were all washed. Liu Xiaochen turned off the faucet, straightened up, turned to look at Gu Liya, and said with a steady expression: "When you say you like and are tempted, you want to further develop the relationship between men and women. If you say it from this level, I don't have it." .”

"Your answer is very vague, I don't understand."

Liu Xiaochen thought for a while and said: "Some people like it but not like it. For example, if you like a bottle of perfume, you can buy it as you like. But I have to go through all kinds of sufferings such as conscience torture, moral criticism, realistic balance, etc. This kind of liking is very important to me. , the pain is far greater than the happiness, so I can't." As he said that, his eyes were red.

"You just said that there is no right or wrong in emotions. They are all sincere and sincere."

"But emotions should have bottom lines, principles, self-esteem, and self." Liu Xiaochen said, his tone a little excited. After a pause, he said: "My boy friend is very popular with girls. When he had a girlfriend, many girls pursued him. . Kneel down to him, cry and beg him, fold more than a thousand paper cranes, and volunteer themselves. In the end, not only did they not get any emotion, but they also hurt themselves."

As soon as he finished speaking, his cell phone rang. Liu Xiaochen took out his cell phone from his pocket and saw that it was Zhang Chengjiu's call. He didn't answer, raised his eyes to look at Gu Liya, flicked the water on her face, and said with a smile: "Stop standing here stupidly, go wash up and change clothes, and I will show you my love brain later." Boy friends.”

Liu Xiaochen and Gu Liya were getting intravenous drips at the school clinic together, and Zhang Cheng was accompanying them.

Zhang Cheng has the ability to make friends easily, and he and Gu Liya chatted together in a few words, and the two chatted enthusiastically.

Liu Xiaochen was wearing headphones, listening to music, and reviewing his homework. I listened to Maxim's piano music all morning, "Exodus", "Flight of the Butterflies and Bees", "Croatian Rhapsody", and read "Financial Ethics and Laws".

The three of them had dinner together at noon and then dispersed. Zhang Cheng went back to school, Gu Liya went back to the dormitory, and Liu Xiaochen went to the library.

After the New Year's Day holiday, it's the first day of class.

Liu Xiaochen has two classes in the morning and another class at 2 p.m., and needs another day of fluid infusion. I didn’t want to go to Teacher Zuo’s house too late, so I went to the clinic to get an intravenous drip during lunch.

Gu Liya is from the art department. In the last week of the semester, she only has homework and no classes. But she didn't want to go for intravenous drip alone, so after Liu Xiaochen finished class, they went to the clinic together.

Time was tight, and Liu Xiaochen didn't have time to have lunch in the cafeteria. I just bought a burrito and a cup of soy milk in the cafeteria and brought them to the clinic. After getting the needle inserted, I went to the lounge on the second floor and started eating.

Seeing this, Gu Liya said: "Xiaochen, why are you pushing yourself so hard, skipping a class in the afternoon, or simply not going to Teacher Zuo's house today. Look at you now, in order to take care of things, you can't eat well. It’s so masochistic to adjust the bits and pieces so quickly.”

Liu Xiaochen swallowed the food in his mouth and said disapprovingly: "You can't be that exaggerated." As he said that, he turned around and thought, "When I was a child, my family owned a restaurant. When my mother was sick, she would always sit on the bench in front of the hotel for infusions. , the left hand is pricking a needle, and the right hand is still picking vegetables, calculating accounts, and greeting guests when they arrive."

"Xiao Chen." Gu Liya looked at Liu Xiaochen and said seriously: "You are different from the people I have known before. You are very positive and know what you should do, and you have your own thoughts and principles."

Liu Xiaochen smiled and said: "Your family is rich and you rarely come into contact with people from the lower class like me. If people like us don't work hard and behave well, it will be difficult for people like us to survive."

"That's not the case. I didn't grow up in a vacuum. I have met all kinds of people. For example, Liu Cuili, you are completely different."

Liu Xiaochen thought for a while and said seriously: "I am not better than Cuili, let alone smarter than her, I am just luckier than her. People are like seeds, their growth is limited by water, air, soil, wind and rain, etc. If I were like Cuili, Since childhood, people have been extremely poor in material resources, had no one to teach them, and encountered thorns. They will inevitably develop deficiencies, wrong views, deformities, etc."

"But you lost your parents when you were 12 years old."

"But I met Teacher Wang. She gave me a good material life and taught me how to be a good person and do things." As he said this, Liu Xiaochen burst into tears and said softly and firmly: "I can't live up to Teacher Wang's teachings to me. I can’t live up to this good fortune.”

……

The two chatted casually, opened their hearts to each other, and talked a lot about what was on their mind.

It wasn't until about 1 o'clock that a new patient came in. He looked like a teacher and was very serious. They all stopped talking and felt a little sleepy, so they closed their eyes and rested.

After just a few minutes of silence, Liu Xiaochen's cell phone suddenly rang, a strange Beijing number. Afraid of affecting the rest of Gu Liya and another patient, Liu Xiaochen quickly answered the phone. He whispered: "Hello, who are you?"

"Excuse me, are you Zuo Yan's parent?" A thick male voice said.

Upon hearing Zuo Yan's name, Liu Xiaochen immediately sat up and said, "I'm not, but if anything happens to Yanyan, you can tell me."

"I am Zuo Yan's physical education teacher. When she was running in physical education class just now, Zuo Yan couldn't stop coughing, vomited a lot, and her nose bled a lot. Our medical office has given the child simple treatment and stopped the bleeding. But the child is still Coughing and looking bad, I need you to take him back for further treatment."

"I understand, teacher, please take care of the child. I'll be there right away." With that said, Liu Xiaochen took out the needle, got out of bed, and put on his coat.

"Xiao Chen, what's wrong?" Gu Liya sat up and asked urgently.

Liu Xiaochen was unzipping his down jacket and said, "Yanyan is coughing, vomiting, and has a nosebleed. She is in the school infirmary right now. I have to go there." As he said that, he quickly spread the quilt.

Gu Liya sat up and said, "Don't worry about it here. I'll help you fold it later. Go ahead."

Liu Xiaochen tidied up the bed in a few seconds, picked up the canvas bag beside the bed, and hurried downstairs. He paid both his and Gu Liya's medical expenses at the front desk. Then he jogged all the way to the school gate and got into a taxi.