One big and one small are practicing love

'Pap, tap, tap...' Liu Xiaochen heard him clearly walking away step by step, and his tears rolled down his face. When his footsteps disappeared, her face was filled with tears.

Liu Xiaochen sat beside the bed in a state of confusion, his tears going from endless to no tears to shed, his face from wet and hot to his skin wrinkled and itchy. I don’t know how long it took, but I got up and went to the bathroom.

Take a hot bath, put on clean cotton pajamas, drink warm water, and eat two slices of bread.

The mood finally eased. Liu Xiaochen came to the desk, turned on the lamp, and spread out his diary. He raised his pen and lowered his head, writing word by word.

The date, the weather, the feeling of loss and sadness, what Sun Xinxin saw and felt about being injured, the self-blame for not being sensible enough, the thought of him working overtime to squeeze in time to accompany her back to her hometown... I wrote down all the messy thoughts one by one, and she cried silently from time to time.

Self-analysis, self-regulation, self-forgiveness. It's like being stuck in a quagmire with no one to save you, but you can't let yourself sink in like this, you can only extricate yourself to save yourself. As usual.

On the 8k blank paper, Liu Xiaochen wrote five full pages. Some problems have been relieved slightly, while others are still lingering in the same place.

Drowsiness sets in. Liu Xiaochen closed the notebook, found the old mobile phone he had replaced last year, inserted the SIM card, charged it, and set the alarm. go to bed.

When the alarm rang at 5 o'clock, Liu Xiaochen endured the sleepiness and got up.

After washing up quickly and changing clothes, I went to the living room table to get the transfer documents and checked them carefully. Then, on your usual notepad, list the things you need to do today.

By the time I finished doing this, it was almost 6 o'clock. Liu Xiaochen picked up his things, walked out quickly, and took a taxi to the hospital.

On the way, send a message to Master Zhao and ask him to help repair the car and tell him the location of the car key. Send a message to Muzi’s mother and ask her to pick up and drop off the children today and handle the chores at school.

At 7 o'clock, Liu Xiaochen arrived at the hospital.

First, together with Sun's father, he pushed Sun Xinxin into the newly vacated ward, and then asked Sun's father to go to the cafeteria to have breakfast.

After Sun's father left, Liu Xiaochen changed Sun Xinxin's diaper. He also asked the nurse for a new mattress, and worked with the nurse to move Sun Xinxin and replace it with a dry mattress. Wipe Sun Xinxin's hands and face with hot water, answer the doctor's questions, go to the pharmacy to get some postoperative medicine, talk to Sun Xinxin, and calm her down...

In this way, Liu Xiaochen was busy doing a lot of trivial things. Until 8:[-], Sun Xinxin entered the operating room.

The operation lasted for more than an hour. Due to the anesthesia and fever after the operation, Sun Xinxin could not wake up quickly. Liu Xiaochen told Sun's father a few words about taking care of Sun Xinxin and left the hospital. I immediately rushed to handle the transfer procedures for the children.

Knowing that Zuo Kunmin was asking for help, he also hoped that when he returned to his hometown tomorrow, everyone would have nothing to worry about. Liu Xiaochen wanted to complete all the transfer procedures today.

Arrive at the office at 10 am. Liu Xiaochen first ran to various windows to submit information, and then received a bunch of forms, both in Chinese and English. If there are many things you don’t understand, go to the counter and ask the staff...

Until noon, when the staff took a break from get off work, Liu Xiaochen still had not finished filling out the form.

I ate something at a nearby fast food restaurant and felt a little sleepy. He took out the Dragon Tiger Cooling Oil from his bag, applied it to his temples, took two deep breaths, and after his mind became clearer, he wiped the table clean with a wet paper towel and continued to fill in the form while lying on the dining table.

At 1:[-] in the afternoon, as soon as the office opened, Liu Xiaochen went to hand in the forms and received some materials that needed to be copied.

When I went to a nearby store to copy documents, a group of people crowded in front of the counter, stretching out their arms to hold them up to the staff. Liu Xiaochen tried to wait patiently in line, but twice in a row, when he was about to approach him, he was passed over by people behind him.

When the third time was approaching, Liu Xiaochen stood on tiptoes and raised his arms. But as soon as he lifted up the information, the paper in his hand was snatched away by a big hand.

"You..." Liu Xiaochen turned around angrily and saw Zuo Kunmin standing tall behind him.

"You sit on the chair and wait, I'll come." Zuo Kunmin said, pointing to the gray iron chair in the rest area.

Liu Xiaochen said nothing and grabbed the information from Zuo Kunmin's hand, turned around and held it up to the staff, ignoring another customer who was about to grab it, and said bluntly: "Print two copies of each of the first three pages, the fourth and fifth pages Please scan it, reduce it, and print it on an A4 paper. Thank you!"

Zuo Kunmin stood nearby, gently holding Liu Xiaochen's shoulders to prevent her from being squeezed by others, and waited with her.

After copying the information, Liu Xiaochen checked it carefully, bound it in order, and then hurried to the office hall. Submit the information and sign in Chinese and English in some places as required by the staff.

When doing this, no matter whether it was three to five minutes away or only a dozen steps away, Zuo Kunmin followed Liu Xiaochen silently. Watch her work quietly, handing over pens and mineral water from time to time, and helping to fold neatly scattered materials.

People coming and going in the hall and staff at various windows smiled and cast envious glances from time to time.

Until the formalities were completed, Liu Xiaochen didn't say a word to Zuo Kunmin.

"Are you still angry with me?" Zuo Kunmin tried to hold Liu Xiaochen's hand.

As soon as he stretched out his hand, Liu Xiaochen put his hand into his coat pocket and walked towards the door faster without answering.

"Xiao Xiao!" Zuo Kunmin took long strides and trotted after him. He didn't catch up until he was out of the gate. He put his arms in front of Liu Xiaochen and said, "Last night, I wanted to have a good chat with you, but suddenly My stomach hurts, and I was afraid that you would have to worry about taking care of me again if you found out, so I went upstairs."

Hearing the word 'stomach pain', Liu Xiaochen stopped and looked up, looking at Zuo Kunmin with red eyes, and asked: "Does it still hurt?"

Zuo Kunmin shook his head, suddenly frowned, and said nervously: "Why did the car crash last night? Were you injured? Why didn't you tell me about such a big thing?"

I thought that my grievances had been absorbed by myself, but when Zuo Kunmin mentioned it, all his emotions surged out uncontrollably like a dike bursting. Liu Xiaochen turned his face away, biting his trembling lips, tears overflowing in his eyes, and he couldn't say a word.

Seeing how Liu Xiaochen was controlling his emotions, Zuo Kunmin's nose felt sore and his eyes filled with tears. He stretched out his arms and gently hugged Liu Xiaochen in his arms, saying in a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao, I've wronged you."

The golden warm sun was shining slantingly, and the sound of people and cars was buzzing. People were constantly coming in and out of the gate. Some people glanced sideways, while others hurriedly passed by and turned a blind eye. They embraced each other silently and formed a world of their own.

Emotions such as guilt, grievance, warmth, love, etc. flow, pass, and are inherited between the two through this hug.

After a long time, Zuo Kunmin suddenly said: "I don't want to stand here anymore. Let's go to the hotel."

Liu Xiaochen stood up, looked up, looked at Zuo Kunmin suspiciously, and asked, "Which hotel are you going to? Why are you going to the hotel?"

"It's right here." Zuo Kunmin said, raising his arm to point to a hotel next to him, then he leaned close to Liu Xiaochen's ear and whispered, "Of course we're booking a room."