One big and one small are practicing love

Zuo Kunmin has understood that repeatedly complaining and complaining about the filthy smell of sludge, in addition to venting emotions, pollutes one's own mind and consumes mental energy.

What we should really do is to lift ourselves out of the sludge, remove the dirt, clean ourselves, and move on.

It is not easy to do this, especially for Zuo Kunmin now.

The death of his mother shattered Zuo Kunmin's work, life, family relationships, and self-body and mind. Rebuilding these orders requires extremely strong mental strength.

After two days of work, Zuo Kunmin realized that he was still in a chaotic and weak state. We are temporarily unable to move forward and need external supplies.

Synchronous supply of body, mind and soul.

The biological clock needs to be adjusted.

No matter how late he slept or how sleepy he felt in the morning, Zuo Kunmin would always get up before 5:5. Worried about not having enough willpower, Zuo Kunmin put his cell phone in the bathroom to charge before going to bed at night. From [-] o'clock to [-]:[-], he set an alarm every five minutes.

After getting up, wash your face and brush your teeth quickly and leave the house immediately.

Before six o'clock, Zuo Kunmin had arrived at the company's office and worked quietly alone.

Before eight o'clock, the body and mind are full of energy, the company is quiet, and there are no outsiders to disturb you. You can sort out the day's affairs and handle the most complicated and difficult tasks.

Before [-] a.m. or before [-] p.m. Schedule an hour of exercise, running, stretching, weight training. In the meantime, listen to the audio program. I only listen to half an hour of news, business, and financial programs at most, and most of them are listening to "Jiang Xun Talks about Tang Poems and Song Ci".

The daily workload is still very heavy, mixed with all kinds of disgusting people and things.

Still, all kinds of people and chores often pop up suddenly, interrupting plans and disturbing emotions. After a hard day's work, the body is tired and the mind is exhausted.

During this period, Zuo Kunmin worked until after 12 o'clock every day. In the past, Zuo Kunmin wouldn't go home after working until 11 o'clock and stayed in the office lounge.

The round trip takes nearly an hour, which is valuable rest time. However, now that the mother is away, she feels uneasy leaving the children at home alone, even though she knows Liu Xiaochen is taking good care of them.

No matter how late he works overtime, Zuo Kunmin will always go home.

Go to the children's bedroom, take a look at Zuo Yan and Zuo Xu who are sleeping soundly, touch their soft little faces and hands, and kiss their foreheads gently.

At this moment, all the deception, pressure, anxiety, and disappointment during the day were released. Tenderness and love arise.

Before going to bed, Zuo Kunmin would also take a look at Liu Xiaochen's room. There was always a faint light on the crack of the door.

Thinking of the chat that night, I occasionally wanted to talk to her again. But reality doesn't allow it. It's already one or two in the morning when I get home, and I have to get up early the next day. Neither time nor energy allowed.

A week passed in a blink of an eye.

The accumulated work has been basically completed, Chang Desheng's affairs have been settled, all kinds of trivial matters have been arranged, and a few good tutors, nutritionists, and nannies have been confirmed.

Zuo Kunmin finally had the strength to control everything at his own pace again.

However, Zuo Kunmin put in a lot of hard work for this. Physical exhaustion, willpower, lack of sleep, and not having a good meal.

On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, Zuo Kunmin wanted to go home for a reunion dinner, so Zuo Kunmin worked all night. Having completed the work for the Mid-Autumn Festival half a day ahead of schedule, Zuo Kunmin was finally able to go home at around 2 p.m.

On the way home, Zuo Kunmin called and asked the chef to come and cook. I called Master Zhao and inquired and learned that the children and Liu Xiaochen were making mooncakes in the cake room and they would not get home until around 6 p.m.

The car drove out of the underground garage and drove into the bright sunlight.

Zuo Kunmin saw the golden sun through the glass window and felt the warmth of the sun shining on his body. This feeling is both familiar and strange.

