One big and one small are practicing love

After watching the fireworks, it was almost 11 o'clock when I got home.

It's also strange that home is like a critical point. As soon as you step into the door, the warm joy fades away and a sense of fatigue comes.

Just now in the car, the children were excitedly discussing their various feelings about watching the lantern show. When I got home, I couldn't wait a few minutes to wash up and change clothes. I yawned all the time and couldn't open my eyes. After washing up in a hurry, I snored and fell asleep as soon as I hit the pillow.

In the three to five days approaching the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Bian Chang was often busy until late at night, which consumed a lot of energy and energy. The lantern festival was successfully completed, my heart was truly relieved, and all the fatigue accumulated over the past few days came back.

Bian Chang reluctantly helped Zuo Yan wash up. He didn't wash his face or brush his teeth. He only changed into pajamas, lay down and fell asleep.

After walking around all night in the cold night, Liu Xiaochen's stomach pain became more and more severe, and he felt weak. After returning home, Liu Xiaochen went to the bathroom. After briefly washing his face and brushing his teeth, he went back to the bedroom. After changing into pajamas, he lay down on the bed.

Zuo Kunmin noticed something strange about Liu Xiaochen. He walked weakly, looked pale, and rarely spoke. Zuo Kunmin was also very tired, but he still took care of Zuo Xu to wash up, change clothes, and go to bed. He didn't have time to change clothes himself, so he came to Liu Xiaochen's room to see what was going on with her.

After knocking on the door and entering the house, he saw Liu Xiaochen lying curled up, with beads of sweat on his forehead and hairline, frowning and gritting his teeth, obviously holding back the pain.

"Xiao Xiao, what's wrong with you?" Zuo Kunmin reached out and touched Liu Xiaochen's forehead, feeling a slight fever.

Liu Xiaochen opened his eyes and replied weakly: "It's my period, my stomach hurts."

"Wait a moment." After Zuo Kunmin said this, he stood up and left.

Zuo Kunmin came to the kitchen. Find brown sugar from the cupboard, add a few spoons of brown sugar to the water glass, pour hot water, and stir the brown sugar with a spoon.

Listening to the clanging sound, Zuo Kunmin suddenly remembered that he hadn't done this for a long time. When they were in love, every time Wang Luoxia got her period, he would make her some brown sugar water.

Thinking of this, Zuo Kunmin suddenly felt guilty and sad. At the same time, he realized that he had not thought of Wang Luoxia for a long time.

The brown sugar was completely dissolved. Zuo Kunmin stopped stirring and took a sip of the sugar water. It was slightly hot. Zuo Kunmin remembers Wang Luoxia saying that drinking brown sugar water that is slightly hot during menstruation will make your stomach feel better. Zuo Kunmin took out the spoon from the cup and came to Liu Xiaochen's room again.

"Xiao Xiao, drink a cup of hot water first when you get up." Zuo Kunmin said, helping Liu Xiaochen sit up, holding Liu Xiaochen's shoulder with one hand, and raising a glass to feed Liu Xiaochen with the other hand.

"I'll do it myself." Liu Xiaochen took the water cup, held the cup himself, raised his head and drank it. After drinking the warm sweet water, I immediately felt some warmth in my cold body and my stomach felt more comfortable.

Zuo Kunmin took the empty cup and asked, "Would you like another cup?"

Liu Xiaochen shook his head and said, "No need, Teacher Zuo, go and have a rest."

"Should I stay tonight?" Zuo Kunmin asked.

Liu Xiaochen looked at Zuo Kunmin steadily for a while and nodded lightly. Then he slipped into the quilt, closed his eyes and lay down, curling up like a cooked shrimp.

Zuo Kunmin turned off the headlight in the room, turned on the bedside table lamp, and dimmed the light. Then he came to the other side of the bed, took off his suit, shirt, pants... Finally, wearing only his underwear, he got into Liu Xiaochen's quilt.

Liu Xiaochen closed his eyes and could clearly hear Zuo Kunmin's movements, rustling. Strange physiological feelings, stomach cramps, body coldness; heart pounding, and heat surging in the internal organs.

