After the divorce, the boss tore off my vest with his own hands

Qiao An looked at the test paper on the table and was silent for a long time before she said thoughtfully, "Rather than saying that I hope he can study with me, it's better to say that I hope to see him in the past. Isn't it a bit ridiculous!"

Once upon a time, she really liked Chu Zhihan, the big brother who was so handsome that TV stations would come to interview him. She liked his intelligence and high level of comprehension, and she liked his sunny and positive life.

If she could go back in time to the night before she took the college entrance examination, she might choose to hide the painful thing.

If that matter had been concealed, and Chu Zhihan had not stood up for her and completely broken off with her family, would his and her lives have been different?

Unfortunately, there is no time machine in this world. It is impossible to pretend that what has happened has not happened. Once the gears of fate start to turn, there is no way to reverse it!

"In fact, you still have my brother in your heart, right? Rather than saying that you hate him, it's better to say that you care about him too much, so you have to cut ties with him, right?"

Chu Zhixin took advantage of the victory and wanted to test Qiao An's true thoughts.

In fact, she always felt that Qiao An, like her brother, was a person who said one thing and meant another. They said hatred because the love deep in their hearts was too heavy.

Otherwise, when he first met Qiao An, and Qiao An was dying, she whispered that the person she wanted to see most would not be Chu Zhihan.

"I do not know either……"

Qiao An shook her head. "I can only say that it was fate that played tricks on him. He was such an excellent and perfect person, but because he grew up in a family like ours, he was ruined and fell from a god to a devil."

"Sometimes I really can't understand why my parents, who are such bad people, had to adopt him. Even if he was adopted by any other family, his fate would not be like this. At least he could go to school. Maybe he would be a top student like you and have a bright and respectable life."

Qiao An always said that she hated Chu Zhihan, but in the end, the people she hated the most were herself and her terrible family members.

She hated that she was born in a sick family, and she also hated her own incompetence. Not only did she fail to help Chu Zhihan, but she caused him to fall into a deeper abyss. How could she not feel guilty?

Therefore, Chu Zhixin’s guess was very accurate. Rather than saying that she was pushing Chu Zhihan away, it would be better to say that she did not have the courage to face her true, sick family of origin!

"You can't make it hard on yourself like this?"

Chu Zhixin looked at Qiao An with some distress, "I heard a saying before, and I think it is very useful. Everyone who comes to this world has actually read his life script in advance, but he still chose to come here, so there must be something here worth his rush. Maybe for brother, he was adopted by your parents just to meet you?"

"Maybe as long as he can meet you, he is willing to endure those misfortunes? Besides, his fate is not caused by you, but by fate itself. It is destined that way."

Qiao An's eyes were filled with tears, and she stared at Chu Zhixin blankly, "Is this really the case?"

"I think so."

Chu Zhixin smiled and used himself as an example, "What do you think of my life?"

"I think you're... perfect."

Qiao An's eyes were full of pity and envy. "You grew up in a loving family, married the man you love, have a pair of lovely children, and have many friends and relatives who are willing to go through fire and water for you. Apart from the slightly flawed relationship with Mr. Sheng, I think you have no regrets."

"Do not……"

Chu Zhixin shook his head. "In fact, I have experienced a lot of pain, but now it is all in the past, just like the scars on my hands, which slowly no longer produce pain signals."

"For example, you saw your parents jump from a tall building and fall in front of you covered in blood. Another example is that you were ignored and betrayed by the man you loved... There are too many, too many, and these pains cannot be compared or quantified for an individual."

"I, I think I understand a little bit."

Qiao An took a deep breath, and suddenly felt enlightened. She said quietly, "I have always felt that my life is bleak and my fate is tragic, but if you think about it carefully, everyone has a hard time and everyone has flaws in life. I should not be trapped in the past and should not use the past to punish myself now."

“Yes, that’s what I wanted to say.”

Chu Zhixin felt a little relieved when she saw that Qiao An had finally come to terms with it.

Then, the two continued their class. Joan studied more attentively than before and was no longer affected by some random thoughts.

After class, Chu Zhixin started chatting with Qiao An again.

"Qiao An, I've always been curious about how bad your family was back then. Why do you and my brother seem to be so secretive about it when you mention it?"

"It's very bad."

Joan was flipping through a book with her eyes evasive, as if she didn't want to talk too much about her complicated family.

Chu Zhixin also knew that Qiao An didn't want to talk about it, but Qiao An was the only person who might know what her brother had experienced in the past. This would be one step closer for her to find out the truth about why her brother was forced to be separated from his father and mother.

"To be honest, I went to an old friend's house a while ago. His house is also in a fishing village, which happens to be a little close to your village. Then I went out to sea with my friend and took a boat to the village where you lived before..."

Chu Zhixin still felt a little scared when he recalled it. "That village gave me a weird feeling. There was only one old lady left. She said some unclear words. There were some rumors, which seemed to be about your family..."

"What, you...you went to that village?"

Qiao An's nerves, which had been relaxed at first, suddenly tensed up. She grasped the pages of the book with her fingers and said with horror, "Where are you going? That village is extinct. There are no people left. Where did this old lady come from?"

"The village is desolate, but I did see an old lady..."

"What exactly do you want to investigate?"

Qiao An stood up suddenly and looked at Chu Zhixin as if he was looking at a demon. "You also know that the past is the past. Why do you still need to investigate? Why do you want to use the past to punish the present?"

"Qiao An, don't get excited, I'm just asking casually."

Chu Zhixin didn't expect Qiao An to react so strongly, so he decided to stop there, "Actually, I don't care about your past at all, I just want to get to know you better."

"So what do you want to know?"

Qiao An's mood calmed down a little, but his eyes became a little more indifferent.

Chu Zhixin clenched her fingers, "I just want to know one thing..."