After being a widow for half my life, I found out that my husband was not dead.

The beggar shook his head and sighed, "Not only you, he doesn't even know me."

Liu Yunxiang turned his head and looked at the beggar in disbelief.

"what happened?"

"Do you still remember what Chongming looked like when he was crazy?"

Liu Yunxiang nodded. At that time, Chongming was not clear-headed. He first thought that he was Yan Mu's wife, and then he was the wife of the wife, which made a lot of jokes.

"Chongming was poisoned by a poison that would cause him to become insane in fits and starts, manifested in the inability to feel joy, anger, sorrow, and joy, to recognize people, to remember things, and to be in a trance. In order to cure himself, he , prepared a lot of prescriptions, but it was uncertain whether these prescriptions would be useful, whether they would be counterproductive, or even poison people. He was not willing to risk himself, so he asked someone to test the medicine. When he found someone to test the medicine, he had to take it first. He must be poisoned before he can try his prescriptions. When Yan Mu kidnapped him to Darong and asked him to save you, he offered to let Yan Mu test the medicine for him, which was equivalent to exchanging one life for another. Mu agreed. Chongming refined Jiuxiang Pills, and Yan Mu took the poison. After coming to Jin'an, the poison lurking in his body took effect, and he became like this. But he was not always like this. , sometimes clear and sometimes confused.”

Liu Yunxiang frowned, "Will he become like Chongming?"

"Chongming became like that after taking the antidote he developed. Yan Mu won't reach that stage yet, but it's hard to say because Chongming is still developing an antidote. To develop one, it will be very serious. If I don't take it, he will go completely crazy one day."

"Where do you live now?"

"Jingchuan Garden, according to regulations, should be given to a mansion, but the Northern Jin Dynasty moved it to a random courtyard on the pretext of repairs." The beggar said and glanced into the distance, "Don't go to Jingchuan Garden, there is a courtyard there. Beijin also has Da Rong’s spy, we’ll talk about it later, I have to follow him, I can’t even remember his way home!”

After saying that, the beggar hurriedly chased after him.

Liu Yunxiang stood there, unable to move for a long time.

She imagined that after the two people met, Yan Mu would be angry at her and even ignore her, but she never thought that he would not recognize her.

She had imagined that his situation would be very difficult, and she wanted to help him save him, but she didn't expect that he was lame, poisoned, and so... down and out!

Back at Nanhonglou, Liu Yunxiang told himself over and over again not to rush or panic, but to take his time and he would get better.

After settling the caravan, Liu Yunxiang took up residence in the backyard of Nanhonglou.

Shopkeeper Hu hired a local woman to cook the food from Beijin. Liu Yunxiang was not used to it, so he ate a few bites and then went back to his room to rest.

Nothing happened that night, and Liu Yunxiang got up a little late the next day.

After more than three months of running around, my muscles and bones fell apart after a break.

Zi Jin was practicing a set of sword skills in the yard. When he heard some movement in the house, he hurriedly came in carrying a washbasin and some things for washing.

"Girl, I found a bun seller on the street. I tasted it. Although the taste is not as good as ours, it is still edible."

Liu Yunxiang yawned, and seeing Zijin's greedy look on his face, he smiled and said, "I've wronged you."

"No regrets, the roast lamb here is still delicious."

There are many cattle and sheep in the Beijinduo grassland. They like to eat meat and also like sweets. Their staple food is potatoes and sweet potatoes, with very little pasta and little vegetables. When they first entered Beijin, she and Zijin often suffered from acidity and stomachache. Although they are not used to it now, they can make do with it.

"What time is it?"

"It's almost noon." Zijin said.

Liu Yunxiang washed his face in a hurry, ate a simple bun, then took two more and ran out. I ran to the intersection ahead and didn't wait long before I saw Yan Mu.

She told the waiter at the wine shop that from now on his accounts would be kept at Nanhonglou. Therefore, he was holding a pot of wine in his hand. It was the finest sorghum wine, a treasure that had been stored in the cellar for 30 to [-] years.

He yelled and walked and drank, as if he was the only one in the world, and there was no one in his eyes.

