Become a loli anchor

"That's all..." Huang Xu sat there with complicated emotions in his heart. He had told all the truth, but it was obvious. My sister still didn’t believe it.

It's the same from childhood to adulthood. His words had no effect at all, and he had been living in the shadow of his father and sister.

"Then I'll trust you once." The boss touched his head, "But if you really fall in love with her, I won't let you go." These words made him stunned for a moment. I haven't calmed down for a long time.

"Okay, since you said there is nothing between you, let's continue with the plan between us."

"Ah."

"That's the general plan for going to the amusement park tomorrow, but I'll modify it accordingly." The two discussed for a long time and finally decided on tomorrow's schedule.

Toss a coin at the fountain at eight o'clock in the morning.

Lin Youyou must be kept as much as possible before eight o'clock in the evening. The boss still didn't have the confidence to make Lin Youyou fall in love, but things like this were a matter of course.

Admiration for a day or two is not called love, it is called lusting after someone else's body, so the boss is not in a hurry now, he just wants to get closer.

"So, that plan B you mentioned."

"Well, don't use it unless you have to." The boss sighed, "After all, it's too unfair to you."

Yes, if he does this... he may not even be able to be friends, but compared to his sister, as long as he can make her happy, it doesn't matter what happens to him.

"That's it, I'll rely on you tomorrow."

"Ah."

Huang Xu walked out of the door and was shocked by the cold wind. How long ago was the last time his sister said she would rely on him? I vaguely remember it as if it was a long, long time ago.

The memory of that time becomes very blurry.

But it always felt important.

He was lying on the bed, looking at his mobile phone, unable to sleep anyway, his heart always felt blocked, and a sense of loss filled his heart, and he didn't know why he was lost.

My sister finally found her happiness.

He should be very happy.

This feeling... is really complicated.

Huang Xu gradually fell into sleep. He had a dream, a familiar but very strange dream.

In the dream, the sun is so warm. So pleasant.

……

"Pa—" The stone hit the boy, but he remained silent and stood there with his arms spread out in disgrace. A little girl in a white dress can be vaguely seen behind her.

The noise around them intensified.

He slowly opened his eyes, and the pain in his body suddenly hit him. Waves of crying tortured his nerves, making his expression ferocious and painful.

"Is it okay..." I don't know how long it took for the pain to slowly subside. When he regained consciousness, the fighting sounds in his ears had stopped.

Only a few painful gasps were left.

The familiar figure just stood there, swaying, her long skirt dyed red with yellow, and the gray brought vicissitudes of life, under the sunset, against the long sky. Her expression was so gentle.

"Sister-sister?" His thoughts that had stopped due to pain suddenly became active. The girl behind him hugged his waist tightly and sobbed softly.

This is the first time.

Because he wanted to protect his childhood sweetheart, he got into a fight with those gangsters. My father never cared about this. He would only go out every day and come home smelling of alcohol.

He is always complaining.

Say how much he has sacrificed for his family.

But in his young eyes, he was just a bad drunkard. If he remembered correctly, today should be his birthday. Originally, he and his childhood sweetheart were having a good time.

Got caught up in those gangsters again.

"Are you okay?" The figure staggered over. Judging from the shadow, he was very thin, but such a fragile guy protected them.

Huang Xu patted the person behind him on the back and gave a forced smile. It's okay, he said in his mind, it was just a beating.

Seeing his sister's embarrassed appearance trying to protect him, an unknown fire burned.

"Happy birthday."

"Yeah." The three of them just stood there. He lowered his head and watched the shadow under his feet getting longer and longer, and the burning pain kept torturing his nerves.

Today is a really bad day.

"Yes...I'm sorry. It's all because of me."

"It's okay." Huang Xu didn't want to talk about this issue anymore. He sat down and fell to the ground. This wasn't the first time anyway.

He was beaten for standing out.

Isn't this normal?

For a single-parent family with a rotten alcoholic, this is basically normal. The rotten man talks about how hard he works, but in fact he doesn't care about their siblings at all.

Birthday, oh, birthday!

Even for his birthday, he went out early in the morning and hasn't come back yet, so he might as well not come back. He thought that coming back drunk would be more of a dampener.

He pulled the girl who was crying without knowing what she said wrong, and carefully examined her injuries. Thank God, it was just a scratch.

"Let's go," he said.

Facing the morning sun, three small figures wandered back home. Their home was now dark and empty.

