Destiny in this life: Sisterly love is deep and dreams are sweet

"Have you seen Miss He today?"

"Yes, Miss He is very nice. Yan Hua believes she will be a good mistress."

Mrs. Lu looked pleased, glared at Lu Hongye and said, "Even the children are more sensible than you. As a father, you should reflect on it."

"Mother said so."

"Okay, let's eat!"

The dinner table was quiet. Lu Yanhua was a little bored and really couldn't eat.

After dinner, Lu Yanhua returned to the Hou Mansion with Lu Hongye. The Hou's Mansion and the Duke's Mansion have been connected for a long time. After passing through the garden and bypassing the pavilions, we arrived at the Hou's Mansion.

Lu Yanhua seemed to have forgotten a very important thing. Where should he live? She was still thinking about how she should let Fu Ling walk in front later, holding the lamp. She must know where her room was.

He originally thought that he would part ways with Lu Hongye when he arrived at the Hou Mansion, but unexpectedly he said, "Yan Hua."

"What's the matter, father?"

"Let's take a walk with dad!"

walk? What kind of walk? Lu Yanhua was not interested at all, but it was hard to refuse, so he had no choice but to agree. "good!"

There were two young men in front holding lamps, Lu Yanhua followed closely behind, and Fuling and others followed behind, but they were a little far away.

"Have you been resenting your father in your heart?"

Lu Yanhua was not his real daughter, and there was no resentment. She just felt that it was not worth it for the deceased Cui, his daughter and Heng Song.

"Why does my father love Mrs. Liu so much? What did my mother do wrong that made my father hate her so much?"

His daughter's questioning made Lu Hongye feel guilty. He and his first wife, Ms. Cui, had never met each other before they got married, according to the orders of their parents and the words of the matchmaker.

Not long after they got married, he went to the battlefield under orders, and the two of them had no chance to get along at all. It's been two years since they left, and the relationship between husband and wife is weak.

Lu Hongye didn't even know how to face her. They were like familiar strangers. They are obviously husband and wife, and they should be the closest people in the world, but they don't understand each other. Lu Hongye will feel uncomfortable when he is with her.

"Your mother was the wife chosen by your grandmother for me. I had never even seen your mother before we got married. In a wealthy family, the marriage of children is a political marriage. I can only listen to your grandmother's words and marry Your mother."

"Only ten days after marrying her, I went to the battlefield, which lasted two years. She and I were like strangers. After returning home, I even felt that everything was very uncomfortable. Every time we met I don’t know what to say to your mother.”

"I made meritorious service on the battlefield. Your Majesty personally made me the Marquis of Xiangyang, and I moved here not long after. But the two of us have become even stranger. Your mother doesn't like to talk, and always does everything well in silence. Sometimes I even feel that she doesn’t want to marry me. For a long time, the two of us respected each other as guests, until you were born."

"Your mother is a perfect mistress and keeps the house in order, but she doesn't care much about me. I always feel that your mother doesn't have me in her heart, as if she had someone she admired before marrying me. Just then, Mrs. Liu appeared."

After Lu Yanhua heard this, the most important thing between husband and wife was communication. The two of them were bound together by their families. Separation soon after marriage and lack of communication will naturally lead to cracks in the relationship over time.

In this feudal era, when men could have three wives and four concubines, the emotions that Lu Hongye couldn't get from his wife turned to others. And the appearance of this person was enough to fill his heart with comfort.

"But father, mother is your first wife after all. Even if you are forced to get married, she is your wife after all. Since you married her, you should shoulder the responsibility of being a husband. But you just watched helplessly. Looking at her, the fragrance disappears and the jade dies."

Many things are not as simple as they appear on the surface. Cui's death also had another reason.

"I didn't know until later that your mother really had someone she loved before she married me."

Lu Yanhua was shocked. What is going on? "My mother's death is related to that person?"

"That's right! When you were two years old, I went to war with him, but he died on the battlefield. Your mother was already eight months pregnant at the time. When she learned the news that he had died in battle, she was so emotional that she had difficulty giving birth. After giving birth to Hengsong, she was depressed and bedridden all day long. She didn't drink any of the medicine prescribed by the imperial doctor and wanted to die."

"Later, she got what she wanted and left completely."

Only then did Lu Yanhua realize that there was such an unknown story in it. There is really a bad fate between them.

"Father, have you ever loved your mother?"

Lu Hongye hesitated, and in that moment of hesitation, Lu Yanhua guessed the answer, which was probably not love. Two people who don't love each other are forcibly tied together because of family marriage. This is probably the tragedy of the feudal era.

"I don't know what my feelings are for her. Before she left, she told me that all her life, she only wanted to be with the one she loved, but unfortunately she couldn't do it."

"Your mother is a good woman. Even if the person she loves is not me, she gave all her energy to this palace during the years she married me. My father is very grateful to her, but after she left, I don't know How should I face you and Hengsong? As long as I see you, I will remember that the person your mother loves is not me."

Lu Yanhua really couldn't understand him. Didn't he also love Mrs. Cui? Since you don't love Mrs. Cui, why must Mrs. Cui love you? What is the logic?

"But the person my father loves is not my mother, isn't it? The person in my father's heart is Mrs. Liu, so why should I still hope to win my mother's heart?"

"Perhaps people are like this, always greedy and always want to get what they can't get. But there are some things that are destined to be unavailable. Your mother and I are destined to be unable to stay together."

