Song Yu Bai Li's Late Thoughts

\uSeptember 00, 9

The military training is over and the freshman party is ushered in.

I finally met him at Soong University whom I had been missing for three whole years in high school.

In the crowd, he walked towards me.

He said, classmate, can I add your WeChat account?

My little deer bumped around in my stomach, and I was speechless for a long time. I was so excited that I couldn't speak.

He went on to say, don’t get me wrong, I lost the game and I had to add a girl’s WeChat account. I can delete it later.

When I looked up, I happened to see a few boys not far away looking at me like a crowd, with evil smiles on their faces.

Even so, I admit it.

I was heartbroken and sent out my WeChat ID.

He just lay there obediently in my WeChat address book.

\uSeptember 00, 9

I finally made up my mind to confess my love!

Xiaotong secretly wrote a love letter when she couldn't see her.

I folded it and put it in my pocket. When I find a good opportunity, I must hand it to him personally.

Senior, I have liked you for a long, long time.

\uSeptember 00, 9

The sun was shining everywhere, and he passed by me on his bicycle.

But he stopped in front again.

I was standing in the crowd, and he glanced in my direction, and he was smiling at me.

I panicked because I didn't know if he was looking at me or someone else.

When I turned back inadvertently, I saw the girl behind me smiling brightly and waving at him.

The hand I put in my pocket unconsciously crumpled the love letter...

Xiaotong told me that her name was Su Jinan, that she was Song Yubai's classmate and the beauty of the Department of Financial Management.

\uSeptember 00, 10

There are rumors in the school that Song Yubai, the top student in school, is in love with Su Jinan, the department beauty.

I seem to be falling out of love.

The sun was shining brightly, but I saw that the entire sky was gray.

Like the end of the world.

\uSeptember 00, 10

I met Su Jinan by chance in a jewelry store.

The senior sister really has a beautiful voice and a sweet voice. No wonder Song Yubai likes her.

This kind of soft and frail girl is very protective at first glance.

We both liked a star bracelet, and out of politeness, I gave it to her.

\uSeptember 00, 10

It turns out that the rumors were never groundless.

I saw them marching side by side into the library of Soong University.

And on Song Yubai's wrist, he was wearing the star bracelet that we both looked at yesterday. It was so dazzling.

It means, 'The stars are hot, you are the ideal in the world'.

The senior and the senior, the school idol and the department flower, are so perfect for each other.

Even if I become more beautiful and thinner, he still doesn't belong to me.

At night, I hid under the quilt and cried secretly all night.

I seemed to be sick and had a high fever in the middle of the night.

\uSeptember 00, 12

On Christmas Eve, I don’t know who placed a table of Christmas fruits next to my usual seat.

Each one has my name on it.

Xiaotong said that I have become so beautiful now, and it is normal for someone to pursue me.

Well, I didn't take it to heart.

I don’t know which coward is like me, who likes but has such low self-esteem that he doesn’t dare to express his feelings.

\uSeptember 00, 1

Song Yubai, the male protagonist of my youth, another year comes, happy New Year.

\uSeptember 00, 3

Xiaotong said that Song Yubai and Su Jinan were really together.

She saw them hugging.

She also said that her boyfriend was finally taken down by someone, but it was a pity that she didn't like Su Jinan very much.

Xiaotong said something else later, but I didn’t hear a word.

I can only feel that my brain is frozen and not functioning.

Only a body remains.

My first love was over before it even started.

Secret love is not because you don't like it enough, but because you like it too much.

\uSeptember 00, 6

Bai, on this lonely night, I still can't stop thinking about you.

Maybe this story is unfinished, but I have already concluded it.

The story is not long, but it is full of emotions.

\uSeptember 00, 9

Xiaotong told me that there was a fire in the library. I looked out of the dormitory window and saw only thick black smoke.

Thick smoke rose into the sky, and the WeChat group exploded.

Some people said they saw Song Yubai rushing in.

I…

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The diary came to an abrupt end.

The middle page has obvious signs of being torn off.

Song Yubai's fingertips continued to tremble and he continued to turn back.

\uSeptember 00, 11

On Singles' Day, all the procedures for going abroad have been completed.

Songcheng holds all my beautiful and painful memories.

But I have never regretted meeting him. There is no one who does not long for light.

It's him who makes me better and stronger.

Bai, I'm leaving. I wish you and Su Jin'an grow old together and be in love for a lifetime.

I have decided to be a war correspondent and live or die as I wish.

If I am still alive when I am thirty and you are not married, then I will come back to chase you.

If I unfortunately die, I hope we will meet soon in the next life.

At that time, I was getting married, and you were getting married. You promised me that the love of my life would be me, and I promised you that my eyes would be full of you for the rest of my life. Don’t miss it like this again.

Song Yubai, please remember to marry me in your next life.

......

Song Yubai gently closed the diary.

At this time, he was already in tears.

The huge pressure made him breathless, and he seemed to have walked into a huge abyss.

He couldn't help but cover his face with his hands. All his emotions exploded in an instant. He squatted down, a suppressed sob came from his throat, and his shoulders began to shake.

It turned out that the person she had always liked was him.

It turned out that she had liked him for so long.

His sweetheart turned out to be just as much in love with her as he was in love with her, only increasing rather than decreasing.

Song Yubai's fingers trembled slightly, as if carrying endless heartache, and tears fell in large drops.

They missed it by just a little bit, and it makes me scared just thinking about it.

It turns out that even a two-way secret love will be missed for more than ten years.

If he could have confessed earlier, if he had not misunderstood that she liked Gu Yanzhi, they would have had a baby now.

It's a pity that there are not so many ifs in life.

Fortunately, it's not too late now, which makes him cherish every day in the future even more.

Song Yubai sniffed, put the photo away and put it back in his diary.

His wife cares about face so much. If she knew that he had peeked at her diary, he was afraid that her self-esteem would be hurt.

So he put it back in the drawer intact.

It would be nice if he knew her secret, and she would never be alone again.

But why were the middle pages torn out?

What happened on the day of the fire in the Song Dynasty Library?

Could it be that the reason why she went abroad at that time was related to this?

The reason that drove Li Wanyi to take life and death lightly and leave Songcheng resolutely was definitely not a trivial matter.

Countless question marks popped up in his mind, and it seemed that he needed to investigate the whole story.

Song Yubai took out some tissues and wiped his tears.

The tissue box on the table moved, and the black USB flash drive was caught in the gap between the tissue box and the pen holder.

Song Yubai burst into tears and laughed, he really had to thank this little USB flash drive.

Offer it as soon as you turn around.