One big and one small are practicing love

After sending the message, Zuo Kunmin got up, stood by the bed and stretched out. My head feels dizzy and my body is a little stiff.

After washing up, Zuo Kunmin first made a cup of instant coffee, then drank the coffee and processed emails on his laptop. Email from Beijing head office.

Each shareholder sent an email to ask when this year’s shareholders’ meeting will be held. Zuo Kunmin knew without even looking that they were anxious to ask how much money they could earn this year, even though they had just been given a large sum of money two months ago.

Finance sent several major budget applications. After Zuo Kunmin read them, he had many questions and needed to hold a video conference to make adjustments before he could approve them.

The project of University A has entered the final stage, but the government is still in arrears with the previous project payment, and the staff have communicated several times to no avail.

Li Zhiming said that he had several large orders and the customer wanted to have an interview with Zuo Kunmin before signing the contract...

Those who don't want to reply, those who can't reply, those whose replies can't solve the problem... Zuo Kunmin read them one by one and responded to them one by one.

'read'. ‘You don’t have to worry about it, I’ll take care of it when I get back’. ‘Try your best to maintain contact with them, relax, it doesn’t matter if the order is lost’… Let them know that he exists, that he can bear and solve everything, and stabilize their uncertain hearts. This is the meaning of replying to the email.

When he was replying to the last few emails, Zuo Kunmin felt his mind was numb, so he grabbed the remaining half cup of coffee at hand and wanted to take a few sips to refresh himself. But I saw a layer of white foam floating on the cup, and the coffee was completely cold.

The instant coffee provided by the hotel was Zuo Kunmin's first time drinking this brand of coffee. He didn't care about the taste of the coffee, it was just refreshing. But after this brand of coffee cooled down, it became greasy and bitter, and he felt like vomiting while drinking it.

Zuo Kunmin looked at the cup and hesitated for a moment. He endured the discomfort and took a few sips. His consciousness became slightly clearer and he continued to reply to the email.

Half an hour later, Zuo Kunmin finished processing the email, yawned heavily, and a few lines of sleepy tears left the corners of his eyes, followed by another loud sneeze.

After calming down, she raised her wrist and looked at her watch. It was 6:13 am German time. Thinking that it was already 12 noon in Beijing, she had finished class. She must have seen the message. What did she reply?

Thinking about it, Zuo Kunmin got up and quickly went to the bedside to grab his mobile phone and look at it. Sure enough, when I saw her three unread messages, I felt happy and had a smile on my face.

Teacher Zuo, I just finished class, and the sun has just risen over you, right? Teacher Zuo, why did you get up so early to work? Is it a lot of work or a lack of rest? Although I miss you very much, your health is more important. Don't work too hard. Rest when you need to and rest when you are tired. I can wait for you a few more days.

The second message is a video of ten seconds.

The dense pink petals, like raindrops, fall gently and slowly. Young boys and girls were either laughing, talking, or walking silently and relaxedly. Many of them had a few light petals on their heads, shoulders, and collars...

The third message is two short sentences.

Teacher Zuo, right now I want to hold hands with you and walk in the rain of petals, just like them.

After reading the last message, Zuo Kunmin suddenly remembered that when he was in college, he and Wang Luoxia often walked side by side on campus. Once he saw a few small yellow osmanthus flowers falling on her hair. He subconsciously picked the small flowers on her hair. She blushed with embarrassment and he was also happy for a long time.

Thinking of this distant and small beauty, Zuo Kunmin unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth.

He has experienced the pure and sincere emotions of a young man, as well as his vulgar indulgences. Zuo Kunmin has understood that only each other's true love, sincerity, care, dedication, and understanding can bring true inner joy and satisfaction. And like animals, it is just the direct and crude venting of the body's desires, which may bring about very short-term pleasure, but it will bring greater desolation and consumption.

I want to hug and kiss you in the rain of petals.

Zuo Kunmin edited this sentence with a smile, and after sending the message, he smiled so much that his teeth were exposed. I don't know how she would react to this small tease, but Zuo Kunmin himself was already extremely happy.

After sending the message, Zuo Kunmin stood up suddenly and wanted to continue working. But his eyes suddenly went dark, his ears buzzed, he felt dizzy and his legs felt weak. Zuo Kunmin slowly lay down on the bed, with most of his body leaning on the bed and his calves hanging on the side of the bed.

After lying there for three to five minutes, the ringing in my ears gradually subsided. I broke out in a cold sweat. When I opened my eyes, I still felt flustered and depressed. I didn't want to move and wanted to lie down for a few more minutes. It's probably hypoglycemia, it's getting worse just now.

Zuo Kunmin couldn't help but sigh that he was getting older after all.

In the past two years, Zuo Kunmin obviously felt that his health was not as good as before. If you have jet lag, you are not acclimated to the climate, your stomach will feel uncomfortable if the food is not fresh, you will gain weight if you eat too much, your body will sound an alarm if you are overworked...

I have been in Germany for nearly half a month. I go to bed according to German time, which is around 11 o'clock in the evening. Subconsciously, I don't want to sleep and want to finish the work in Germany as soon as possible.

There is already too much work piled up in Beijing, which has effectively affected the company's economic interests and normal operations. However, the steel plant has spent a huge amount of time, energy, and money, but has not yet generated any profits, and this situation is still going on. It's going to last for a while.

Huge sacrifices and sacrifices may not necessarily lead to gains. Zuo Kunmin told himself again and again to be more patient and diligent. But still can't completely overcome the anxiety and uneasiness caused by it.

Pressure, urgency, and crisis really occupied Zuo Kunmin. Even when he went to bed at night, Zuo Kunmin clenched and grinded his teeth unconsciously. When he woke up, he had many muscle aches in his body. Zuo Kunmin is like this every time he is under great pressure at work.

Although Zuo Kunmin already knew that such a state was not good and he was prone to illness both physically and mentally. But he couldn't control himself.

Looking back on my time in Shenyang, the work was also heavy, difficult and stressful. But when I eat delicious food and feel full, I feel relaxed and loving when I am with Liu Xiaochen and the children, and I can draw energy from food and family. Therefore, the body and mind are relaxed and strong, and they do not feel strenuous when undertaking those tasks.

Now I am alone in Germany, eating unwell and little, and my body and mind are always in a state of tension and exhaustion. Even the messages he sent to Liu Xiaochen were few and brief. It was the first time for me to have such a candid and sincere exchange, and to have such fun and fun in Germany.

If it hadn't been for this dream that once again convinced Zuo Kunmin of the power of love, he thought he would have fallen back into his previous habits: in order to work more, faster, better, and save money, he would be perfunctory and neglectful of his lover and family. In the end, not only did it fail to achieve its goal, but it caused even greater problems and troubles.

Zuo Kunmin suddenly remembered what Dr. Yang said, "Family and loved ones are good checks and balances for an overly focused worker." At this moment, he truly understood the meaning of this sentence.