The wild and lustful social animal will act coquettishly, and the ferocious boss will have his soul

Cheng Ze opened his mouth and waited for the person by the window to turn his head and look at him...

Only then did I realize that I didn't know what to say or what to explain.

Because there is nothing to explain.

He was just suspicious and wanted to take over everything Song Xiaolou had.

Cheng Ze grew up in an orphanage and experienced abandonment three or four times when he was only a few years old.

When those 'parents' took him away from the orphanage, they said they would be very good to him and take care of him like their own child.

But within a few days of taking him home, he began to get tired of taking care of a child who didn't like to laugh very much.

He would be stared at with disgust and quickly returned to the orphanage.

It's like returning a piece of merchandise you don't like.

It wasn't until he was adopted by Lin Qian's uncle and aunt when he was seven years old, that is, his current adoptive parents, that he settled in the Lin family.

Over the years, he has been filial to his parents, studied hard, and been a docile child that everyone loves.

But deep down, I always remember that I have no home and no sense of belonging at all.

These experiences also led him to believe no one but himself.

Just like now——

He felt that the relationship with Song Xiaolou was not solid.

Song Xiaolou just likes him in an ordinary way, not deeply, and it's not like she has to be with him.

Cheng Ze felt very insecure.

He even wondered if Song Xiaolou was just a novelty and just playing with him?

Will you break up with him one day when you get tired of playing the love game between men?

Are you tired of playing now?

Maybe you are already having an affair with someone else on your phone...

He didn't want to have such neurotic thoughts, but he couldn't help it.

You must always monitor Song Xiaolou's thoughts and movements in order to have a little more sense of security!

This kind of morbid obsessive-compulsive disorder can actually be seen from his previous behavior.

When Song Xiaolou didn't belong to him, he could even track and follow him, recording clearly who Song Xiaolou was with, where he was, and what he did besides eating.

Now that the person is finally his, he can't help his paranoid desire for control!

But Song Xiaolou had just fallen in love with him, and the relationship was not very deep yet. He also had a free and easy temper, so of course he couldn't stand his controlling behavior.

Then the contradiction arises.

Cheng Ze was also very distressed and didn't know how to tell Song Xiaolou.

He was silent for a while, his tone unconsciously accusing.

"...Can't you like me more?"

"?" Song Xiaolou didn't understand and was very angry.

"Relationships are not about pouring water into a vat. I'm already with you, how can I do more?"

But obviously Cheng Ze has his own theory.

She held the blanket with her long, jade-like fingers, restrained her tone, and spoke in a gentle voice.

"If you like me, you won't care whether I look at your phone or not. You can also check my phone. You can also control me and test me at any time, but you don't."

"..."

"So?" Song Xiaolou laughed angrily, "I should also check your phone every day?"

"So, you just don't like me enough, or you don't like me at all."

Cheng Ze pursed his lips tightly, and his expression looked nervous and serious.

This is another test.

"Fuck," Song Xiaolou rubbed his hairline anxiously, "Let's be honest, what kind of love do you want? Tell me, I'll see if I can do it. If I can, I'll continue. If you can't do it, just..."

"No need!" Cheng Ze interrupted directly after hearing the implication. This was the most unacceptable result for him, and his eyes were dark and uneasy.

"You don't have to do anything, just stay like this."

As long as you're still with him and don't mention breaking up, that's fine.

"But I, what if I can't stand your neurotic temptation."

Song Xiaolou is not a quarrelsome character.

In the relationship, he hopes that the other person can be clean and tidy and have less trouble.

For example, if you have any dissatisfaction, bring it up on the spot, make it clear who is at fault and who will correct it, and have a good relationship.

Don't engage in these annoying hassles!

"Brother Cheng, what exactly do you want me to do?"

"I haven't thought about it," Cheng Ze said in a low voice, holding the blanket tangledly with his fingertips, "....I want you to like me more."

There are no other requirements.

"..."

On the surface, it sounds like he has no requirements, but it is a condition that Song Xiaolou cannot directly achieve.

This made Song Xiaolou even more irritable, like a ball of cotton stuck in his heart!

"No, can you make some specific requests? Otherwise, just list one, two, and three. Write clearly what you want me to do in front of you every day. Is it okay if I follow your list?"

"How do you want me to fall in love with you so that I can be considered to like you? Tell me?"

"..."

Cheng Ze fell silent.

Song Xiaolou also fell silent.

Because they both realized-

If you passively follow the list, what's the point even if you accomplish it.

The two people sat side by side in the seats, and the atmosphere fell into silence.

No couple would quarrel because 'I suspect you don't like me enough', but Cheng Ze did it awkwardly.

It is clear that he is making trouble unreasonably.

Don't get used to unreasonable troubles, otherwise they will only get worse.

But......

Song Xiaolou saw Cheng Ze's dull expression at this moment from the reflection in the glass.

The handsome face that used to have a gentle smile was now visibly depressed to the core.

It was as if he was a heartless man, and being in love made Cheng Ze so sad.

"Oh, Brother Cheng."

Song Xiaolou's heart softened, and he took the initiative to hold his hand, squeezed his fingers into his palm and held it tightly.

He first lowered his head to coax Cheng Ze, just like he used to coax his unreasonable girlfriends.

"I really like you, let's make it good, okay?"

But the difference from falling in love in the past is——

He had never been so scratching his head.

Seeing that Cheng Ze was unhappy, he felt as if there were ants crawling all over him, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

Song Xiaolou took Cheng Ze's palm and squeezed it, then simply moved the pillow away, put his arms around Cheng Ze's neck and gave him a hug.

Their body temperatures were very high, and their chests pressed together quickly raised the temperature.

Cheng Ze's chin rested on the shoulder of the person in his arms, his voice trembled, and his tone of self-blame was mixed with uneasiness.

"It's annoying to get along with me, right? Are you about to leave me? Do you want to break up with me..."

"..."

It started again.

"No, I haven't thought about breaking up."

Song Xiaolou coaxed him softly and sighed.

"Hey...Actually, it's not that I'm annoying you. It's just that you always don't trust me. It makes me think that I'm not doing well enough for you to trust me."

But he didn't know what to do to make Cheng Ze completely at ease.

Song Xiaolou hugged Cheng Ze and muttered words in his ear that he was usually embarrassed to say.

"I'm very happy to be with you. It's not that you like me unilaterally."

"Besides, and I've never felt this way about anyone else before..."