One big and one small are practicing love

From the first day in Hangzhou, it rained every day.

Sometimes, it's a whole day without a break, big and small, not stopping for a moment. Sometimes, there is no rain all morning, and there is even a weak sunshine. I think the rain will finally stop, but it starts to rain again before lunch is finished. More often, the whole day is gloomy, and it rains for most of the day. It stops for a while, and then starts raining again.

Over the past two months, Liu Xiaochen has not only realized the weather in Hangzhou, but also realized his own abilities.

Despite his daily diligence, Liu Xiaochen's speed of entering vouchers still failed to meet the company's regulations. I have to work overtime until about two o'clock in the morning every night to barely finish the day's work. When performance is announced every week, Liu Xiaochen's name is always in the last few lines of the table.

After lunch that day, Liu Xiaochen made a cup of instant coffee using a disposable paper cup as usual. Standing in front of the French window of the restaurant, holding a steaming paper cup in both hands, he looked quietly at the Fuchun River not far away.

It was still raining, and the rain was thin and dense. The distant mountains, green trees, and rivers are deep in color, and the air is filled with mist. Occasionally, a few white waterbirds flap their wings and fly lightly.

Every time she sees birds, Liu Xiaochen feels real envy in her heart, and she also wants to roam freely among the mountains and rivers. But the reality is that although he is only a few steps away from the Fuchun River, Liu Xiaochen seems to be firmly hindered by an invisible barrier.

Because of a job, she has to undergo necessary design procedures. Trapped in a small cubicle for a long time, carrying the numbers on the paper to the computer like ants carrying dust.

I wonder if he often feels like this when he is working? Or, stronger than myself.

"Liu Xiaochen, you are here again!"

Hearing the voice, Liu Xiaochen turned around and saw department manager Zhong Sheng standing behind her with a smile. He nodded and bowed: "Hello, supervisor!"

Zhong Sheng adjusted the frame of his gold glasses and said in Fujian Mandarin: "I see you stand here for a while after lunch every day. What's wrong? You just started working, are you a lot confused?"

Liu Xiaochen pursed his lips and forced a smile, saying: "It's okay."

"It seems that you really don't like to talk, so I won't gossip with you. There is something I want to ask your opinion on."

"what?"

"In half a month, your internship period will be up. The Human Resources Department just sent me the evaluation form. Our department has a total of eight interns, and only five can be retained. I want to hear your opinion."

Liu Xiaochen was drinking coffee. After swallowing it, he said leisurely: "I don't have any opinion. You can objectively evaluate it according to the company's system. Whether I can stay or not will be judged according to the company's normal standards."

"Alas! Xiao Chen!" Zhong Sheng frowned, showing a troubled expression, and said: "The reason why I ask you is because I am hesitant. I have been observing you during this period. You are serious, responsible and responsible in your work. Diligent and highly motivated. These are good qualities, but..."

Liu Xiaochen saw his embarrassment and took the initiative: "If you have anything to say, just say it. I can bear it."

Zhong Sheng took a deep breath and said earnestly: "To be honest, your sensitivity to numbers is not high enough, and your logical thinking ability is not good enough. Of course, you can be an ordinary financial worker, but if you want to do well in this industry, You’ll be strenuous, hard, and unhappy.”

Hearing the word 'unhappy', Liu Xiaochen's nose suddenly felt sour, his eyes filled with tears, and he hurriedly drank a cup of coffee to cover it up.

The rain suddenly became heavier and pattered on the glass.

Zhong Sheng saw that Liu Xiaochen was suppressing his emotions and said: "Your ability can be retained. I say this because you are very responsible. Every time you record the original voucher, you are afraid of making mistakes and causing trouble to others, so you always check both If you go through the data, you are the person with the least error rate. Your sense of responsibility and self-motivation will make you good at everything you do. If you are not suitable for this job and do not like it, it will be very painful to do it. It is better to change careers while you are young. .”

After hearing these words, a cup of coffee had reached its bottom. Liu Xiaochen looked at Zhong Sheng and said with a smile: "Thank you for your suggestion, I will seriously consider it."

"Okay, it's getting late." Zhong Sheng said, raised his wrist to look at his watch, and said, "It's time to go back to work."

Holding an umbrella and returning to the office, Liu Xiaochen passed by a phone booth built next to a pond on the way. Liu Xiaochen stopped and looked at it for a while.

This time, do you want to call him and ask him? Every time he had self-doubt and suffered unbearable pain, Liu Xiaochen would go to the phone booth. When preparing to dial, calculate the time difference. He may be in a meeting, or sleeping, or put down again.

Yes, he had already seen through everything, knew the limitations of her abilities, and advised her not to do it. The phone call only confirmed his opinion.

We know it's the south wall, should we continue to hit it? Or should we just stop and take refuge in him again?

Just as she was thinking, a strong wind blew, and the transparent plastic umbrella in Liu Xiaochen's hand flew away. The heavy rain quickly wet her hair and clothes, and Liu Xiaochen jogged back to the office.

There's still half a month left, no matter what, let's finish the current work first. The contract can't be signed until I get my diploma.

The day after the conversation, the sky suddenly cleared up. The bright sun, the clear blue sky, and the thick white clouds. From a distance, the white clouds seem to have fallen to the ground.

After lunch today, everyone no longer rushes to the office.

People in twos and threes sat on wicker chairs by the pond, looking at the green lotus leaves in the pond, the pink flower buds swaying in the breeze, and chatting casually. Others just walked slowly in gardens and trees. No one wants to enter that office under the cold white light.

Liu Xiaochen was no exception. After dinner that day, she bought a bottle of Coke. Feel free to take a sip or two and walk on the gravel path illuminated by the sun.

I turned my head to look at the big pomelo hanging on the tree, and occasionally stopped to squat down and take a closer look at the small blue wild flowers growing out of the cracks in the rocks. When I see a snail on the road, I pick up a small branch, squat down, grab the snail shell and put it on the branch, and then move it into the grass...

There was a moment of selfless trance, as if I had returned to my childhood, playing in the fields with Sun Xinxin.

After playing so leisurely all the way, it was soon time to go to work, and I went back to the office and started to continue working.