One big and one small are practicing love

"Can I lie down now?"

"Oh, yes." Liu Xiaochen stood up quickly, walked quickly to the bed, rolled out of the bed, arranged the pillows comfortably, smoothed the monitoring wires, and then asked: "Are you comfortable? Teacher Zuo."

"Well! I'm very sleepy now and want to sleep. You go read a book." After saying that, Zuo Kunmin closed his eyes.

Zuo Kunmin was asleep all morning. During this period, the doctor came to give him an injection and Liu Xiaochen helped him change his dressing, but he didn't even wake up. Liu Xiaochen sat on the sofa, read a book and diary for a while, yawned when he was sleepy, stood up, drank a glass of water, and continued.

Zuo Kunmin didn't wake up until noon when the nurse came to deliver lunch and change the urine bag.

"Teacher Zuo, you drink some water first, and then eat." Liu Xiaochen said, putting the straw to Zuo Kunmin's mouth.

Zuo Kunmin held the straw in his mouth, took a few sips of water, and then said, "Help me shake the bed."

Liu Xiaochen put down the water cup, shook the lifting rod a few times, and saw that Zuo Kunmin could sit up. He stopped, moved the pillow to his lower back, and asked, "Are you comfortable? Teacher Zuo."

"Okay." Zuo Kunmin nodded, moved up a little, and said: "Set up the small table, you can go and eat."

"I'm not hungry. You're still stuck with a needle. Let me feed you. After you finish eating, I'll go eat."

"This is a soft needle and does not affect activities. I see that for lunch, in addition to dragon beard noodles, there is also a vegetable salad. If I want to chew slowly, it will take more than half an hour to eat at noon today. You wait for me, I You can’t help but want to eat quickly.”

While talking, there was a knock on the door, and Li Zhiming, Zhou Youren, and Chen Qingyan came in at the same time, holding a stack of documents in their hands.

"I guess you're having dinner at this hour. Let's send the documents over first, then we'll have a meal and talk about work in the afternoon." Li Zhiming said proactively.

Zuo Kunmin said: "That's good, you and Xiaoxiao go and have dinner together. Zhiming, you stay and report to me about your work."

While they were talking, Liu Xiaochen silently propped up the small table and placed rice and vegetable salad on it. After doing all this, Liu Xiaochen looked up and met Chen Qingyan's eyes.

"Come on, let's go eat." Chen Qingyan said with a smile.

He knew that someone was taking care of Zuo Kunmin, and he also knew that he had to deal with work again. So, Liu Xiaochen packed up his books, notebooks, and pens, put on his canvas bag, and went out with Chen Qingyan and Zhou Youren.

As soon as he went out, Chen Qingyan said to Zhou Youren: "Mr. Zhou, I want to talk to this little girl alone, so I won't eat with you."

Zhou Youren nodded and said, "That's fine, I don't feel comfortable with you either. I just have a few bites and I have to come over and report to Mr. Zuo."

"Mr. Zhou, when you report to work, you should pay attention to Teacher Zuo's health. He had chest pain again last night. He should not be too tired now." Liu Xiaochen said urgently.

"You are Xiaoxiao, I heard Zhiming talking about you. I will pay attention to what you said."

After that, they dispersed.

Chen Qingyan and Liu Xiaochen went to a Western restaurant near the hospital together. They ordered pasta, steak, vegetable salad, pizza and other food, and then sat facing each other, waiting for the food.

The western restaurant built in a closed commercial building relies almost entirely on lighting. With carefully designed lighting and furnishings, people sitting in it feel like products are placed in the window, giving it a unique sheen. They sat quietly, looking directly at each other.

"Mr. Zuo told you about the phone call, right?" Chen Qingyan said proactively, his voice still hoarse.

Liu Xiaochen nodded and said, "Well, I'm sorry, I misunderstood you."

"You have changed a lot. I remember the first time I saw you, your eyes were focused, powerful, and as alert as a small animal. Now, your eyes seem to have completely changed into a different person, kind, peaceful, and broad, like..." Chen Qingyan paused for a moment and said, "It's a bit like Namtso Lake."

"Namtso Lake?" Liu Xiaochen asked with a frown.

Chen Qingyan nodded and said: "I think one day, you will definitely go to see this lake." As he said that, Chen Qingyan said in a sharp tone: "I am very unwilling to admit defeat. But I learned from Mr. Li that you and Everything about Mr. Zuo, I just saw the way Mr. Zuo looked at you, the sincerity and tenderness, are more powerful than any cruel words and truth. At this moment, I finally let go completely willingly. "

Liu Xiaochen just raised his lips and smiled calmly, and said: "I originally wanted to ask you something, but in front of you, I can't control the right to speak at all. It's like the first time I met you, you didn't say or do anything, Just existing makes me feel dim.”

With that said, the waiter brought iced lemonade, and the two paused the conversation until the waiter left.

Chen Qingyan spoke again and said, "Whatever you want to ask me, just ask."

"Do you think I'm not good enough for him?"

