After the divorce, the boss tore off my vest with his own hands

Chu Zhihan looked at Chu Zhixin, and seemed to see the sadness hidden in her bones from her free and easy attitude, and felt a little distressed.

"sorry."

Chu Zhihan apologized to Chu Zhixin with some guilt, "It's my fault for reminding you of sad things again, but you can rest assured that I won't cause trouble for Sheng Tingye, and you won't be embarrassed to help anyone again."

Although, deep down in his heart, he had never let go of his hatred for Sheng Tingye and dreamed of tearing that guy into pieces.

But whenever he saw Chu Zhixin and thought of the harm she had suffered because of this, his hatred was suppressed. Even if he wanted to tear Sheng Tingye into pieces, he could only do it in his dreams.

"Thank you, really."

Chu Zhixin's eyes were a little red.

She understood how difficult it was for Chu Zhihan to let go of this hatred, and she understood the concessions Chu Zhihan made for her.

It is true that her brother is a very bad person, but he has been trying hard to become a better person for her. She also hopes that one day, her brother can truly and wholeheartedly become a good person.

"Now, what are you going to do?"

After Chu Zhixin calmed down, he asked Chu Zhihan curiously.

“I actually don’t know…”

Chu Zhihan spread his hands and said helplessly: "You can see that I hate Qiao An, but I don't like anything to happen to her. I even hope that she can be happier and let go of the unhappy things in the past."

"However, sometimes I can't control myself. When I face her, I always say things that are not what I mean. Especially when I see her treating me like a scourge, it makes me particularly unhappy!"

"I really don't know what to do. When it comes to relationships, I'm just an idiot who knows nothing. I'll only make things worse and push the two of us further and further apart!"

Everyone has his or her own shortcomings. Chu Zhihan’s shortcoming is that he doesn’t know how to maintain or grasp the relationships between people.

This is also related to the living environment he grew up in.

He originally lived in a perverted, loveless family, and all he saw was hatred, disgust and suppression. So his response to the outside world was also hatred, disgust and suppression.

"I have never felt love, so I don't know how to express love..."

Chu Zhihan's eyes became more and more melancholy and lonely. "So, I deserve to be lonely. You don't have to worry about me. I have been through all these years. I have long been accustomed to facing the world alone. How can I enjoy my loneliness?"

"No, no, no, it's not that exaggerated."

Chu Zhixin stroked his forehead, a little scared of Chu Zhihan's appearance.

Because Chu Zhihan in this state is just a pitiful little baby, which makes her feel so distressed that it will easily make her become a person who spoils him without principles.

It would be better to be a little fierce and extreme like before. She could also scold him fiercely and wake him up.

"Is not it?"

Chu Zhihan smiled bitterly, "Do you think I am suitable to get close to someone in my current state? Whoever I get close to will be hurt. I haven't seen her for so many years, but when she saw me, she would rather die than stay with me any longer. What else do you think I can do?"

"I know that Joan's actions have made you feel very frustrated. Both of you are extremists and have problems."

Chu Zhixin patiently comforted Chu Zhihan and also patiently helped him think of a solution, "But, you are a man. If you want to improve your situation, you can only start with you."

"what can I do?"

Chu Zhihan shook his head and said, "I've told you before, I don't have love. I don't know how to express love. All I can express is deep hurt."

"You don't have love, but I do. You don't know how to express love, but I do know how to express it!"

Chu Zhixin patted his chest and said confidently: "To be honest, I am very experienced in being a dog licker. Back then, I loved Sheng Tingye wholeheartedly. After marrying into the Sheng family, I licked him for so many years. His reaction was much more infuriating than Qiao An's. He didn't take me seriously at all and treated me as a transparent person..."

Whenever Chu Zhixin recalled the first few years after she married Sheng Tingye, she wanted to slap herself a few times and asked herself, how could she have licked him to that extent?

"But later, I woke up. I didn't want to lick him anymore. He kept pestering me. Then it became the current situation. Both of us let go and don't bother each other."

“I don’t think you’ve let it go.”

Chu Zhihan said without giving any face: "You still like him a lot, but it's just not obvious. As for him... I don't understand him at all. He seems to love you very much, but he also seems to be hiding something. In short, that guy is not a good person. It's better to divorce him."

As a bystander, Chu Zhihan sees the relationship between Chu Zhixin and Sheng Tingye much more clearly than he sees his own Qiao An's feelings.

He never doubted the love between Chu Zhixin and Sheng Tingye. He just felt that there must be some obstacles between them that had not been resolved, which led to the current situation where they clearly had each other in their hearts but were tacitly not together.

"Don't talk about us first, talk about what you are going to do about this..."

Chu Zhixin was very helpless. How come the topic turned to her and Sheng Tingye before she could say a word or two?

"Actually, you and I have two completely different lives. I live in a very loving family. I have felt love, so I am also very good at giving love. Sometimes I even wonder if I have received too much love, so I have developed this dog-licking personality. I always feel that the love I give is endless."

Chu Zhixin smiled self-deprecatingly.

However, even though she makes fun of herself, she still feels very happy. The love from her mommy and daddy, grandpa, friends, and two little babies...all surround her, which makes her a character that is not afraid of being hurt.

I have to say that loving someone is a skill.

Every time she approached Sheng Tingye with courage, it was because of this full of "love" supporting her. She hoped that Chu Zhihan could also have this ability.

"Then tell me, what should I do now?"

Chu Zhihan also felt the confidence and composure emanating from Chu Zhixin, and asked the woman sincerely.

He, a person without love, also wants to learn how to love.

"It's very simple. Just put away your edges and think about how to be nice to her."

Chu Zhixin stroked his chin, thought for a while, and then asked Chu Zhihan: "You and Qiao An grew up together. In terms of understanding, you definitely know her better. Think about it, what does she like most?"