After being a widow for half my life, I found out that my husband was not dead.

When I woke up in the morning, the sky was not very good, with heavy lead clouds. At this time, the sky was getting darker. From a distance, I could see the tombs of the Yan family, each of them shadowy and solemn.

Liu Yunxiang was wrapped in a large cloak by Yan Mu, walking almost close to his arms. He raised his head slightly, and the tip of his nose touched his chin, which was a bit prickly. If he looked carefully, he saw a little green stubble sprouting there.

In the last life, the night before the expedition, he treated her cruelly and madly. After dawn, he kissed her tenderly again.

"Wait until I come back," he said.

She didn't answer him, but she kept waiting.

Three years and countless nights, she woke up from her dream, and then she held her chest and was thankful that it was just a dream. He was not injured or sacrificed. It was not like the scene in the dream. What came back was just a coffin.

His thoughts drifted away and came back again. Only then did Liu Yunxiang realize that they had stopped, and in front of him was a pit, a newly dug long pit, right in the middle of these graves...

"I dug all day." Yan Mu said as if to show off.

Liu Yunxiang's mind was a little confused, "So you've been digging holes here all day?"

When everyone was frantically looking for him, thinking he was going to escape, he was digging a hole!

Yan Mu pushed Liu Yunxiang, "I dug it for you."

"..."

"Try to see if it suits you."

It doesn't fit the damn suit, what kind of bullshit is this!

Liu Yunxiang gritted his teeth and looked at Yan Mu, "Are you going to bury me?"

Yan Mu looked at her, put away his usual scornful attitude, narrowed his eyes and said, "I really want to bury you with my own hands, in the grave of my ancestors of the Yan family."

Liu Yunxiang was stunned for a moment, then cursed: "Madman!"

She turned to leave, but was picked up by Yan Mu. After the world turned around, she and Yan Mu were already lying side by side in the pit.

"A bit crowded," he commented.

"Yan Mu!" Liu Yunxiang was trembling with anger.

"But it doesn't matter, it's just right for you to lie down."

It was useless to reason with a lunatic, and it was useless to scold him. Liu Yunxiang turned around and slapped him directly.

Clap!

Maybe it was because the forest was too quiet, but the sound was so loud that it frightened the birds in the nearby trees away.

Yan Mu buried his head in the crook of her neck and laughed softly.

Because they were so close to each other, Liu Yunxiang could feel the resonance in his chest caused by his smile, and he seemed really happy.

"If I can come back alive, if you can wait for me to come back alive, you must slap me."

Liu Yunxiang stiffened for a moment, "If we can meet again."

Maybe it's not a farewell, maybe it's a separation.

Who can say for sure!

Yan Mu put his face on Liu Yunxiang's belly and stroked it gently, "Son, daddy is gone. I used to think it didn't matter who you were as your son, but now it doesn't work. You can only be my son."

Liu Yunxiang slapped his hand away, "Who said you would accompany me to give birth to the child, and if I didn't survive it, bury me with your own hands, and then protect the child as he grows up?"

It wasn't that she cared about this, it was just that he said it and she remembered it at the time, and now she couldn't go over old scores and slap him in the face.

Yan Mu chuckled, then lay back and held Liu Yunxiang in his arms.

"Is it cold?"

"cold."

Yan Mu hugged her tighter and covered her with his cloak.

The corner of Liu Yunxiang's mouth twitched, did she mean this?

The dark clouds were rolling, and it was actually snowing, falling one by one on their faces.

"If it rains harder, it can bury us." Yan Mu said with a smile.

Liu Yunxiang closed her eyes. In her last life, her biggest regret was that she could not share the same acupoint with him.

Now, I can make up for that regret.

It's just that when she gets really old and death approaches, she prefers to be alone. At that time, she thought that if there was an afterlife, she would not marry Xie Zixuan or fall in love with Yan Mu.

"I told the beggar that if you really don't survive the birth, I will let him bury you here, in the ancestral grave of my Yan family, and become my Yan family member."

"..."

"When I die, I will be buried with you."

The wind picked up, and Yan Mu's words reached Liu Yunxiang's ears unclearly, but she still understood them.

She wanted to say: Why didn't you ask me if I was willing?

But she still didn't say anything. After all, it was really cold, so cold that she didn't want to open her mouth to speak.

Snow covered them with a layer of snow, and it became really dark.

"Yan Mu, do you love me?" Liu Yunxiang suddenly said.

"..."

"Although you don't love Jin You as much as you do, you still love me to a certain extent, right?"

Yan Mu was silent for a long time and said, "Yes."

"But I don't care about such incomplete love, and I don't want you like this."

"..."

"So let me go."

Yan Mu hugged Liu Yunxiang tightly and sighed deeply, "Then we made an agreement. If I die, you will forget me. If you die, I will also forget you. If we can meet again, at least I will still be a child. Father."

"it is good."

The next day, Yan Mu led his troops to march westward.

The city gate was deserted. Because it was too cold, there were not many people seeing him off.

Liu Yunxiang was wearing a Xiangfei-colored cloak and stood out among the sparse crowd.

Yan Mu saw her at a glance and asked several lieutenants to go ahead. He rode to her side.

He jumped off the horse and said with a smile: "Didn't I tell you not to come and see me off?"

Liu Yunxiang stuffed several packets of medicine into Yan Mu and attached a medicine list, "I heard that there is a cold epidemic in the northwest. I asked Doctor Qu to prepare this formula. If it happens, you won't be in a hurry. You should keep this medicine to yourself, and drink it as soon as you notice symptoms."

Don't come back injured like an eagle with broken wings and unfulfilled ambitions.

He laid down his life for her, and she paid him back.

Yan Mu looked at these packets of medicine, and at Liu Yunxiang's charming appearance, and couldn't help but want to say: Wait until I come back.

But, I still won’t say it.

Suddenly he felt reluctant to let her wait for him.

Yan Mu nodded, "Okay, I understand, you can go back."

After saying that, he turned around and mounted his horse, and took another deep look at Liu Yunxiang.

"Don't be afraid."

At the end of leaving, he said these two words to her.

Don't be afraid.

Then he turned around and left, his back so decisive.

Jin Yan said bitterly: "He walked away in style, but girl, you are going to be the meat in other people's mouths!"

Liu Yunxiang walked back with a smile. She thought he had already made arrangements.

The beggar was leaning against the city wall when he saw Liu Yunxiang approaching, holding a broken bowl and asking for money.

Liu Yunxiang subconsciously looked around and saw several people, some carrying firewood, some selling soap, or just passers-by, looking this way intentionally or unintentionally.

These are the people who monitor her, and Xu is not in the same camp yet.

"Madam, I haven't eaten in two days, please reward me with a few copper coins." The beggar said and winked at her.

Liu Yunxiang nodded to Jinyan, and Jinyan took out a few coins from his purse and threw them into the beggar's bowl.

"Mrs. Xie, Mrs. Xie!"

While the beggar was bowing, he whispered: "The emperor promised Yan Mu that if he is willing to lead troops to the west, he will allow you to have a child and protect your life and your child's life, so don't be afraid."

Liu Yunxiang twitched the corner of her mouth. She believed this. But she also knew that Yan Mu was not just for her.

In the last life, Yan Mu went to war for Jin You, to keep her and her unborn child safe.

The beggar originally thought that after saying this, Liu Yunxiang would be completely moved, but when he looked up, he saw her faintly smiling, which was actually a little cold.