Zuo Kunmin was naked and hugged Liu Xiaochen from behind. For a moment, Liu Xiaochen felt as if an electric current was flowing through his body, and his body couldn't help but trembled and became numb. That electric current passed from Liu Xiaochen's body to Zuo Kunmin's heart, and the temperature of his body suddenly rose several degrees.

"It hurts like this, why didn't you say anything?" Zuo Kunmin asked, trying to distract his body with words.

Liu Xiaochen opened his eyes, looked at the gentle warm light in front of him, and said, "I want to see the lantern festival, but I'm afraid if I tell you, you won't let me go."

"The lantern festival is a small matter, but your health is more important. Doctor Yang said, you already have a cold uterus, and you suffer so much cold during your period, it will be difficult to get pregnant in the future." Zuo Kunmin said, pushing away Liu Xiaochen's hand on his lower abdomen, He put his warm palm against it and was shocked, why is it so cold?

That night, Zuo Kunmin decided to stay because he remembered that every time Wang Luoxia got her period, Zuo Kunmin liked to let Zuo Kunmin warm her belly with his palms. It was also because, after seeing each other tomorrow, Zuo Kunmin and Liu Xiaochen couldn't see each other for more than a month, and they wanted to stay with her for a while and talk to her.

Liu Xiaochen was squinting lazily, but his pupils suddenly dilated and his eyes widened. He stared blankly at the warm light in front of him, his breathing became light and slow, and he didn't know what to say. I really feel that my cold lower abdomen has become warmer and less painful.

Seeing that Liu Xiaochen remained silent for a long time, Zuo Kunmin faintly felt the subtle changes in her body. Zuo Kunmin raised his body enough to see Liu Xiaochen's expression. Seeing her surprised look, Zuo Kunmin smiled and said, "What? You don't want to give me children in the future?"

Liu Xiaochen turned his face sideways, looked at Zuo Kunmin seriously, his eyes were a little confused, and said: "I feel that having children is far away from me, and I have never thought about it."

Zuo Kunmin originally asked this question half-jokingly, but seeing Liu Xiaochen's serious expression, he also thought about giving birth to a child seriously.

Zuo Kunmin thought about it, slowly lying down, his eyes drifting away, and he said softly: "The second year after Xiaoxia and I got married, my mother urged us to have children. I didn't understand it at the time. She obviously didn't like children, and she didn't understand. I have never raised children properly, so why are we urged to have children and say that life is complete only when we have children? I have only recently thought about the importance of having children as an adult." As he said this, Zuo Kunmin He stopped, his expression became serious, and he was thinking about something seriously.

Liu Xiaochen turned around out of curiosity and saw Zuo Kunmin's bare broad shoulders. He panicked and quickly lowered his eyes.

Zuo Kunmin stopped his hand and regained consciousness. When he saw Liu Xiaochen's panicked eyes, he chuckled and said seriously: "Having and raising children will bring a lot of pain to adults, including lack of freedom, physical exhaustion, energy consumption, dramatic changes in mood, and loss of concentration. Destruction..." At this point, Zuo Kunmin saw Liu Xiaochen's eyes becoming more and more surprised.

"Those are the real aspects of giving birth to and raising children." Zuo Kunmin said with a high tone: "However, there are also contradictory aspects to having and raising children. Raising children is like a physical and mental catastrophe. Every tribulation, every difficulty, cannot be avoided. , don’t run away, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid. Face it calmly and take responsibility, which can break people from the inside. Old values ​​​​are broken, reorganized, expanded, and extended. People will gain a second growth like Nirvana. This Maybe it’s what people often say, life without children is incomplete.”

Liu Xiaochen looked at Zuo Kunmin intently for a while and said, "I think parents, lovers, and people who inspire me all have the role of complete life you mentioned."

Zuo Kunmin thought about it seriously and smiled. Remembering that his hands were free at the moment, he quickly put one hand on Liu Xiaochen's lower back and the other on her belly.

"No matter what I say, you can listen patiently and understand me. After I say it, you can also expand and extend the meaning. Sometimes, I forget the age difference between you and me, and there is a feeling of soul mates."

Liu Xiaochen moved closer to Zuo Kunmin's arms, rested his head on his chest, and said coquettishly: "Teacher Zuo, I really don't want to be separated from you."