After being a widow for half my life, I found out that my husband was not dead.

Wei Tian and Shen Yunzhou both left, Liu Yunxiang stood outside the door, and Yan Mu stood inside.

Their eyes met, and he lowered his head as if to escape, like a child who had done something wrong and was waiting to be punished.

Liu Yunxiang sneered lightly, "I should also congratulate you. When I think about it, it seems like this is the second time."

"I won't marry her."

"Can you call the shots?"

"..."

Liu Yunxiang smiled bitterly, "You marry someone and give her a status. You have someone in your heart and give her preference. What about me? What did you give me?"

"..."

"Yan Mu, you have betrayed me all your life, will you betray me again?"

However, Yan Mu just lowered his head and couldn't even make a promise.

Liu Yunxiang felt like a debt collector from the previous life, but in fact, Yan Mu in this life did not owe her anything. She was abandoned by him, and the debt of decades of love and unwillingness was too heavy.

He couldn't bear Yan Mu standing in front of her at this moment.

Liu Yunxiang sighed, "Forget it, I won't embarrass you, just let you go."

After speaking, Liu Yunxiang left.

She returned to Yangui City from Zhenbeiguan. When she returned home, Yan Mu also came with her, but she didn't enter the house and sat in the yard.

That night it started to snow again, and by midnight, the snow had already covered my feet.

Liu Yunxiang looked out of the window and saw Yan Mu still sitting there, his ears red from the cold and his head hanging down, looking pitiful. Liu Yunxiang gritted his teeth and became cruel, but still ignored him.

The next day, Xingyi woke up first, babbling non-stop.

Liu Yunxiang put on his outer clothes and wanted to pick up Xingyi, when he realized that the little guy had wet the mattress. She had no choice but to move the little one to the big bed and take off her clothes first.

"Giggle...Mom..." The little girl couldn't stop laughing.

Liu Yunxiang twisted her little nose and said, "You little rascal."

She had just changed the little girl's clothes when she heard footsteps outside, and then heard someone reporting to Yan Mu.

"Seventh Master, the little golden concubine is seriously ill, but instead of giving her any medical treatment, the palace also asked her to take the newly born fifth prince to Longyu Mountain to worship her ancestors."

Liu Yunxiang frowned. The court had summoned him many times, but Yan Mu had not moved. The palace was anxious and threatened him with the little golden concubine.

"The fourth prince and the third prince's mother have always supported the third prince. Originally, the crown prince's position as the third prince was certain, but the little golden concubine was for a little prince, so there were changes. This time, the fourth prince was asked to take charge. The little golden concubine and her son went to worship their ancestors, and the little golden concubine was sick. If the fourth prince used some tricks on the way, the little golden concubine would be in danger. As long as the fourth prince said that the little golden concubine died of illness, no one could say anything. Come." The beggar sighed, "But if you return to the capital immediately, you can pass Longyu Mountain on the way and protect the safety of Little Concubine Jin and her son. Therefore, the emperor has made it clear that he will use the lives of Little Concubine Jin and her son to force you to return to the capital."

Yan Mu remained silent, but Liu Yunxiang's heart sank a little bit.

At this time, Xingyi was playing with his little feet and accidentally somersaulted to the edge of the bed, rolling to the ground.

"Wow!" The little girl cried loudly.

Only then did Liu Yunxiang come to his senses and hurriedly picked up Xingyi, but the little girl was hurt by the fall and was crying uncontrollably, tearing her heart and lungs.

Yan Mu hurried in, surrounded Liu Yunxiang and asked, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

When Liu Yunxiang saw him, he couldn't hold it back and burst into tears. Then he put Xingyi into his arms and sat on the bed to cry.

The little girl was wearing thick clothes and the bed was low, so it would hurt if she fell, just to cause trouble on purpose. When he saw his father coming, he pretended to cry for a while, and then started to smile again.

But when she turned around and saw her mother crying, the little girl was stunned for a moment and pointed to Yan Mu: "Mom... hurts... huh huh."

