Zhou Zishan explained the reason to Li Lin.

Li Lin had a worried look on his face and said nothing as he thought about it. After a while, he changed the topic: "Let's not talk about this anymore. How is that person, Li Chengfeng?"

Seeing that Li Lin finally woke up, Zhou Zishan replied: "Dead."

"You deserve it. How did you die?" Li Lin's anger dissipated and he seemed to be in a good mood.

"He'll die in seconds." Zhou Zishan didn't intend to recall anything related to Ling Lie, so he answered simply.

"It's easy for him." Li Lin snorted coldly, "He should be put in jail and work on a sewing machine from morning to night every day for more than 70 years."

Zhou Zishan smiled and said, "Okay, everyone is gone, it's all over."

"Oh, by the way, that day..." Li Lin remembered how Zhou Zishan and Ling Lie looked at that time, and said quickly, "That day, you seemed to have misunderstood him."

Zhou Zishan was confused: "Huh? Who?"

"Ling Lie. You misunderstood him. I asked him not to come in."

Zhou Zishan's expression was a little dull, "What do you mean?"

"I couldn't beat them, but I got a lot of hallucinogens from Li Chengfeng. When they tied me up and relaxed their vigilance, I took the opportunity to take it out of my sleeves and smashed it to the ground."

Li Lin slowly narrated what happened, "The concentration of hallucinogens in the living room at that time could theoretically drive Alpha and Omega crazy to the point of losing their minds. I was already prepared to be tied up and killed, and they exchanged words with each other. During the beating, they accidentally injured me several times... I didn't expect that the rope was cut off at the same time. I could barely crawl to the side to hide."

Li Lin apologized to Zhou Zishan sheepishly: "The smell of hallucinogens was still there when Ling Lie came. I was afraid that he would go crazy and get into trouble, so I asked him to go out and wait for you to come... Don't misunderstand him, I am holding you back." My legs are broken, I shouldn’t be so reckless..."

Zhou Zishan took a breath: "So that's it?"

Li Lin nodded: "My consciousness was not very clear at that time. I vaguely heard someone arguing. After waking up one after another in the past two days, I remembered that it was the two of you arguing."

Zhou Zishan thought of Ling Lie's appearance at that time again, opened his mouth, and was half angry to death.

So why didn’t that silly dog ​​defend himself? Fortunately, Li Lin is not Li Yue, otherwise...

Zhou Zishan's chest felt tight.

Silly dog, I really want to press him on the bed and ravage him...

Squeeze him dry.

Wait, why did you want to go there again?

Seeing that Zhou Zishan's expression was not good, Li Lin asked tentatively: "Did you really quarrel?"

Zhou Zishan is always sincere to his brothers, and he will say when he has something to say, "Yeah, but I think about it carefully, you are actually just the trigger."

"What's the reason?" Li Lin took the peeled apple from Xiaobai and took a bite. The sweet taste instantly filled the air.

"It's not easy for you two to meet again. With him, the pheromone disorder in you has been relieved by more than half. The results of the recent blood tests are much better, and the manic factor index has also dropped by half. This is Good thing."

Zhou Zishan sighed, "There is a big gap between me and him. Being on equal terms should have been a feudal remnant, but I always feel that it still exists. As you know, I have been making money in the past few years, but no matter how much I make, there is a sense of emptiness. There is no sense of security. But he is different. He was born with a silver spoon in his mouth, and his family’s assets are as rich as the country’s... In many things, as long as their family’s identity is confirmed, they can take advantage of it.”

Speaking of this, Zhou Zishan lowered his eyes: "But I always feel that if that kind of backdoor approach is used on me, I will be very uncomfortable. I still prefer the feeling of holding real things in my hands. Then The life of a privileged class cannot be measured by money. As long as you reach that environment, everything you do will be watched by thousands of eyes, and you can't make mistakes."

"This feeling is so suffocating..."

Zhou Zishan clenched his fists: "Can you understand? It's like an ordinary person turned into a star. He was exposed inadvertently, and then he was reviled and insulted by thousands of people. Even if there were blessings, those ten thousand The influx of malicious intent can also make people extremely uncomfortable, and it requires great courage to fight against it."

"But...who can withstand a lifetime of insults and using a magnifying glass to find shortcomings? Not to mention the malicious intentions that appear in private. No matter how much courage you have, it will be worn away sooner or later."

"Can't he protect you?" Li Lin wondered.

Zhou Zishan shook his head, his eyes full of negativity:

"I knew it when he took me to the banquet that day. Even if no one said anything to me on the surface, they would definitely criticize me in private. This was just as an ordinary friend. .If it were made public..."

Zhou Zishan breathed out: "He wants to tell everyone 'I am his', but you know, I don't like that. I hate being stared at and talked about. The live broadcast of the assessment is already very uncomfortable, let alone Say... you can block one person's mouth, but you can also block everyone's mouth? We can develop to this point not just by relying on such simple and childish methods, right? "

Li Lin understood: "Zishan, don't you regret it? Having the best one may not be as good as the 'not bad' ones in the future, let alone the 'average' ones."

Zhou Zishan's eyes were firm: "I'm ready to cut out the glands. Once I've settled my scores and accounts, I'll cut out the glands."

Li Lin almost jumped out of bed in shock: "Zishan! Think again! Not everyone can have a talent rating like yours, think again!"

Xiaobai on the side was also extremely shocked, his eyes widened.

"Instead of always having to fight against the uncontrollable biological instinct, it's better to get rid of it once and for all. Otherwise, I won't always have desire for him because of the influence of hormones." Zhou Zishan lowered his eyes, "I really feel that the reason why I am in such a mood now The chaos is all due to hormones.”

Without hormones, there would be no clouding.

When you see his face, you will not think of that face breathing heavily and roaring in your ears.

You don’t want to kiss him or hug him just because you smell him.

I won’t go to him again and again to satisfy my never-ending ravine-like thirst.

You won't have his image in your mind every moment, but you are afraid that you will be too clingy and let the person who is always hot for three minutes fall off.

Zhou Zishan has had enough of being so emotional.

If you want to get out of the prison called "Ling Lie", you must first solve the problem fundamentally.

If you cut it off, you won’t have worries, you won’t worry that one day you will lose control during a task because your instincts and desires are not satisfied, and you won’t become a medicine pot because you have to restrain your instincts.

He just wants to be an ordinary Hongcheng resident with no ambitions or dreams. If he has any spare energy, he can become a private law enforcer and use his hacker skills to solve cases. If he has no spare energy, he can live an ordinary and healthy life.

That's it.

As for Ling Lie.

Zhou Zishan had no right to interfere with whatever the family asked of him.

And who he marries in the future has nothing to do with him.

His love for Ling Lie was just a boy's love.

It's out of selfishness, throbbing, and lust. Apart from that, what else can he do to resist the worldly and material tests?

People hate those in power who are not worthy of their virtue.

So does he.

He does not consider himself a saint.

Zhou Zishan does not think that he is qualified to be the daughter-in-law of a noble family.

It's better to quit early than to humiliate yourself later.

Rather than letting their relationship waste away in quarrels and years, it would be better to cut it off as soon as possible and make a clean break.

In this way, I can still leave myself with the last bit of dignity as an ordinary person.

When we recall each other in the future, in each other’s memories, it can all be...

The best look.

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