After being a widow for half my life, I found out that my husband was not dead.

Chang Ning stared at Liu Yunxiang, with clear resentment in her eyes, as if she had stolen her man.

"The rock under the cliff was hanging in the air, and he was seriously injured. I tied him to my back and climbed up step by step with only a rope. At that moment, I tied my life to his We got together, and where were you then? Not long after that, he lost his memory. We got along day and night for half a year, and we were in love with each other. Later, someone was chasing him. In order to save him, I lured those killers away. I saved him again, then Where were you when he returned to Da Rong? He tried his best to protect you, but what did you do for him? You are his wife, but you don't deserve it."

Liu Yunxiang sneered, "You saved him, and he is grateful to you, but when it comes to feelings, it's just wishful thinking on your part. As for what's going on between us, you, an outsider, have no right to say anything. Also, please leave the palace as soon as possible. The reason is very simple. , this is my home, and I don’t welcome you.”

After speaking, Liu Yunxiang turned and left with a sullen face.

Liu Yunxiang only thought it was ridiculous when Chang Ning said those words and didn't care. The problem between her and Yan Mu is not other people's problems, but their own problems.

During dinner, both children were not in high spirits.

"What's wrong?" Liu Yunxiang asked them.

Xingyi raised his head, with a sullen face, and asked, "Mom, daddy is sick, why don't you take care of him?"

Liu Yunxiang was startled for a moment, then rubbed Xingyi's hair, "Mom is busy with something recently."

"But daddy is sick. He is very ill. Can't you put other things aside?"

Liu Yunxiang couldn't explain to her daughter, so she could only coax her: "Can you go take care of daddy tomorrow?"

"Not tonight?"

"what?"

"Because there is another aunt in Daddy's house, and we don't like her taking care of Daddy." Yan'er said on Xingyi's behalf.

After all, the little girl Xingyi is more sensitive than Yan'er, so she hurriedly finished her sentence: "Daddy doesn't like her taking care of her either. When she brings water, daddy quickly catches it himself. When she wants to feed it to her mouth, daddy pushes it away." opened."

Liu Yunxiang smiled and said, "Really? If he really doesn't like someone, he can send them away with just one sentence. It doesn't seem like he doesn't like him."

After dinner, the two children urged her to go to Yan Mu's courtyard.

Liu Yunxiang had no choice but to go out first and sit in the garden for a while. She estimated that the two children had fallen asleep before she went back.

The two children were in the east room, and she returned to the west room. The room was dark, and there was a vague shadow on the Arhat's bed in front of the window, which startled her. Just as he was about to call someone, the black shadow spoke.

"I have been waiting for you."

Hearing this, Liu Yunxiang breathed a sigh of relief, walked to the table near the west wall and lit the candle, then turned to the Arhat's bed and placed the candle on the desk.

She sat down on the other side of the Arhat's bed and looked up at the person opposite. He was looking at her aggrievedly, his eyes were red, and it seemed that he could see tears.

It looked like she had bullied him.

"What are you waiting for me to do?"

Yan Mu became angry, "I'm about to die, but where are you? You haven't even looked at me for so many days! If I really die, you... you probably won't be sad!"

Liu Yunxiang shook his head, "I will be sad, very sad, but..."

"But what?"

"But it's not worth it."

Yan Mu frowned, "Liu Yunxiang, I am your husband. When I was about to die, not only did you not guard me, but you were so indifferent. I have to doubt whether you really loved me."

"Then did you love me?"

"You actually doubt this?"

"It's not doubt, but I'm sure you don't love me, maybe not as deeply as I thought."

Yan Mu stared at Liu Yunxiang, unable to believe that she would say that.

Liu Yunxiang lowered his eyes and said calmly: "In order to gain the emperor's trust, you did not hesitate to risk your life. If you died, it was your choice. But at that moment, when you took the risk, did you think about me and the two Child, if not, it’s because we don’t have enough weight in your heart. If there is, then you are too selfish. I will indeed be sad if you die, but it’s really not worth it to be sad for your abandonment.”

Yan Mu frowned, "I was sure at that time..."

"Is it foolproof?"

"..."

Liu Yunxiang smiled, "You took the antidote of Xiaoyaosan and you have recovered your memory. Am I right?"

"That man trusted Hongxuan, so I asked Hongxuan to tell him that if he wanted to keep the child in Mrs. Wuchanghou's belly, he must go to the imperial mausoleum to confess to his ancestors. The emperor wanted this child so much that he believed it. Hongxuan said, at the same time, Hongxuan recommended me to go with him, and the emperor agreed. You know how much I hate him. If my memory is restored, I will not be able to cooperate with him in performing fatherly kindness and filial piety, and he is the most suspicious person. That’s why I didn’t take the antidote until I got it. Along the way, I fulfilled the filial piety that a son can do, serving him, taking care of him, and protecting him. But on the way back, when I encountered real danger, Instead, I hesitated because I had no feelings for him."

"So you took the antidote, and your hatred for him supported you to continue acting, even at the risk of your life to win his trust."

"Yes, I did think so at that moment."

Liu Yunxiang nodded, "Congratulations, you succeeded."

The emperor gave him only one hemostatic medicine, and at that moment he completely trusted Yan Mu.

"I must kill him."

"Ah."

"You know how much I hate him."

"I know."

"I am doing this to protect our family."

"I know too."

"Then why are you still angry with me?"

Liu Yunxiang nodded, "You bear the humiliation, you risk your life, you have me and my two children in your heart, I shouldn't be angry but should feel sorry for you."

Yan Mu frowned. When Liu Yunxiang said this, he clearly saw her expression becoming more and more indifferent.

"In case you die, I will not remarry. I will support this palace and do my best to raise our two children. Every year on your death anniversary, I will burn paper for you. I will burn it for decades. . But when I die, I look back at this life and feel that it is not worth it. The decades have been wasted. At that time, I can obviously reunite with you on the road to hell, but I don’t want to meet you again, so I will tell my children You guys, don’t let me and you die together, one life is enough, don’t let me do it again.”

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"It's really nonsense."

But she had indeed gone through her life like this, and those decades of loneliness made her tremble just thinking about it.

"I'm tired, you should go back and rest."

With that said, Liu Yunxiang stood up.

Yan Mu grabbed her and said, "If it was because of what I said about the fire before, I only remembered that scene at the time, and I did have knots in my heart. But after experiencing so many things in Beijin, my knots in my heart have been resolved. ”

Liu Yunxiang pulled out his hand, "Actually, I didn't realize until today that I am the one who really has a knot in my heart. And you, maybe you have it too, otherwise you wouldn't only remember that scene. Let's just be quiet for a while and think about each other." "

Yan Mu frowned, "What are you thinking about?"

"I wonder if I am too persistent, think about our future, think..."

Yan Mu's expression suddenly became cold and gloomy. He stood up holding his chest and said angrily: "Liu Yunxiang, if you are still thinking about this now, then our past few years have indeed been wasted."