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Parallel world, Daxia, Xiangzhong City.

In July, the weather is restless.

Li Le took out the key and opened the door.

The first thing you see is a rental house of about [-] square meters, with one bedroom, one living room, and a bathroom.

The room was very tidy and everything was arranged in an orderly manner.

Li Le sat at the desk and remained silent.

All the way back from the hospital, his white shirt was soaked with sweat and stuck to his body, which was very uncomfortable.

Outside the window, there are cicadas chirping, the wind rustling leaves, the roar of car engines, and the hawking of vendors...

This vulgar, noisy, bright and prosperous world made Li Le feel even more desperate and unwilling.

The A4 paper in his hand was very light and thin, but it was like the judgment book of the King of Hell, announcing his death date.

With liver cancer in the middle and late stages, the doctor gave him a choice.

Without treatment and just taking painkillers, you can survive for three to six months.

With active treatment, it can be extended to about a year.

Li Le answered with his own actions and walked home in silence, the countdown to his life having begun.

Li Le sat blankly in front of the table for nearly half an hour, still unable to figure out why he had this disease for more than 20 years. He did not smoke or drink, and had a regular schedule.

He slapped himself so hard that the pain was so painful that he felt numb. Afterwards, Li Le rubbed his face, placed his two index fingers on both sides of the corners of his mouth, and pulled the corners of his mouth toward his ears.

In this way, a smile that was uglier than crying was born, like a grimace with tears streaming down its face.

Honest people, even their collapse is so silent and calm.

From childhood to adulthood, Li Le's life was routine and ordinary.

His parents are both farmers, and they make a living by doing odd jobs and one-third of an acre of land. His family's conditions are not very good, so he became sensible very early.

From elementary school to junior high school and then to high school, he always studied hard, listened to his parents, and did not cause trouble at home. Sometimes he had some conflicts with his classmates, but he always followed the principle of tolerance. His parents were already working very hard, so there was no need to make them worry anymore. Come to school and run around by yourself.

But sometimes studying hard doesn’t equate to coming out on top.

Li Le is not a very smart person, especially in mathematics and English. He can't turn a corner, and he can't remember words.

Even though he studied so hard, he only passed the normal undergraduate course in the college entrance examination.

He did not have the rebellious truancy of adolescence, nor the romantic love of college, but the cruelty of society did not let him go.

One year after graduation, I failed many exams and finally found a job as a substitute teacher. Before I could repay my parents, I was targeted by death.

Li Le found a pen, turned on the music on his phone, and found the song "Stubborn". In the sonorous and powerful singing, he wrote four words on the back of the checklist: bucket list.

"1. Failed to reach the end of the universe - passed the entrance examination to make parents feel at ease.

Note: If possible, I hope to take the exam in this city.

2. If you are unable to gain a foothold in this city, buy an apartment so that you can have a place to live without having to suffer the fatigue and pain of moving.

Note: I want the house type I like, design it myself, supervise the work myself, and live in it with joy.

I really want to have my own house.

3. Failed to help parents build a new house in the countryside to make their parents look good.

Note: The mud house at home needs to be renovated. Not only is the light in the house dim, there is a risk of collapse when it rains.

4. Shao Yong hasn’t paid back the money he owes me. He keeps acting like a rogue and I really want to beat him up to vent his anger.

Note: Although the money is only 1000 yuan, I don’t care, I just don’t like the feeling of being fooled and having my trust betrayed. Forget it, stop pretending. For me, a poor guy with only 1000 yuan in savings, [-] yuan makes my heart bleed. I will definitely not get the money back. It is definitely okay to beat Shao Yong to vent my anger.

5. I want to go to Guizhou Province, Yunnan Province, Sichuan Province, Tibet Province, Xinjiang Province, Mongolia Province, Qinghai Province, Long Province, Heilongjiang Province, Qiong Province...