"Yes! But..." Chen Qingyan said, his breath became confused, he coughed, and covered his mouth and said: "Sorry... I'm sorry, I often have meetings, cough, cough, cough, and I'm afraid of drinking... the toilet on the water, so my throat has been sore. Comfortable."

While talking, Liu Xiaochen poured a glass of water and handed it to Chen Qingyan.

Chen Qingyan raised his glass and took two sips. After his breath stabilized, he said: "To be honest, I am determined about one thing. A person will not give up until he achieves his goal without violating his principles. Over the years, I have finally met him. I must find a way to get the person I am truly passionate about. So, when I know that his girlfriend is you, I must understand the reason thoroughly before I can be willing to give up."

"I have never seen someone as confident as you." Liu Xiaochen's eyes showed sincere admiration and said: "What I lack most is self-confidence. Your parents and family must have given you a great sense of security and love. "

Chen Qingyan raised his eyebrows and curled his lips, smiled sweetly, and said: "Yes, my parents love me very much. Alas! As Mr. Li said, you really have a talent that can easily open people's hearts. I can't bear it now." I can’t help but dig deep in my heart, and I want to tell you my true feelings in my heart.”

Liu Xiaochen couldn't help but laugh and said, "We're off topic. You haven't said yet why you think I'm not good enough for him and now you're willing to give up."

"I'll tell you slowly, please listen patiently." After speaking, Chen Qingyan took a sip of water and said in an innocent tone: "I fell in love with Zuo at first sight, and after getting along, I fell in love with him and couldn't extricate myself. Mr. Zuo went to McKinsey headquarters When they hired me, I was not interested in that project at all. I agreed to come to Chutang because I liked Mr. Zuo."

Listening, Liu Xiaochen's eyes were filled with surprise.

"Although Mr. Zuo says to the public that he is single, adults all have normal physiological needs, not to mention it is so convenient for Mr. Zuo to obtain female resources. Therefore, I don't believe it at all that Mr. Zuo has been single for three or four years. Well, I am the best at investigating. After some investigation, I found that he had neither sought out special services nor had close relationships with women in the past three or four years. I thought it was abnormal, and later learned that he had a female college student in his family who was the son of a child. Teacher, so I ran to my home to demonstrate."

Liu Xiaochen was drinking lemonade. Hearing this, he was so surprised that he coughed.

Chen Qingyan paused speaking and handed over a tissue. At the same time, the waiter brought other meals.

After the waiter left, Liu Xiaochen said with great interest: "Sister, you continue."

"On the night we met, I confirmed that you were Mr. Zuo's girlfriend. But seeing that Mr. Zuo wouldn't announce you, I learned that you two had some conflicts and a big gap, so they would definitely break up. I knew I still had a chance, so I was still with him. , while working and waiting for opportunities..."

Chen Qingyan frankly explained the process of pursuing Zuo Kunmin one by one. Liu Xiaochen listened patiently until she said 'twin souls' and couldn't help but interrupt, saying, "You said Teacher Zuo and I are twin souls. What do you mean?"

"So much of what I just told you is all about trade-offs and comparisons in the material dimension, so I don't think you are worthy. But when I told your story to my psychiatrist and she explained 'twin souls' to me, I understood , where did I lose."

Liu Xiaochen couldn't help but lean forward slightly and listen attentively.

"The existence of each other will awaken each other's untapped potential and promote each other's spiritual growth and evolution. You have a specific soul contract, meet at critical moments, support each other, attract each other, push each other, knock each other out, and experience various kinds of things together. Life experience. The purpose is to allow two souls to grow together, help each other, and complete their missions. Simply put, you are each other's switch and the key."

……

After coming out of the restaurant, it was already evening. Liu Xiaochen slowly walked to the hospital and came to the intensive care unit again. The ward was quiet and Zuo Kunmin was sleeping.

Liu Xiaochen was a little tired but didn't want to sleep, so he quietly came to the sofa, took off his shoes, sat cross-legged on the sofa with his eyes closed, took off the green sandalwood bracelet on his wrist, and counted one bead with each breath.

After counting two circles, Liu Xiaochen finally felt that his head was no longer so groggy. When he opened his eyes, the surrounding light had become dim. He put the bracelet on his wrist again, stood up, and had just put on his white canvas shoes when he heard a knock on the door.

Before Liu Xiaochen spoke, Zuo Kunmin's voice was heard in the darkness: "Please come in."

As soon as the door opened, the light from the corridor came in. Liu Xiaochen turned around and saw Shen Liang coming in with a black schoolbag.

"Shall I turn on the light?" Shen Liang asked.

"I'll do it." Liu Xiaochen hurriedly walked to the door and turned on the light with a click.

After turning on the lights, Shen Liang and Liu Xiaochen looked at each other, and then came to the hospital bed together.

"Xiaoxiao, go back to the hotel and rest. Come over in the evening." Zuo Kunmin said.

Liu Xiaochen raised his wrist to look at his watch and said, "It's still early and Changchang hasn't come here yet. I'll stay with you for a while."

"You go, I want to talk to Shen Liang alone."