After the divorce, the boss tore off my vest with his own hands

"Suppressed...depressed?"

When Bai Jingyue heard these two words, his heart suddenly tightened.

In her opinion, anyone in this world can be depressed, but her good sister Chu Zhixin cannot be depressed.

She had gone through so many changes in her heart back then, including the bankruptcy of her family, the death of a close relative, and finally the bumpy marriage with Sheng Tingye, which she had endured.

Why is it that now, even though everything is getting better, I feel depressed?

"Is it a mistake?"

Bai Jingyue secretly glanced at Chu Zhixin and pulled the doctor to a corner, "My friend is the strongest and most optimistic person I have ever met. How could she be depressed?"

"You don't understand this. Depression is pathological. It has nothing to do with whether a person is strong or optimistic. Some people look happy and happy every day, but in fact they are already terminally ill. For example, An apple looks shiny on the outside, but once it starts to rot, it rots from the inside. If not treated in time, the consequences will be disastrous."

The doctor let out a long sigh and showed sympathy to Hatsukoro.

Judging from his many years of medical experience, Chu Zhixin’s physical condition is not a big problem. A good rest will bring her back to her best condition. On the contrary, it is her mental state and her emotional ups and downs that are most important. Attention.

"Our hospital also has a specialized psychology department. There are many young people who come to see the doctor every year. Some are cured, and some are not cured and jump directly from the building. If you are really her friend, you should take her to see a doctor as soon as possible. Insurance Some."

After the doctor finished speaking, he returned to the ward, asked Chu Zhixin a few more questions about eye protection, and then left the ward.

At this moment, Chu Zhixin was much calmer than before. She was sitting by the window alone, looking at the scenery outside the window. She didn't speak for a long time and had no expression. It was impossible to guess what she was thinking.

"Xinxin..."

Bai Jingyue walked to Chu Zhixin. She originally had a lot of complaints in her stomach, such as why she didn't contact her for so long, why she didn't go home, and wasn't she worried that they would worry about her?

These complaints had accumulated in her heart for so long and became an uncomfortable knot, but the knot disappeared the moment she saw Chu Zhixin.

No matter what the reason was, she always believed that Chu Zhixin must have her own difficulties and would never deliberately not contact them.

"What did you just say to the doctor?"

Chu Zhixin turned around and saw Bai Jingyue's expression, which was cold and sharp. It was not as gentle and loving as before, and was full of a strange and alienated feeling.

Such eyes made Bai Jingyue feel scared, as if a close friend he once knew had been snatched away.

"No, I didn't say anything!"

Bai Jingyue said cautiously: "The doctor and I are very worried about your condition, so we discussed your recent status. The doctor said that you..."

"unnecessary!"

Chu Zhixin interrupted Bai Jingyue, "I'm very well now. There's nothing to worry about. That doctor is Lin Yirou's. He's not a good person. Don't listen to him and don't treat me like a monster."

"No matter who the doctor is, what he reminded me makes sense to me and should be taken seriously..."

Bai Jingyue was still cautious, for fear of making Chu Zhixin angry if he was not careful.

Because the doctor said that a very typical emotional characteristic of patients with depression is sensitivity and persecutory delusion.

The heart at this moment is very different from the generous and cheerful heart before. It has become sensitive and suspicious, even a little cold and unkind.

"What did he remind you of?"

Chu Zhixin approached Bai Jingyue little by little with an aggressive expression, "You are my best friend, you should be on my side, why do you still believe in the words of my enemies? Do you know what Lin Yirou did? Well, who can be a good person who can interact with someone like her?!"

"Xinxin, don't get excited. The doctor didn't say much. He just said that you now..."

Bai Jingyue paused for a moment, took a deep breath and said, "He said that something is not right with you right now. You are depressed and have too many ups and downs. I'm afraid... I'm afraid there is a risk of depression, so he asked us to pay more attention to your mental state."

"Haha, it means that he thinks I am mentally unhealthy!"

Chu Zhixin sneered, the look in Bai Jingyue's eyes was something Bai Jingyue had never seen before. It was cold and thorough, but it was still a pair of blue eyes. They were beautiful, but they were also really freezing.

Even though she and Chu Zhixin had been close friends for so many years, she was genuinely frozen.

"Depression is indeed a mental illness, so we should pay more attention to it, seek treatment from a doctor in time, and just take some medicine."

Bai Jingyue took the risk of getting angry in her first heart and mustered up the courage to express her truest thoughts.

Before the doctor said that Chu Zhixin was depressed, she was still skeptical, but now... just from the few dozen minutes she and Chu Zhixin got together, she could clearly feel that Xinxin's condition was already very serious.

Because in the past, I would never have said such serious words to her.

Now she felt that her heart did not treat her as a friend, but as an enemy, and every word was pierced with sharp thorns that hurt her life.

"Since you think I'm mentally unhealthy, stay away from me to avoid being accidentally hurt by me."

Chu Zhixin said in an indifferent tone.

She also knew that she seemed to be sick. She was already very depressed. After seeing the photos of Sheng Tingye and Lin Yirou kissing, she felt even more uncomfortable. It seemed that there was a breath stuck in her heart, and it took a lot of effort just to breathe. , no longer able to deal with anyone and anything.

Because she couldn't control her words and actions, she could only choose to keep a distance from those close to her, so as not to hurt the people she clearly cared about with the sharp blade she didn't want to extend.

Bai Jingyue didn't know Chu Zhixin's true thoughts. She only felt that Chu Zhixin was driving her away. No matter how good her mentality was, she was about to collapse.

"Xinxin, we have been friends for so many years. I have already regarded you as my biological sister. Don't you understand how I feel about you? I am really worried about you and want to be good for you. I just hope you pay attention to your own emotions, but in your opinion, why do you think I am your enemy and want to harm you?"

"sorry."

Chu Zhixin closed her eyes and showed a painful and helpless expression, "I know that I am sick, not only my body, but also my heart. That's why I have been hiding and not contacting you these days. If possible, I want to continue hiding, so... you go back!"