A scumbag is a scumbag, don't make any excuses. Now that you want to redeem yourself, what have you done? "But father, for so many years, you have never cared about Hengsong and me. Even if my mother doesn't have you in her heart, she is still your wife and the mistress of the Hou Mansion. Hengsong and I are also your children, but you You have repeatedly indulged Mrs. Liu and Yanru and completely ignored me and Hengsong. We have done nothing wrong?"

"This is all my father's fault. Can you forgive me?"

"For more than ten years, I haven't received any care from my father. Why do you think I will forgive you?" Lu Yanhua left these words and left angrily.

Fu Ling hurriedly caught up with a lantern, "Girl, why did you leave like that? What if the Marquis is angry?"

"Just be angry when you're angry. What does it have to do with me." The more Lu Yanhua thought about it, the more aggrieved she became. The original owner and Lu Hengsong must be so unlucky! For so many years, his father has been just a decoration, and he is also his child. Since he can't drink a bowl of water, what's the point of being born?

Lu Yanhua walked for more than ten steps, and then she remembered that she didn't know the way, and she didn't know where her room was. Stopping suddenly, Fu Ling also braked urgently, "Girl, what's wrong?"

"It's too dark. Come to the front and give me some light. I'm sleepy, so go back to sleep."

"it is good."

Poria walked in front, and Lu Yanhua followed behind her, but the more she thought about it, the more angry she became. In this damned evil feudal society, two people have obviously never met each other before getting married, and they don't understand each other. This arranged marriage is simply a sin.

Poria took Lu Yanhua to a place called Yihuaxuan, "Since Madam left, this girl from Yihuaxuan has never set foot again."

Thinking that this was where Ms. Cui lived during her lifetime, Lu Yanhua looked at the courtyard carefully.

"After Madam left, Mrs. Liu wanted to move in many times, but the Marquis never agreed. In fact, the Marquis still missed Madam in his heart, and he also always thought about the girl and the Third Young Master."

Lu Yanhua sneered and said: "If he really cares about us, he will always stay in Lanyue Pavilion and will not go to the Duke's Mansion to see me and Heng Song."

"girl."

"Okay, I'm sleepy and going to sleep."

"This slave will go and fetch water right away and serve the girl to sleep."

"Ok!"

Lu Yanhua walked into the room. It was cleaned spotlessly. Someone should clean it every day. The furnishings inside are simple, but accompanied by bursts of fragrance.

There were many people in the courtyard who served Cui when he was still alive. Knowing that Lu Yanhua was resting here tonight, they came to serve him.

"Second girl."

When Lu Yanhua saw them, he knew without much thought that they must be the old people of Yihuaxuan. "The yard is very clean."

"That's not true. The Marquis ordered it to be cleaned every day. Does the Marquis come here to sit here from time to time?"

"Does father come often?"

"Yes! Every year on my wife's death anniversary and birthday, Mr. Hou will come here and sit there all day long. He often comes here late at night, and the room must be lit with lights every night."

Lu Yanhua couldn't understand more and more. Did he like Mrs. Cui? Is this inappropriate infatuated character supposed to be staged?

He is really contradictory. If he can't let go of Mrs. Cui, what's going on with Mrs. Liu? It is true that men eat from the bowl and look at the pot. This is indeed true, no man is good.

"I'm going to rest, you all go down!"

"Yes!"

Poria cocos helped Lu Yanhua sleep. Lu Yanhua fell asleep quickly after lying down.

Early the next morning, Poria came to wake her up and said, "Girl, the Marquis has ordered you to go to the front hall to have breakfast."

Lu Yanhua turned over and continued to sleep, "Tell him I'm not going."

"How can this be done? Girl, good girl, get up quickly!"

Fu Ling kept shaking her body, and Lu Yanhua finally bowed to her hand. "Stop shaking. I'll get up. I can't get up."

Fu Ling helped her wash and put on makeup, and finally changed her clothes before going out to the front hall.

When Lu Yanhua arrived, Lu Hongye, Lu Hengsong and Lu Hengdong were already there, waiting for her to come.

Lu Yanhua saluted him, "Father."

"Sit down and eat!"

Lu Yanhua sat between Lu Hongye and Lu Hengsong. Lu Hengsong approached her and complained to her, "If you don't come again, I will starve to death."

Lu Yanhua turned her head and smiled at him, "Then you haven't starved to death."

"Second sister, you are going too far. I am your biological brother."

"Okay, okay, I'll pay for your crime by picking up some food for you!"

Lu Hongye saw that their brother and sister had such a good relationship, while Lu Hengdong on the side was cautious and his eyes were filled with envy, and he couldn't help but feel sorry for Hengdong.

"Second sister, you promised me that you would take me out to play. When will you fulfill your promise?"

"I want to go out too! Isn't this not allowed? Can't you wait a little longer?"

"All right!"

Lu Hongye knocked on the table and said seriously: "Don't talk when you eat, and don't talk when you sleep. You two eat quietly."

"understood."

Lu Hongye specially brought vegetables to Lu Hengdong, and when he was about to serve them both, Lu Hengsong said: "Second sister, we are not as lucky as Hengdong. Look at my father, he is the only son in his heart."

Lu Yanhua quickly served him some food and said, "The second sister's food is also wrong."

"Can it be the same? We! We are just not lovable."

"Eat well and don't talk after eating." Lu Yanhua said.

Lu Hongye hesitated to speak. He wanted to explain something, but he couldn't open his mouth. Lu Hengsong's complaint against Lu Hongye was even deeper because he often asked Lu Hengdong about his homework, but never asked himself. My uncle has always been concerned about his homework, and his father has never cared about it.

Lu Hengdong was a boring gourd. He also wanted to explain something to his father, but seeing that his father didn't say anything, it was difficult to say anything else.