Looking back on recent times, I have been surrounded by stars and moons morning and night, and stayed in a building illuminated by incandescent lights all day long. Zuo Kunmin suddenly felt as if he had been released from a dark prison and finally saw the light of day again.

Arrive home. Take a shower and change into comfortable cotton loungewear. Without drawing the curtains, I lay on the big bed illuminated by the sun, basking in the sun and falling asleep warmly.

"Dad, dad, it's time to get up and eat."

Hearing the girl's milky voice, her body was gently shaken. Zuo Kunmin opened his eyes and saw that the floor lamp beside the bed was on, and the surroundings were dim. Zuo Yan was lying next to him, looking at him with a smile.

Zuo Kunmin stretched out his hand to rub Zuo Yan's soft hair, hoarsely, smiled and called out affectionately: "Yanyan!"

Zuo Yan grabbed Zuo Kunmin's big hand and said with a smile: "Dad! The meal is ready. Get up quickly and have dinner with us. Try the mooncakes I made."

"Okay!" Zuo Kunmin sat up and turned to look out the window. It was already dark. When did they come back? Why didn't I hear any movement?

A solid, deep sleep that restores energy. Zuo Kunmin held Zuo Yan's little hand and went downstairs.

When we arrived at the restaurant, we saw a table full of dishes but no people. Looking up, he saw Liu Xiaochen busy in the kitchen, Zuo Xuwei walking beside him.

"Xiao Xiao, what are you busy with? Isn't the chef cooking?" Zuo Kunmin asked, standing at the sliding door of the kitchen.

Liu Xiaochen turned around when he heard the sound and said with a smile: "Teacher Zuo, you're awake. Yanyan said she had no appetite and wanted to drink preserved egg and lean meat porridge, so I made the porridge."

Zuo Kunmin looked down at Zuo Yan beside him and asked, "Yanyan, why do you like drinking preserved egg and lean meat porridge so much recently? Didn't you hate the taste of preserved eggs before?"

"The little lady makes it delicious. I like it very much." Zuo Yan said.

"You all go to the dining table, the porridge is ready." After saying that, Liu Xiaochen turned off the heat, sprinkled a little green onion, put the casserole on the tray and brought it to the dining table.

Sure enough, Zuo Yan didn't take a few bites of the food, but just drank the porridge one spoonful after another with a white porcelain spoon.

Zuo Kunmin watched from the side, put a piece of fresh okra on the small porcelain plate next to Zuo Yan, and said: "Yanyan, have some food."

"Yanyan, I don't think you have any appetite, you just want to drink porridge!" Zuo continued.

Zuo Yanbai glanced at Zuo Xu, pointed to the empty bowl in Zuo Xu's hand, and said, "You also drank two bowls."

Zuo Xu pouted and said in frustration: "I won't be able to eat the food cooked by the little lady anymore."

Liu Xiaochen looked at Zuo Xu with a smile, took out a tissue, wiped the rice stains on the corner of his mouth naturally, and said, "Stop talking now, let's eat quickly!"

"Xiao Xiao!" Zuo Kunmin looked up at Liu Xiaochen and said, "In the future, on weekends and holidays, I will visit the children more often when I have time. The children like you very much."

"Yeah!" Liu Xiaochen smiled and nodded.

Most of the dishes on the table were left, and only one pot of porridge was eaten cleanly. As soon as we finished eating, the hourly workers came to clear the table, kitchen, and clean up.

After the meal, Liu Xiaochen helped the two children pack their belongings for tomorrow's class.

Sheet music, metronome, Zuo Yan’s dance clothes and shoes, Zuo Xu’s drawing board, paints, etc.

After doing this, Liu Xiaochen went downstairs and went back to his room to pack his things.

Zuo Kunmin's sister's clothes had been washed in advance, taken down from the balcony, and neatly folded. On the first day I stayed in this room, the sheets and bedding were washed and replaced one by one.

Liu Xiaochen was putting pillowcases on his pillow when he heard a knock on the door.