One big and one small are practicing love

When he came to Germany, Zuo Kunmin wore this casual outfit for the first time, including black sneakers, light gray casual sweatpants, and a white loose sweatshirt. This was also the only time he arranged for himself to go out for a 'hangout', to the Industrial Museum in Frankfurt.

Zuo Kunmin put his cell phone into the left pocket of his pants and his wallet into the right pocket, and he was ready to go out.

When I passed the full-length mirror at the door, I took a look in the mirror and saw two squares of different sizes bulging out of the two pockets, which looked a bit funny. I thought, if my mother saw it, it would be time to scold him again.

Thinking about it, he smiled bitterly. He pressed his hand on the door handle and opened the door with a 'crunch'.

As soon as the door opened, there was a person standing in front of them. The two of them shivered in fright at the same time, and each took half a step back.

"Cheng Binman, why are you standing at the door of my room so early in the morning?" Zuo Kunmin frowned.

Cheng Binman turned around and looked around the corridor. There was only a cleaning staff pushing a tool cart, and then he wondered: "There is something I want to tell you, but I don't know whether I should say it or not."

Zuo Kunmin raised his wrist to look at his watch. He calculated the time and went out at this time. When he arrived at the museum, it just opened. He didn't want his plan to be disrupted.

Zuo Kunmin said impatiently: "You still have half an hour to go to class. I have to go out immediately. Don't talk about unnecessary or urgent things."

Seeing Zuo Kunmin getting ready to walk away, Cheng Binman stretched out his arms and said urgently in front of his face: "Zhang Jianzhong's mother passed away. He didn't let us talk about it, but I think it's such a big deal, he should go back."

"When did it happen?"

"Last night, it was around 7 o'clock in the morning in China."

"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"His mother had advanced gastric cancer and was already very ill when she went abroad. He originally wanted to stay in the hospital to take care of his mother, but his mother insisted on letting him go abroad. She said that this learning opportunity was rare and she was already dying, so there was no need. Give up such a good opportunity for her. Before he died, he had his last words: work hard and there is no need to come back specifically for this."

Zuo Kunmin took a deep breath, suppressed the sadness overflowing in his chest, and said in a deep voice: "Go back, help Jianzhong pack his things, and return home immediately. I will arrange the rest." After that, he closed the door and took out the bag from his pocket. He took out his cell phone and started making calls.

Several phone calls back and forth. I bought a ticket to return to my country, arranged a car to the airport, a domestic support person, a staff member to help at the Shenyang Cancer Hospital, pensions and other trivial matters.

Ten minutes later, Zuo Kunmin personally escorted Zhang Jianzhong to the car at the hotel door. Before leaving, he patted him on the shoulder and said: "Nothing is bigger than life and death. Don't worry about work. Go and see the old man off for the last time with peace of mind."

Zhang Jianzhong's eyes were red and he was choked with sobs, unable to say anything. After putting my hands together to express my gratitude, I left in the car.

After seeing Zhang Jianzhong off, Zuo Kunmin returned to the hotel room again and sat deeply on the sofa, thinking. Is work really so important? What is most important?

Zuo Kunmin once believed that he could do many great things, change others, society, the country, and the world, and create products, technologies, rules, and wealth. Although the world is big, it will become different because of his presence.

Last year, his mother passed away. For half a month, Zuo Kunmin stayed at the funeral parlor day and night. He couldn't go anywhere and didn't want to go anywhere. He suddenly felt that the world was so small that there was only a square coffin.

Seeing my mother, who was once elegant, beautiful, proud and talented, lying motionless on the morgue, Zeng Jin's fair skin turned blue, and there were gray-black corpse spots on the backs of her slender hands. I thought that my mother, who loves beauty, would be very sad if she saw her body become like this.

The moment the urn was buried, Zuo Kunmin felt like he was living alone in a kindergarten for the first time when he was 4 years old. He became that weak, helpless, powerless and helpless little boy. When mother leaves, the world collapses. Feeling a strong sense of fear, he collapsed in the mud and cried in fear at the grave.

Thinking about it, tears burst into my eyes unknowingly.

Zuo Kunmin cannot yet say with certainty that family ties are the most important thing in the world, but work is definitely not.

Perhaps at different moments in different stages of life, family, friendship, love, work, and life require different sequences, proportions, and presentation methods. When I was young, my relatives were almost the whole world. When I was young, love seemed to be more important than life. When you are a young adult, you have to take on a lot of work and responsibilities either actively or passively.

Now Zuo Kunmin has experienced a lot of impermanence and helplessness, and no longer knows what proportion should be reconciled with them. It seems that most of the time he is unable to reconcile them and can only passively accept them.

I still don't understand the problem, but I can confirm that it is right to let Zhang Jianzhong go back at this moment.

With this confirmation, the fearful and uneasy mind calmed down. The work rhythm is disrupted, adjustment measures are unclear, and project risks are intensified. You can face it calmly and take active actions to solve it.

He bent down and took out two tissues, wiped the tears on his face, and took out his wallet that was stuck in his pocket. Then I grabbed my phone and prepared to contact the manufacturer to see how to adjust the learning plan.

When I turned on my phone, I saw a WeChat message from Liu Xiaochen. After hesitating for a moment, he logged out of WeChat. Open the address book and search for the person in charge of Group X. After finding the phone number, he exits the address book. Open the WeChat interface again and decisively click on Liu Xiaochen’s WeChat.