Countercurrent 1978 starts with the production team

"In the graduation season when blessings are wrapped in warnings, please forgive me for not wishing every graduate success and happiness; because history unfortunately records: Some people's success comes at the cost of losing their conscience; some people's happiness comes at the cost of To the detriment of others.”

“In the past, present, and future, the only person who can fully know personal behaviors and thoughts is oneself; many cultures in the world rely on religious beliefs to guide people’s beliefs and secular behaviors in life; and for atheists—that is, most people—self Respect is the important right path.”

"After you join society and see all kinds of bizarre phenomena, know more about your own weaknesses and flaws, and maybe encounter small and big difficulties, you will understand how to maintain human dignity amidst temptations and difficulties and how to win your own respect is not easy. It’s a big deal, but it’s worth it.”

"This is not: narcissism, arrogance, conceit, self-praising, self-deception, autistic, self-pity, but: self-confidence, pride, self-esteem, self-knowledge, self-examination, self-redemption, self-encouragement, and self-improvement."

“Self-esteem supports a free spirit, independent work, and a comfortable life.”

"I wish that each of you feels that you are worthy of respect in your career and that you are worthy of respect in life."

……

The instructor's words on the podium were less preachy than before and more sincere.

When the instructor finished the last class meeting and spoke the last words, the classroom burst into thunderous applause that lasted for a long time.

Chu Jianghe was also infected by this emotion and clapped vigorously with both hands.

I used to think that my tutor was harsh and even a little unreasonable, but now looking back, I still feel that I am not mature enough.

After listening to his mentor's words, Chu Jianghe felt a lot. It turns out that only sincerity is the last resort.

In his eyes, the mentor was no longer the fault-finding evil person, but an elder worthy of respect.

When people experience separation, they always like to miss the first meeting.

Looking at the faces of his classmates, Chu Jianghe clearly remembered every scene when he first met them.

At that time, the instructor didn't have that many white hairs, and he was still a slightly green young man...

During these four years, Chu Jianghe traveled every road on campus and became familiar with every corner of the campus.

However, when these things were integrated into his memory, it was time to say goodbye.

I don’t know what it will be like when I meet these people again in the future.

The famous writer Shi Tiesheng once said: "I suddenly had a new understanding of my hometown: a person's hometown is not limited to a specific land, but a vast and incomparable mood, not limited by time and space; this Once this mood is aroused, you have returned to your hometown."

School is such a magical place. Although it is not your hometown, it can make you feel like leaving your hometown when you are far away from it.

After the class meeting, there was a dinner party.

Unlike the female classmates who hugged each other and cried, the male classmates were relatively conservative. They just drank with each other and talked loudly to cover up the sadness of parting. After a while, there was a pile of wine bottles on the ground.

Chu Jianghe sat with a few people from the dormitory. After Sun Xiangdong drank too much, he picked up a full glass of liquor and said to Chu Jianghe: "Jianghe, do you still remember the 200 yuan you lent me? This matter has always been in my heart. Remember, I won’t say much about the rest, it’s all in the wine.”

As soon as this honest man from Guanzhong finished speaking, he poured a full glass of white wine down his throat.

This matter was nothing to Chu Jianghe and he didn't take it to heart, but it meant something different to Sun Xiangdong.

In that environment at that time, there were only a handful of people who could lend him 200 yuan. He would remember the scene when Chu Jianghe counted out 200 yuan without even thinking.

Chu Jianghe didn't say anything more. He glanced at Sun Xiangdong and poured a glass of white wine into his mouth.

He was drinking so hard that even with his ability to drink, he couldn't bear it, so he hurriedly took two bites of food to suppress it.

Before he could recover, Wang Jianye and Feng Yuhui also raised their wine glasses and gestured to him: "Jiang He, what I haven't said in the past four years is that we only have the life we ​​have today because of your care. Come on, let's pay you a toast."

Before Chu Jianghe could say anything, the two men raised their necks again and drank a glass of white wine.

Chu Jianghe smiled bitterly. It was already this time. What else could he say? He could only bite the bullet and drink with them again.

After drinking nearly half a kilogram of wine in a short period of time, Chu Jianghe felt his stomach churn, and it took him a while to stop his desire to vomit.

He ended up getting drunk too.

Under the influence of alcohol, Chu Jianghe borrowed a guitar from a classmate in the class, tried the sound a little, played the guitar and sang loudly:

Just at the moment of departure

let me sing a song for you

I wonder if you can see me again in the future

Wait until the moment we meet

Let's sing this song again

It's like we've never been apart

Don't be afraid of parting now

Say goodbye with a smile and a wave

……

When he came to his senses a little, the classmates around him, whether male or female, good or bad, were holding their heads and crying hard. Male classmates often cried harder than female classmates.

Chu Jianghe looked at them and smiled, but even as he smiled, he burst into tears.

Some things, even if they are experienced twice in two lifetimes, are not so easy to bear.

When he woke up the next day, he didn't know how he got back to the dormitory.

He shook his heavy head, and when his head cleared, he found that there was no one in the dormitory.

He suddenly panicked. He originally wanted to look for someone, but he stopped just as he was about to rush out.

We all work in the capital, so if we meet sooner or later, we'd better not add to the sadness.

Chu Jianghe saw through the window that people were constantly coming in and out of the dormitory carrying bags, some were in groups, some were alone, and they just left one by one.

There is still some time before the report is released after graduation. During this time, Sun Xiangdong is going home to pick up his wife and children, and Feng Yuhui is also going home.

Chu Jianghe just stood in front of the window, lit a cigarette, and quietly watched the people leaving.

After finishing his cigarette, Chu Jianghe felt a little stuffy looking at the empty dormitory. He packed his luggage and rode his bicycle back home.

As soon as I got home, I heard Xiao Fei's surprised voice: "Brother-in-law, you are finally back."

This kid still had good eyesight. He took the luggage from Chu Jianghe's bicycle and looked at Chu Jianghe with a smile.

Chu Jianghe forced a smile and said to him: "Don't be anxious. You stay for a few days. I just graduated here, so you still have to think about the specific arrangements."

"It's okay, it's okay, I'll wait."

Seeing that Chu Jianghe was not in high spirits, Liu Yunfang winked at Xiaofei and said, "Take the things in."

After speaking, he looked at his man with concern and said, "What's wrong? Are you okay?"

Chu Jianghe cheered up and said with a smile, "It's okay, I just sent the classmates away."

Liu Yunfang said thoughtfully: "Don't think so much. Do you want to eat? I'll cook you a bowl of noodles?"

Chu Jianghe calmed down and knew that it would not be good to bring his emotions home. He adjusted himself and said, "Okay."