One big and one small are practicing love

Zuo Kunmin hadn't felt such a strong sense of loss for a long time. He lay on the bed and looked out the window quietly, crying silently for a while. After his mood calmed down, he sat up.

I looked at my watch. It was 1:28 pm. I had slept for half the day. Why didn't I hear anything? Thinking of the scene before going to bed, my heart felt dull and uncomfortable. I sighed softly and got out of bed.

At this time, they should all be taking a nap. Step lightly and open the door quietly.

When you go out, turn around and walk two steps to the living room. The hall is filled with golden sunlight and the aroma of meat is rich. Liu Xiaochen sat with his chin in front of the wooden table, reading a book.

Sensing someone, Liu Xiaochen turned around and saw Zuo Kunmin standing, grinning and saying, "Teacher Zuo, you're awake."

After saying that, Liu Xiaochen stood up and walked towards Zuo Kunmin, smiling and saying: "There are wrapped pickled cabbage dumplings in the refrigerator, and the rice and vegetables for lunch are still warm. If you want to eat something else, I will make them for you."

"Beef noodles!" Zuo Kunmin replied calmly.

Liu Xiaochen turned to look at the clock on the wall, wondering: "The beef and broth will be ready in half an hour."

"I'm not too hungry, I can wait." Zuo Kunmin smelled the aroma of meat and just wanted to eat beef noodles.

Liu Xiaochen nodded and said, "Okay." Then he pointed to the kitchen and said, "Let me pour you a glass of water and cut some fruit first."

"Yeah!" Zuo Kunmin answered and went to the bathroom.

After taking a shower and washing his hands, Zuo Kunmin came out of the bathroom and came to the living room again, no one was there and there was no sound.

I saw a glass of water and a plate of jelly oranges cut into crescent shapes on the table. Under the sunlight, the flesh was crystal clear and full of juice.

Zuo Kunmin gently pulled up a chair and sat down lazily.

After drinking half a glass of water in one go, my dry mouth and tongue suddenly felt refreshed. Then pick up an orange, bite it gently, and separate the full pulp and thin peel. Chew twice, and the sweet orange juice fills your mouth.

Have a full night's sleep and wake up to some sweet fruit. Zuo Kunmin was shocked that this had never happened since that summer. What seems to be ordinary and simple happiness is extremely difficult for Zuo Kunmin.

Physiological awareness slowly returns, and my mind surges with it. I remembered again what I saw when I came back in the morning. After eating three or five orange slices, I couldn't sit down anymore and stood up to look for Liu Xiaochen.

When I got to the kitchen, I saw two pots on the stove with white steam coming out, but Liu Xiaochen was missing.

Then she went to Zuo Yan and Zuo Xu's room. The children were sleeping peacefully, but she was nowhere to be seen.

Zuo Kunmin stood in the living room, looking around anxiously. He vaguely heard a rustling sound in his bedroom, and strode over.

As soon as he entered, he saw Liu Xiaochen making the bed.

She stood in the sun, her arms spread wide, holding a large dark blue sheet with both hands, and she raised and shook her arms. There was a soft sound of "brushing", and the bed sheet was like a soft wave, rising gently, falling slowly, and falling evenly on the bed in wrinkles.

Liu Xiaochen bent over, tugged and pulled, and smoothed the wrinkled sheets, with powerful movements. While doing it, he said: "Although you came to Shenyang, you only slept in this house for two nights. But tomorrow is the Chinese New Year, and I want to give you a new set of bedding. The new ones I bought have been washed and just dried at noon."

With a 'click' sound, Zuo Kunmin locked the door and walked towards Liu Xiaochen.

Hearing the sound of the door being locked, Liu Xiaochen slowed down and looked up, seeing Zuo Kunmin walking over with a gloomy expression on his face. As he approached, Liu Xiaochen felt a strong sense of oppression. He stopped unconsciously, and just as he was about to straighten up, a dark shadow came over him. By the time Liu Xiaochen realized what he was doing, he was already being held by Zuo Kunmin and thrown onto the bed.

"Zuo..." Liu Xiaochen just opened his mouth, ready to ask him what happened. Zuo Kunmin immediately captured her mouth and sucked her lips hard. His tongue roamed freely in her mouth. He put one hand under the hem of Liu Xiaochen's clothes and touched it straight up.

All this happened so quickly and violently that Liu Xiaochen was so frightened that he hurriedly reached out to stop him. His two hands could not match the strength of one of his hands. After three or five times, his hand had already touched her underwear. Liu Xiaochen gave up resistance. Silently shed tears.

Just when Liu Xiaochen was scared and helpless, Zuo Kunmin suddenly stopped.

His hands were frozen at the button of her underwear. There are several long and short scars in that place. He slowly let go of her mouth, opened his eyes, and saw her face full of tears.

regret! Originally I just wanted to have a good chat with her, but why did it end up like this?

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxiao." Zuo Kunmin said tremblingly, taking his hand out of her clothes and wiping the tears on her face.

Liu Xiaochen pushed his hand away, broke away from his arms, and sat up. Turning his back to Zuo Kunmin, he wiped his tears with the back of his hand, and breathed deeply. After a moment of silence, he choked and said, "Why?"

Zuo Kunmin slowly sat up, hugged Liu Xiaochen from behind, and said softly: "Does the wound still hurt?"

Liu Xiaochen shook his head twice and said nothing.

