After being a widow for half my life, I found out that my husband was not dead.

That night, Liu Yunxiang tossed and turned for a long time before feeling sleepy. Just as he was about to fall asleep, his legs suddenly began to cramp.

She called Yan Mu in a daze, but when she didn't get a response, she remembered that he had left. She couldn't sit up yet, her back was so stiff that she couldn't bend. She called Jin Yan and Zi Jin. These two girls were in the east room. They were probably fast asleep. They shouted several times but didn't wake them up.

She could only endure the discomfort, and tears fell unconsciously.

I feel wronged, helpless, and angry with myself.

I thought I was very smart, but ended up making things like this. Although I saved Lu Changan, but...

But she didn't want Yan Mu to hate her.

When dawn came, Liu Yunxiang fell asleep and slept until noon. She was awakened by a sound, and quickly opened her eyes to look at the Arhat's bed, but it was empty.

"Oh, madam, you're awake." Aunt Zhang put down her sewing and came forward. Liu Yunxiang stood up.

"Where is he?" Liu Yunxiang asked.

"Who?"

"Yan Mu, he was just sitting there."

He was still angry but talked to her and said...

What are you talking about? Why can't I remember suddenly?

Aunt Zhang smiled, "Madam, she must have been in a sleep state. Master Qi went out last night and never came back."

Liu Yunxiang was startled for a moment, then calmed down, as if he was dreaming.

"Where are Jinyan and the others?" It felt so quiet at home.

"Today, the Wanshou Festival, the fifth girl came back early and shouted to go play on the street. Zijin took her out and didn't come back during lunch. Jinyan was worried and went out to look for them."

Liu Yunxiang nodded, "Is the street busy?"

"It's so lively. There are three theaters in the west of the city, and twelve theaters in the east. Singers and dancers take turns to perform. There are also parades, jugglers, snake training performances from the Western Regions, etc., not to mention the stalls on both sides of the street. Yes, I can’t even look at it. I came from the grain store in the morning and looked all the way, and my eyes were dizzy." Aunt Zhang said with a smile.

"Is it."

In the dream, Yan Mu asked her if she wanted to go shopping on the street.

Seeing that Liu Yunxiang's mood suddenly dropped, Aunt Zhang guessed something and sighed slightly, "Madam, you and Qi Ye, to be honest, outsiders can't understand it, but I know that you must have him in your heart, and he also has you in his heart. In fact, That's enough. How many couples only have status but no each other in their hearts. I want to say that when two people get along, don't be too serious and have to argue about right and wrong. If you really can't let go, it's okay to say soft words. The most important thing is Live your life well.”

Liu Yunxiang smiled and shook his head. Her feelings for Yan Mu were very complicated. It wasn't love or not, it wasn't being together or breaking up, but under the current circumstances, she had to sit in the same boat with him.

After washing up, Jinyan and the others came back and happily told her many interesting things. Speaking of the fight between two drunkards, Jinyan paused and said, "I saw Master Qi."

Liu Yunxiang's heart trembled slightly, "He?"

"There are many officials on the street to maintain order, and Master Qi is among them."

"so."

Liu Yunxiang was quiet for a while and said, "Jinyan, please accompany me to go shopping on the street."

It was getting late and the streets were still lively, but the crowds had receded. Liu Yunxiang walked forward, occasionally stopping in front of a stall to take a look.

At this time, a group of officials came over, but Yan Mu was not there.

Liu Yunxiang sighed slightly and continued walking forward. When he was crossing the Baiyu Bridge, he saw the beggar walking into the alley across the river.

She thought carefully, quickened her pace, and followed the beggar into the alley.

The alley is quite long, but there are no forks in the road. After walking for a long time, you will find yourself at the edge of Liaoyan Lake. Looking towards the lake, under the bright moonlight, I can see two people sitting on the stone steps.

The man supported his body with one hand and leaned back. The other hand held the wine jar and poured wine one mouthful at a time.

The woman was wearing a black fox cloak, which looked like a man's at first glance. Her belly was swollen, and it was obviously uncomfortable to sit like this, so she kept adjusting her posture.

Seeing the man take another sip of wine, she tried to grab it, but failed.

"Xiao Qi, if you still have a chance to take revenge, I will definitely help you."

"I don't want you to help me." Yan Mu drank too much, and his voice was a little wavy.

"I can't bear to have you like this."

"I am fine."

"Let me help you."

"You have already sent yourself to that place where people are eaten without blood, how can you help me?" Yan Mu shouted in pain.

"Little Seven..."

"Jin You, I would rather die with the Yan family."

"Don't say that." Jin You turned around with difficulty and hugged Yan Mu, "As long as I can do anything for you, even if it is my life, I will give it to you."

The woman cried, so beautiful and touching under the moonlight.

Liu Yunxiang sighed in his heart. Sure enough, she looked most like this woman when she cried.