Remarks: Go eat potato cakes, go cycling and experience the beauty of the world, eat extremely spicy hot pot, go on a trip of your life, drink a big bowl of Wusu wine and eat skewers, go horseback riding in the vast sky, go See the rapeseed flowers beside the largest lake, see the Moon Spring with the moon hidden in it, go skiing, see ice sculptures, eat goose stewed in an iron pot, lie on the beach with a coconut and watch the clouds roll in and out.

6. If you want to meet, get to know, fall in love with, and get married to a girl, have a son and a daughter, eat, drink and play together on weekends, or go on trips together, ordinary things are the greatest romance.

Note: If possible, I hope that girl is Su He, she was my crush in college.

7. In this short life, I have lived too honestly, with low self-esteem and submissiveness. I want to do all the wild things again.

Remarks: Smoking the most expensive cigarettes and drinking the strongest wine, swaying your sweat and youth in the bar, sweating all over, riding the motorcycle with the throttle, making pedestrians look sideways, bungee jumping, and letting the long-lost adrenaline secrete crazily .

8. He has not mastered any talent. His painting is at the elementary school level, and he can’t even open his mouth to sing.

Note: In the first half of my life, I just immersed myself in studying. In order to get out of the mountains, I tried my best to enter university. Only when I came to the city did I realize that the people around me were versatile.

9. Not keeping a considerate dog or other pet.

Note: If possible, I would like to keep a little black dog and take it for a walk after meals.

10. Finally, I want to open a B&B on the beach, facing the sea and the flowers blooming in spring.

Note: If I really die, I want to scatter the ashes into the sea.

My trip to the human world was actually quite worthwhile. Even though it was a bit unsatisfactory, I still remember this world very much. I wish someone would give me a resurrection scroll.

Stopping writing, Li Le finally smiled.

Press the paper with a book.

Li Le took out his cell phone. There were many contacts on the phone. He found his parents' phone number and looked at it for a long time, but did not dial it. Finally, he found Shao Yong's contact information and dialed.

"Hello, the number you dialed is busy, please try again later."

"In that case, don't blame me for being rude." There was a trace of cruelty on Li Le's face. It may be difficult to complete the other bucket list items, but the fourth item can still be completed. I am about to die, who am I afraid of.

Wrapping a steel pipe as long as a forearm in newspaper and putting it into his backpack, Li Le locked the door and took the bus to Shao Yong's residence.

Shao Yong was his college classmate. After graduating from college, because he lived in the same city and had relatively many contacts, when Shao Yong came to him to borrow money half a year ago, Li Le lent him half of his first salary without hesitation. .

Shao Yong said it could be returned to him in up to ten days.

It's a pity that it has been delayed until now, and even Li Le asked him for help several times to no avail. He also blocked all Li Le's contact information. For this, Li Le could only comfort himself and just treat it as feeding the dog. .

Now Li Le wants to beat the dog and make it spit out what it has eaten.

The community where Shao Yong rents is also an old community. Li Le has been here several times and is already familiar with the roads.

Arriving at the sixth floor, 601, Li Le found that the door of Shao Yong's house was slightly ajar but not locked.

"Go in and give him a beating and then leave. Not on the head, but on the buttocks. There is a lot of meat in the buttocks. The beating hurts but doesn't hurt the bones. It's not necessary to break his bones just for 1000 yuan."

"I won't fight if he pays back the money."

Li Le stood at the door, clenched the steel pipe in his hand, took a deep breath, cheered himself up, then opened the door and rushed in.

"Shao Yong, what the hell..."

Rushing into the room, Li Xuan cursed loudly.

But halfway through the scolding, Li Le shivered and the steel pipe fell to the ground, making a loud and crisp sound.

He saw Shao Yong lying on the ground, twitching all over, his hands bent into claw-like shapes, scratching randomly in front of him.

Shao Yong also heard the noise and looked over. His eyes were red, and his eyeballs protruded as if they were about to come out of their sockets. His teeth rubbed against each other, making a harsh creaking sound.

"Juyo! (Save me)"

Shao Yong popped out two words from between his teeth.