"I came back from working overtime and wanted to accompany you and take you out for a walk. When I came back, I saw you and that boy were very close and wearing the same clothes. I was angry." Zuo Kunmin said in her ear.

Liu Xiaochen opened Zuo Kunmin's hand and turned around.

Take a deep breath and adjust your emotions. Liu Xiaochen made a joke to Aunt Liu, told Zuo Kunmin one by one that she was injured and had to wear Shen Liang's clothes, and that Shen Liang had a girlfriend. and explain. In the morning they watched a short animated film together, made by Zuo Yan and Zuo Xu.

After hearing the explanation, Zuo Kunmin said: "Why don't you say these words when you usually call me on the phone?"

Liu Xiaochen lowered his head, shed two tears, and said, "I won't even talk to you now. You are so busy and tired at work. I'm afraid of wasting your time by talking nonsense, and I'm afraid of saying the wrong thing, upsetting you, and... Afraid..." Liu Xiaochen said, his voice choked with sobs, "I'm also afraid that if I tell the truth, you will ignore me."

"Silly girl, you don't have to worry so much when talking to me." Zuo Kunmin said and chuckled: "You can say anything to me. For example, complaining that I can't accompany you, or asking you to take care of the child when you are injured. , I have to hold my watch to make a phone call to you."

Like a child who had been wronged and was criticized by an adult, Liu Xiaochen burst into tears as he listened.

Zuo Kunmin stretched out his arms and gently took Liu Xiaochen into his arms.

"You don't need to be so careful about your emotions." As he said that, Zuo Kunmin rubbed her hair and said softly: "I am a very boring person. I have no hobbies except work. When I am tired from work, I will be very relaxed when talking to you. I I like to hear you talk about family gossip, what did Yanyan eat, and why is Xiaoxu so naughty. You are just a little girl, so you have to show off your temper and say some unreasonable and angry words. Well." After saying that, he lowered his head and pecked Liu Xiaochen's forehead.

"That night, I told you 'I love you', but you ignored me and told me to go to bed early." Liu Xiaochen said in a coquettish tone.

"Alas! This is what makes an old and experienced man like me boring." Zuo Kunmin said, letting go of Liu Xiaochen, looking into her eyes, and said seriously: "Xiaoxiao, I'm in the mall. When facing all kinds of people, speaking carelessly will cause trouble. Therefore, no matter what others say, I try to hide my emotions. Whatever I say must be carefully considered by my brain. But..." Zuo Kunmin suddenly stopped. , silent.

"But what?" Liu Xiaochen asked.

"On the night we kissed, after I said 'I love you', I realized that I didn't think about it, I meant it with my heart." Zuo Kunmin said, and when he saw Liu Xiaochen's moved expression, he paused and then said: "When you said 'I love you' on the phone, I smiled from ear to ear on the other end of the phone. I was afraid that you would laugh at me if you knew that someone as old as me still snickered because of these three words. So, I hung up the phone in a hurry."

Liu Xiaochen suddenly thought of something and slid out of bed, saying, "I won't tell you anymore. The soup is ready. I'm going to cook noodles for you."

"Liu Xiaochen!" Zuo Kunmin grabbed her and said angrily: "Did you listen to me carefully? I am saying such affectionate words to you, and you are thinking about cooking noodles?"

"Teacher Zuo, it's almost 2 o'clock. Aren't you hungry?" Liu Xiaochen asked seriously.

Zuo Kunmin smiled evilly and said: "I'm hungry, but I don't want to eat noodles now. I want to eat..."

Before he finished speaking, there were two knocks on the door. As if they had done something wrong, the two people quickly let go of their hands and looked at the door with bated breath.

"Dang, Dang, Dang," there were three consecutive knocks on the door.

After confirming that someone was knocking on the door and identifying that it was coming from the front door, the two of them breathed a sigh of relief.

"It should be Aunt Liu or Shen Liang, I'll open the door." Liu Xiaochen said, picking up the sheets and quilts that had been changed from the bedside table, and stepped out.

As soon as the door opened, Zuo Kunmin smelled the aroma of meat again, and this time he was really hungry.

When he got up and was about to go out to let Liu Xiaochen cook noodles, he saw that the sheets were very wrinkled. He smiled, bent over to spread the sheets, and heard a conversation coming from the living room.

"Hello, who are you looking for?" Liu Xiaochen asked.

"Zuo Kunmin lives here, right?" a young female voice said.

"Yeah! He's at home. Do you want to find him? I'll call him for you." Liu Xiaochen said.

"No, I want to live here." The female voice affirmed.

"Live here? Excuse me, who are you?"

Hearing this, Zuo Kunmin also laid out the sheets neatly. He stepped out and went straight to the door. He looked at the beautiful girl with blond hair carrying the suitcase indifferently and said, "Have you eaten?"

"No." The girl pushed the box towards Zuo Kunmin and said, "Which room should I stay in?"

Zuo Kunmin took the box that slid over, pointed to the living room and said, "You sit there and wait, eat a bowl of noodles, and wait until Xiaoxu and Yanyan wake up."

Hearing this, Liu Xiaochen looked puzzled and roughly guessed their relationship, but he was still not sure.

"Okay." The girl went in with her schoolbag on her back and without changing her shoes.

At this time, Zuo Kunmin looked at Liu Xiaochen and said, "Her name is Bian Chang. She is my sister. She went home to celebrate the New Year. Please cook two bowls of noodles."