So they had no choice but to seek asylum.

"Dong dong." A burst of noise came, the door was opened, and a fierce face popped out.

"A fight?"

"Yeah." Huang Xu was at the front, his arms held by two people respectively. "Is your father going to socialize again?"

Socializing? It probably means drinking.

He nodded, and the fierce guy shifted his body, allowing three children who were as destitute as little beggars to enter the house.

"Why this time."

"They bully Achu."

"There's more." Huang Xu's eyes were a little dodgey, not wanting to mention this issue. "Call me a loser who has a mother but not a mother."

bump!

There was a loud bang in the bathroom, and without even thinking about it, you knew it was the vicious uncle punching the wall. he said hurriedly.

"Sister has already taught them a lesson."

"I think they taught you a lesson."

The angry uncle came out with a bucket of water in his hand, took the little ones to the bathroom, and scrubbed them clean.

"Thank you for taking me in." Huang Xu put on a band-aid, thanked him, and went back with his sister.

The man had been looking into his eyes until the door closed. Clear and transparent, but infinitely resentful.

"Go home." My sister said.

This is the only option. No matter how much you don't want to go back to that dark, lifeless home, you still have to go back.

The two chatted casually.

His sister is a gentle girl, and today should be his first fight. In order to ease the atmosphere, he kept talking about it as a topic.

But there has been no response.

"Do you know... how heartbroken I feel when I see you being bullied?"

Huang Xu remained silent. Saying this kind of thing just adds to the trouble, he scratched his head.

"This isn't the first time."

"Every time, whenever that child is bullied, you have to step forward. Do you really think of yourself as a hero?"

Huang Xu's eyelids drooped.

Standing at the door, silent for a long time.

After a long time, he opened the door and said, "I just don't want to be a waste."

Since that day, my father has been on business trips from time to time, and they have been left in the care of a neighbor who doesn't know where they came from.

I just stay at home every day and don’t know what to do.

The only thing that can be known is that after that day, the gangsters never caused trouble again, and the father left the city after leaving a sum of money.

Oh, what a good father.

Huang Xu recorded this in his diary. My sister also suddenly changed. The gentle sister suddenly became indifferent. She always stayed alone and didn't know what she was thinking.

But it seemed that after her sister's change, there were suddenly more people around her, and Huang Xu only regarded this as a good thing.

After that day, the relationship between Wang Youchu and his sister became very tense. It was originally a relationship where they looked up but didn't look down, but the two of them hadn't spoken to each other for three days.

The specific reason is unknown.

Huang Xu bit the cap of his pen and circled the sentence again.

I hope we can reconcile one day.

In this way, Huang Xu entered elementary school and slowly wrote a diary day by day. His sister changed more and more day by day, and now she didn't pay much attention to him.

Even if you are looking for him, you still have something to ask of you.

Not as close as before.

This is his most intuitive feeling, as if there is a gap between two people. This gap is not visible yet, but both of them know it.

The good news is that my father is back.

The father became richer and paid more attention to them.

The bad news is that they have to move to a big city and leave this small fourth-tier city.

Even if there is all kinds of reluctance to give up.

He got on the train and left with his sister.

After that, he and his sister lived together, and Lin Youyou accepted her sister's love. He went abroad to study alone, and everyone was happy.

Everyone has a good ending.

But I always feel like I forgot someone.

My heart suddenly felt a twinge.

This person is important.

This person would give him strawberry ice cream, share all the meat with him, watch him daze in physical education class, and give him extra classes.

Who is this person...?

Can not remember.

It shouldn't be important.

My sister must be the most important person in my life. If that person can't remember her, she's probably just a passerby who was kind to him in the past.

But... why are you crying?

Huang Xu suddenly opened his eyes and stared at the ceiling, his inner emotions squeezing together. He suddenly dreamed of things that happened a long time ago, and dreamed of things that had long been forgotten.

Now he is the eldest son of the Huang family.

He is no longer the kid who was bullied before.

Likewise, he couldn't let his sister be bullied. He climbed up and thought about tomorrow's plan, his eyes becoming more and more determined.

anyway.

no matter what.

His eyes became increasingly fierce.

No one can take away her happiness, absolutely not.

Even...even if it means sacrificing himself.

It's just a small sacrifice.

It's not important.

Compared to that - it doesn't matter at all.

Huang Xu shed tears facing the full moon.