As he passed her, he still didn't look at her.

Liu Yunxiang sighed slightly, turned around and followed him.

He was limping and walking unsteadily. His clothes were stained with dirt. He wondered if someone was bullying him. Someone came towards him and bumped into him, but he ignored them and continued walking.

"Hey, you're blind!" the man cursed. He turned around and saw a woman staring at him. He couldn't help but scratch his head, "Why are you staring? Have I offended you?"

"So you're not blind!" Liu Yunxiang snorted.

"you!"

Liu Yunxiang glared at the man again and trotted to keep up with Yan Mu.

After finishing the wine in the jug, he threw it aside and walked forward to the intersection, looking blankly, obviously not knowing the road. I stood there for a long time, then walked to sit under the locust tree nearby.

After he sat down, he rubbed his belly, then took out a broken bowl from his arms and placed it in front of him.

Liu Yunxiang frowned. Did he regard himself as a beggar?

She gritted her teeth in anger. She knew without even thinking that the beggar had taught him this.

Liu Yunxiang was so distressed that she stepped forward and put the two buns in her hands into the bowl. She was going to give them to him.

"Eat it, it's still hot." She said somewhat vaguely.

Yan Mu didn't look at her, picked up a bun and started eating it. He lowered his head and ate in small bites, but maybe it was because it was too dry and it was a little difficult to swallow.

Liu Yunxiang hurriedly went to a nearby restaurant and bought a bowl of mutton soup. "First take a few sips of soup to moisten your throat."

She held it up to his mouth, and he lowered his head to drink. He drank most of the bowl in one go, and then continued eating the buns.

Liu Yunxiang exhaled, thinking that if someone wanted to harm him and gave him a bowl of poison, he would probably drink it.

After a bowl of mutton soup and two steamed buns, he leaned back against the tree trunk, tilted his head and fell asleep.

Liu Yunxiang took out the handkerchief and wiped his mouth and hands, then returned the bowl to the restaurant owner.

When he came back, Liu Yunxiang saw another person standing in front of the tree.

Chongming!

His hair was in a mess with a lot of grass branches stuck in it. His clothes were messy and wrinkled, and covered in a lot of mud. He was shaking and crying at the moment.

The way he looked, it was obvious that he had been beaten.

"They bullied me and called me a fool."

"I won't do it. I'll fight them."

"But I can't beat them."

Chongming cried and turned to look at Yan Mu.

Yan Mu still had his eyes closed, probably because he had been disturbed, so he frowned and turned his head to the other side.

"Dad, help me fight them!"

Liu Yunxiang's eyes widened and he almost spat out a mouthful of blood.

The beggar came at this time, and he was relieved to see Yan Mu there.

"This madman robbed other children of candy, and was chased and beaten by several children. I went to save him and ignored the seventh child. Fortunately, I told him repeatedly that if he couldn't find a home, he would sit under this locust tree. Come on, I’ll put a bowl on the table so I can get some food so I don’t have to go hungry.”

The corners of Liu Yunxiang's mouth twitched, "How could he save Yan Mu when he was so crazy?"

"He also had fits and starts. He was still conscious when he saved Yan Mu."

"Why did Yan Mu become his father?"

"This lunatic first thought that he was the father who had lost his son. He went around looking for his son, recognized his son, and even grabbed Yan Mu. Although Yan Mu was not clear-headed, he did not suffer this disadvantage and said that you are my son. When we meet in the future, I will call you Dad. Hey, this lunatic somehow got his head around and actually accepted Yan Mu as his father."

The beggar was a bit dumbfounded as he spoke.

Liu Yunxiang raised his forehead and said, "It's not easy for you either."

"No, sometimes I want to take that poison, so why don't we all go crazy together."

Xu recognized the beggar at this time. Yan Mu stood up and looked at him blankly, "Go home."

The beggar pointed at Liu Yunxiang beside him, "Old Qi, do you still remember who she is?"

Yan Mu looked at Liu Yunxiang, glanced at him, turned around and left.

Liu Yunxiang's heart was filled with confusion, "He can't remember me."

"You may also remember that there is no sadness, no joy, no emotion."