Chuan Shu Qi Leng: I own a department store

Now that we know the real reason, everything makes sense.

"You don't want this baby?"

Xu Wanning nodded and shook her head.

"I don't know. I'm not ready to welcome a new life yet. Mom, you know, I am currently focusing all my energy on hybrid rice research. After the New Year and the weather gets warmer, I will We have to travel back and forth to various cities, trying to develop hybrid rice suitable for planting in China as soon as possible."

"If I want to keep him, it will definitely affect my plan. It doesn't matter if it affects me alone, but in a year's time, how many people will starve to death across China? I don't dare to think about it. "

Xu's mother disagreed and said, "But Aning, this is not your responsibility. The pressure you put on yourself is really too great."

"Aning, tell mom, are you worried now because the arrival of this child will affect your work, or because you don't want to keep this child at all?"

Xu Wanning felt like something was hit in her heart.

She stared at Xu's mother blankly, her mouth slightly opened, wanting to say something, but she said nothing.

Xu's mother said softly: "You were born by me. They say that a good daughter is better than a mother. I can feel that you don't want this child. The issue we are going to discuss now is that you are worried that the birth of this child will affect You still say that you don’t want a child at all. As long as this problem is solved, we will know what to do next."

Xu Wanning felt like her brain was in a mess.

It had been a long time since she had felt helpless like this.

"I can't tell. It should be that I don't want to have children. His arrival will affect my work, which is just one of my concerns."

Her first reaction when she learned she was pregnant was panic and fear. This subconscious reaction just showed that she didn't actually welcome the arrival of this child in her heart.

Lin An said just now that although Song Han and Jin Chu were not her children.

What Xu Wanning wants to say is that although the person who experienced the ten-month pregnancy and one-day delivery was indeed not her, it was indeed this body.

As long as she still uses this body, the bond between her and Song Han Jinchu will never be broken in this life.

Moreover, she loved her two children from the bottom of her heart and had long regarded them as her own.

Her relationship with Lin An is also very stable and does not need a child to stabilize it.

On the contrary, if this child is born, all kinds of problems will follow. Xu Wanning does not want her current living situation to be broken.

To sum up, the mother is right, she really does not want to have this child.

Not just because the child might affect her work, but because she didn't want to have one.

"Then, we don't want it."

Xu's mother ran her fingers along Xu Wanning's smooth hair and said softly: "I heard your mother and Lin An say before that when you gave birth to Songhan and Jinchu, you had heavy bleeding twice, especially when you gave birth to Jinchu. I almost couldn't wake up. Although I haven't seen it with my own eyes, I felt scared when I heard this."

"Since ancient times, women have been wandering around the door of death when they give birth to children. It doesn't mean that having more children or gaining experience can reduce this risk. Anyway, you already have Song Han and Jin Chu, and the more children you have, the worse it will be. OK."

"Aning, mother hopes that you can truly live for yourself. You see, you have shining talents in many aspects. You can develop hybrid rice and bring hope to the people that they can have enough to eat. Such you , shining brightly. Mom doesn’t want you to worry about whether you want to have a baby or not.”

Following Xu's mother's words, Xu Wanning felt that her irritable heart was gradually soothed.

"Then... no more giving birth?"

"Well, I won't have another baby. I believe your mother-in-law knows about this and will support your decision. She really cares about you, and mom can feel it."

"Indeed, but I want to find a time tomorrow to tell her about it."

Although Xu Wanning had made up her mind not to have children, and whether she wanted to have children or not was entirely up to her, she felt that she still had to tell Mother Lin to show respect.

"That's right. She is your mother-in-law after all, and she has always treated you like your biological daughter. You have to tell her."

"But you just said that the child was born because of fate. I personally cut off the mother-child bond between him and me. Will he hate me?"

Xu's mother was silent for a long time, then lowered her voice and said: "Actually, when I first learned that I was pregnant with Maoning, I didn't want to come. Anyway, I already have a son and a daughter, so there is no need to cause trouble for myself. But, Maoning He was relatively stubborn, but I couldn't kill him by taking medicine, and I didn't dare to have surgery, so I had no choice but to give birth."

Xu Wanning:......

You don’t dare to do a small uterine evacuation surgery, but you dare to give birth to a child?

She makes no comments.

"Does Maoning know about this?"

"How dare you let him know about this? If he knew about it, with his character, he wouldn't cause a huge commotion!"

"That's true."

The mother and daughter gradually fell asleep while talking about Xu Maoning's gossip.

The next day, Xu Wanning came out of the bedroom and saw Lin An sitting in the main room. There were blue dark circles under his eyelids and a ring of stubble on his lips. It was obvious that he had not slept all night.

Seeing Xu Wanning coming out, Lin An hurriedly stood up and stepped forward to greet her, holding her shoulders and asking her to sit down on the stool.

"Aning, I thought about it carefully all night yesterday, and there is indeed a problem with my attitude yesterday. I have decided that after I return to Beijing this time, I will make it clear to the two leaders and temporarily withdraw from the action team."

"I try not to go out on missions so that I can ensure that I have enough time to take care of you every day. You don't have to worry after the baby is born. I will take care of the baby with my mother. You are still free to do whatever you want. Your children will not be your fetters."

Xu Wanning's eyes suddenly widened, and even her voice could not help but rise: "So, you want to keep this child? Isn't it enough to have Song Han and Jin Chu? Are you, like others, hoping to keep a few more bloodlines?"

Lin An's eyes changed from firm to confused: "Don't you want to keep the child?"

"When did I say this? This is entirely your own speculation! Lin An, I thought you knew me well enough, but it turns out you don't understand me at all!"

As she spoke, Xu Wanning began to shed tears, which later turned into howling.

Lin An stood helpless. He wanted to wipe Xu Wanning's tears, but as soon as he raised his hand, Xu Wanning dodged it.