After the divorce, the boss tore off my vest with his own hands

"Dead, dead?"

Aunt Mei showed a surprised expression, unable to digest this breaking news for a while.

Such a good person, so aloof and perfect, why did he suddenly die? !

"Yes, he died. If there were no accidents, he should have died to save me."

Chu Zhixin said in a difficult voice, with a heavy expression.

Although Su Yongqin believed that Sheng Tingye's death must have been caused by an adulterer, she also had a responsibility that she could not escape.

If the man had not injured his leg in order to save her, and his life was hanging by a thread, how could those traitors have taken advantage of her?

"really?"

Aunt Mei couldn't believe what Chu Zhixin said.

Sheng Tingye was a ruthless beast who caused Miss Xinxin so much misery. How could he sacrifice himself to save Miss Xinxin? There must be some misunderstanding.

"I don't know if it's true. At least from the information I know, his death must have been caused by me, but I also have an unavoidable responsibility. I feel... a little sad."

Chu Zhixin lowered his head and spoke silently, his voice so low that he was almost talking to himself.

Yes, she was sad.

For so long, she pretended not to care, as if the man's death must not have affected her at all.

But in the dead of night, when she was alone, she had to admit that she was really a little sad.

"Are you sad because you blame yourself, or because you are reluctant to let go?"

Aunt Mei asked sharply.

"I don't know why I'm sad. I just remember clearly that the moment I learned that he was no longer alive, my heart suddenly became empty, like a small dot that quickly collapsed, and then Little by little, it turned into a black hole like an abyss, constantly devouring my self, making me become less and less like myself, and more and more irrational..."

When Chu Zhixin said this, he huddled together in pain, held his head with his hands, and kept repeating: "I don't know what's wrong with me, I really don't know."

Aunt Mei quickly hugged Chu Zhixin and coaxed her gently like she did when she was a child: "Okay, okay, Miss Xinxin, don't be sad anymore. It's all over. You just had a relationship before and you were separated for so long. Now, if he’s gone, he’s gone, don’t let him affect your mood.”

"But he died to save me. I feel so uncomfortable, and my heart feels so empty... Aunt Mei, I obviously haven't lost anything, why do I feel so empty?"

Chu Zhixin looked at Aunt Mei with tears in her eyes. Facing the wet nurse who had brought her up since childhood and the person closest to her, she no longer wanted to pretend to be strong.

"This...Miss Xinxin, don't cry, don't cry. People can't be resurrected after death. You should be sorry and accept the changes. If I had known that you had not forgotten him at all, you should have returned to Haicheng in the past four years to renew your relationship with him, regardless of the outcome. How about that, at least there are no regrets.”

Aunt Mei patted Chu Zhixin's back and said with emotion: "This scoundrel Sheng is really bad. He looks like a dragon among men, as if he has an immortal body, but turns out to be a worm among men. How old is he? , just died, not living up to expectations at all!”

"Miss Xinxin, do you think Bad Baan Sheng is not dead at all? He just had to fake his death for other reasons?"

"I don't know. The Sheng family even chose his cemetery, and he was burned into ashes..."

"If he hadn't died, what would you have done? Would you have given him another chance and chosen to start over with him?"

Aunt Mei was looking forward to a miracle in the world, looking forward to waking up and hearing the news of Sheng Tingye's resurrection.

"If he didn't die but pretended to be dead, I would hate him forever and never forgive him again, let alone believe him. He doesn't deserve so much sadness and tears from me!"

Chu Zhixin said with cold eyes and a firm tone.

Aunt Mei shook her head and said to the point: "So, you and Bad Bad Sheng are destined to be a pair of resentful couples. They hurt each other when they are alive, and they have to feel sorry for each other when they die. Do you think you are asking for trouble?"

"I……"

"Listen to Aunt Mei, wipe away your tears, don't be sad, just treat this person as still alive in another corner of the world, but you will never meet again, just like the past four years, you have not let go, but Are you living a free and easy life? Why are you still alive?"

"Aunt Mei, you are right. I lost control. I shouldn't be so affected by a person who no longer exists. I have to put down all these messy feelings like before. Only if I don't have love can I feel lighter!"

After being comforted by Aunt Mei, Chu Zhixin suddenly became enlightened. She wiped away her tears and ordered herself not to be depressed anymore, but to stand up!

For the first time, she had a solid sleep without any external force, such as hypnosis or piano.

When I woke up, it was already past seven o'clock.

Today she and Aunt Mei will send Yuan Bao and Sugar Baby to Monte Perry Kindergarten.

Because it was the first day, and the two children were transfer students, there would definitely be a lot of miscellaneous things to deal with.

I decided to go early.

So, without saying anything, she stood up like a carp.

The two children also got up one after another.

Chu Zhixin was worrying about making some nutritious and delicious breakfast for the two children when the doorbell suddenly rang.

When I opened it, I saw that it was the errand boy from that day again.

"Hello, Ms. Chu, your breakfast is ready. Please enjoy it slowly."

Before Chu Zhixin could ask any more questions, the errand boy had already left.

In desperation, Chu Zhixin could only open the thermos box and take out the breakfast one by one.

Compared with before, the breakfast this time has much fewer types, but the presentation is much more exquisite and exudes an attractive aroma.

"Mommy, is breakfast here?"

Yuan Bao was originally lazy, but when he saw the breakfast on the table, he immediately smiled.

"It's here, but are you sure you want to eat it? You have forgotten the painful experience last time?"

Chu Zhixin still has lingering fears when thinking about the dark breakfast he had last time, and has no courage to try it again.

"What are you afraid of, Mommy? She is a famous chef in Haicheng. It is normal to make a mistake occasionally. This time it will definitely be delicious. I can already smell the aroma. Don't worry about eating it!"

Yuan Bao has very high expectations for Mr. Q.

He believed that Mr. Q must have improved after practicing his cooking skills for so many days.

"I don't dare to eat. I want to eat you."

Chu Zhixin touched her stomach, recalling the taste last time and almost vomited it out.

"Well, I don't dare to eat either..."

Yuan Bao shrugged.

Although he supports Xiao Q very much, he only needs to support him ideologically, but he really doesn't have the courage to support him in action.

After all, Xiao Q's craftsmanship last time almost made him quit the habit of eating breakfast.

At this time, Sugar Baby woke up, wearing pink bunny pajamas, and walked over slowly.

"This cake looks so beautiful. Sugar babies love eating cakes the most!"

The little guy picked it up and put it into his mouth without saying a word.

"Hey, sugar baby, don't..."

Seeing that Chu Zhixin couldn't stop it, he could only let the poor sugar baby become a guinea pig first.

She and Yuan Bao stared at her for a moment, and asked cautiously: "How does it taste...?"