After the divorce, the boss tore off my vest with his own hands

Chapter 315 But the one I hate the most is myself

After Sheng Tingye supervised Lin Yirou to take all the medicine, he ordered her to sit in the rest area next to her.

Lin Yirou didn't complain at all, and returned to the rest area with dull eyes, sitting there like a soulless walking zombie, no longer noisy or making trouble.

Sheng Tingye straightened his handsome face and said coldly, "You still have the nerve to ask why she is like this, don't you still know?"

The anger that Chu Zhixin had just extinguished sprang up again: "Sheng Tingye, can you still speak properly? If you really think that I have committed a heinous crime, how can you retaliate? Don't be so arrogant here and always stand on the moral high ground to suppress me!"

Sheng Tingye looked directly into Chu Zhixin's eyes with cold eyes, a little sad in them, and asked softly: "A little life was lost because of you, and a woman was ruined by you. Do you really feel no guilt at all? Really?" Do you feel like you have no responsibility at all?”

"I……"

The initial heart was dumb for a moment.

How could she not feel guilty? In the past four years, there had not been a day when she was not condemned by her conscience.

However, time can't be turned back. She can't let this 'accident' punish herself for the rest of her life, right?

"That day, I carried her to the hospital covered in blood. The doctor said... if she had been sent a little earlier, the child might have been saved. Yirou's uterus does not necessarily have to be removed, just a little earlier!"

Sheng Tingye's deep eyes were full of sadness, and the ends of his eyes were red. He was really painful and sad.

His voice was suppressed and he asked with a deep heart: "Why did you push her? I asked her to die in society and put her where you can't see her. Why don't you let her go?"

"I……"

Chu Zhixin stood there helplessly, a thin layer of sweat suddenly forming on his palms.

She had a lot to explain. She wanted to tell Sheng Tingye that it was not he who took the initiative to find Lin Yirou, but Lin Yirou who found her.

Moreover, it was not that she actively wanted to push Lin Yirou, it was Lin Yirou who kept provoking her, and she failed...

But no matter how you explain it, you can't be considered innocent in the face of this bloody tragedy. It's better not to explain!

"Just a little earlier, just a little bit, this tragedy will not happen. Why are you so cruel that you refuse to save me? What are you afraid of?"

Sheng Tingye's bright eyes were sparkling with tears. The look in his eyes was not anger, but regret, "Obviously at that time, I had already chosen you. If it had been earlier, everything... would have been different!"

At that time, he and Chu Zhixin left the dangerous Baili family, and he confirmed his feelings for this woman.

Also waiting for her answer, her promise to start over with him.

But who knew that something like this would happen...

Just a little earlier, he and Chu Zhixin would not end like this!

"I'm very sorry!"

Chu Zhixin lowered her head silently and spoke from the bottom of her heart.

"Ever since the child was gone, Yirou has gone crazy. The doctor found out that she has severe depression, severe anxiety, and severe mania. She must take medication for life to control it. Taking too much of those medications can keep her calm, but the side effects are extremely serious. Big, she became crazy from then on. Only when I was by her side did she get better..."

Sheng Tingye looked at the stupid Lin Yirou, sighed, and continued: "When she was awake, she knew that her child was gone and her son was gone. She cried all day long. When she was confused, she thought she was She was still pregnant with the child, so she asked me to take her to a prenatal check-up, visit a toy store, and a children's clothing store. She probably didn't take any medicine today. It must be the child's memorial day, so she wanted to buy a few sets of clothes for the child and burn them. When I touched you, I was stimulated, so my reaction was so scary."

Sheng Tingye told Chu Zhixin one by one about all the situations.

"I am telling you this not to retaliate against you or to suppress you. I just want you to know that you are not the only one who has been wronged in this world. You are wronged and Yirou is miserable. Why shouldn't it be the same for me?"

Sheng Tingye's expression was a little painful.

He had already put these things away in the dust and didn't want to mention them anymore. He also told himself that he didn't want to think about anything for the rest of his life, and he just wanted to atone for his sins honestly.

But unfortunately, the original intention is back, and some things can no longer be pretended not to exist like the "Emperor's New Clothes".

"You said I hate you. I admit it. There was a time when I did hate you and wanted to strangle you. But what I hate most is myself. It's me who didn't handle the relationship between you two well. It's me who thought everything over. It's too idealistic. I reacted too slowly and did not prevent this tragedy as quickly as possible..."

When Sheng Tingye said this, he could no longer speak.

His tall body was carried on his back, his broad back trembling slightly, as if he was forcing himself to swallow back the sadness.

Chu Zhixin rarely saw him, who was cold and conceited, so vulnerable and helpless, like a lost child.

In my memory, I only saw him once, at his brother's funeral.

Her heart also started to feel uncomfortable, and she couldn't help but want to go forward and hug him...

Deep in her heart, a voice immediately jumped out, constantly reminding her: "Sympathize with a man and you will be unlucky for a lifetime! Sympathize with a man and you will be unlucky for a lifetime! Sympathize with a man and you will be unlucky for a lifetime!"

In the end, she just gave a few perfunctory words of comfort: "Things have happened. If you can do anything, please be more open-minded!"

After all, what else could you do but try to be more liberal?

"Do you need me to do anything?"

Chu Zhixin asked Sheng Tingye.

Sheng Tingye took a deep breath, finally adjusted his emotions, and turned around slowly. His handsome face was still as cold and ruthless as before, but the red eyes revealed the shameful fact that he was a grown man crying.

"If you really feel guilty about your conscience, then be tolerant to Yirou. She may not be a good woman, but she is not a treacherous person either. Her fate is also very miserable and tortuous..."

Her brother loved her so much. If she were still alive, their family of three would definitely be very happy.

It can only be said that creation confuses people, and as a "vested interest", he can only alleviate the guilt in his heart by being kind to Lin Yirou.

"understand!"

Hatsumi nodded.

It can be seen that Sheng Tingye really loves Lin Yirou. Even in this situation, Lin Yirou still refuses to leave. What a touching love!

No wonder he was obsessed with divorcing her!

"Yirou and I are going to worship that child now. If it's convenient for you, come along!"

Sheng Tingye demanded in a cold voice.

He felt that Chu Zhixin must resolve this matter, otherwise it would be a tumor that all of them would not be able to let go of, and all of them would be trapped in it.

However, he was not sure whether Chu Zhixin was willing or not, after all, this woman had such a strong self-esteem!

"Of course, if you don't want to, I won't force you."

Sheng Tingye waited for Chu Zhixin's answer.

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