Yan Mu took a step forward, but was stared at by Liu Yunxiang.

"She will hurt you!"

Yan Mu frowned, "Who?"

"Jin You!"

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

Liu Yunxiang collapsed and said, "People change. She has changed. She is no longer the Jin You who was only for you. You will die in her hands!"

"Liu Yunxiang, I won't allow you to talk about her like that!"

Liu Yunxiang raised his head, his tears suddenly stagnating, "I don't want you to go back."

Yan Mu took a deep breath, "I have to save her, but for the rest, I can help you."

"I don't allow it!"

"impossible!"

Liu Yunxiang closed his eyes and took another deep breath, "Yan Mu, you are leaving me again, aren't you?"

"You stay in Yangui City, it's safe here."

"again and again."

Yan Mu reached out to wipe Liu Yunxiang's tears, but she knocked the outstretched hand away. She looked at him, her eyes slowly becoming colder.

"This time you leave, the two of us will truly be separated from each other."

Yan Mu frowned, "You want to force me too?"

"Yes, between me and her, you have to choose one."

Liu Yunxiang looked at Yan Mu, and Yan Mu looked at her. The four eyes faced each other, one determined, the other struggling.

Finally, he lowered his eyes and put Xingyi back into Liu Yunxiang's arms.

"If you want to hate me, then do it."

After saying this, he turned and left.

"Daddy!" Xingyi yelled with two short arms fluttering.

Yan Mu paused for a moment, but did not look back and continued walking out.

Liu Yunxiang shed tears but smiled again. She had expected this outcome, and it was really ridiculous to make such a fuss even though she knew the outcome.

But fortunately, she gave up.

Regardless of Yan Mu's feelings for Jin You, the entanglement between them is so deep that everyone else is an outsider to them. In her last life, she didn't win. In this life, she had better let go as soon as possible to avoid losing too badly.

Spring has begun, it’s getting warmer day by day, and it’s time to plant seeds again.

Liu Yunxiang suddenly became busy again and had no time to think about those things anymore, let alone inquire about them. After a month of busy work, the spring planting was finally over, and at the same time the steward sent by Zhang Qi to take over the Lingyun Grain Store in Yangui City also came. She explained everything in the shop and in the fields one by one, and began to plan her trip south.

Go south to find your son, and then leave Da Rong with your two children. It doesn't matter if you continue south or west. From now on, you will hide your name and just hope to live a safe life.

Of course, she needs to avoid beggars.

A few days later, Zi Jin came back from Shengjing.

That night, Liu Yunxiang poured sweat medicine into the beggar's wine flask. He ate and drank, and soon passed out on the ground.

"Madam, the carriage is ready." Zijin came in from outside.

Liu Yunxiang asked Zijin to put his things in the car, wrap up his belongings tightly, and then go out and get in the car.

The carriage started and stopped again just after exiting the alley.

Liu Yunxiang opened the car curtain and saw Qu Moran blocking the front with Xinruan on his back.

"Sister Qu, what are you doing?"

She told Qu Moran that she was going south, while she was still recovering from illness.

"Xiangxiang, you have to take me away."

"what?"

Qu Moran got into the carriage and said somewhat helplessly: "I'm pregnant."

"Pregnant...pregnant?"

"If he knew, he would definitely not let me keep the child."

"Why?"

"He said that I can't get pregnant before he gets married, and if I get pregnant, I will abort it."

"Perhaps Master Shen will change his mind when he finds out you are pregnant."

Qu Moran smiled bitterly, "He is a utilitarian person who loves power and only wants to climb up. He wants to marry a woman who can help his career. But before that, I will never allow me to hinder his future. Just like this This time, I was kidnapped by the Beijin people. He may have wanted to save me, but after weighing the pros and cons, he still felt that career was more important."

Liu Yunxiang sighed, "Yes, we were all abandoned under their consideration."

As soon as she finished speaking, Zijin suddenly shouted: "Madam, no, there is a sneak attack."