Reborn Black Lotus can read minds

Shen Yuan is sad at the moment, not because she likes him, or how tempted she is, but because when a person's attitude towards you suddenly drops from the clouds to the ground, you will always have a sense of emptiness and loss, and feel as if you have lost something. Something, even though it has never been owned or desired.

These days, she has missed him so much that she has dreamed of him countless times in her dreams... Doesn't he have such emotions? Didn't he miss her at all? Then why is he here?

She unconsciously remembered that day in the cave, when he asked her to kiss him, and later he kissed her so passionately that the bite marks on her neck and the marks on her arms had not faded even now.

But now he doesn't want to explain where he went.

Normally, even if he didn't ask, he would take the initiative to tell himself. He even told himself his plans honestly and without any precautions. He had no guard against her.

The more Shen Yuan thought about it, the more panicked she became. She had no idea what she had done wrong. She did everything he asked, such as staying by his side obediently. She even kept pretending to be a woman for fear of exposing his whereabouts. Now.

Why is this happening?

She felt that at least she had to find a reason.

"what happened to you?"

Xiao Xingyun sighed longly: "I'm very tired, can you let me sleep for a while?"

Deceiving.

Even if he was very tired, the former Xiao Xingyun would look at her tenderly and be willing to talk to her a lot. He would even tell her where the key traffic fortresses were and his choice, whether it was to fight for one city or twelve counties. , he will take the trouble to

Explain to her the things she doesn't understand, instead of saying nothing like now.

Shen Yuan looked into his eyes, but she couldn't read any of the content.

She hoped more than ever before that she could read his mind and understand what was going on.

"What happened?" Shen Yuan asked carefully.

"It's nothing."

He was concise and to the point, unwilling to say any unnecessary words. Once again he rejected her inquiry.

Shen Yuan bit her lip. She was anxious and lonely. Although he was by her side, he seemed not to be by her side at all.

He didn't want to say any unnecessary words.

However, she was briefly reassured by the observation that his depression was not because of her, not because of anything she had done.

"I'm sorry." Shen Yuan didn't know what to say, so she had to apologize to him.

She waited quietly for a while, not saying anything else to upset him, but she didn't wait for any answer from him.

Did he really fall asleep?

Shen Yuan sat next to him, and the already freezing grain truck became even colder, as if he was sitting in an ice cube.

Although he was right next to her, closer than every night before, there seemed to be an unbridgeable gap between them.

Shen Yuan forced herself to close her eyes, but she only forced out the useless tears. She didn't feel sleepy at all.

She couldn't sleep at all.

The feeling of abandonment swept over her body and mind again.

She lost everything, she felt like she had nothing.

Shen Yuan found that her eyes were moist again, and tears blurred her vision. She felt that this was becoming a little unlike herself. She didn't know

Why am I so sensitive, so easy to cry, and so emotional? It seemed as if his slightest movement could shatter her into pieces.

"I'm sorry." Shen Yuan said softly. She didn't know why she wanted to apologize.

But there was no response. The surroundings were so quiet that she could only hear her own breathing.

It seemed like I was alone.

She understood that she had to endure the darkness of loneliness again.

........

The orchid on the sandbank by the river is invisible but fragrant, drifting away with the wind.

Shen Yuan felt like she was stuck in a ball of black mud. The sky was also dark green, but there was a small hole through which rays of light leaked in.

The light that leaked in and the man's shadow hit Shen Yuan's face.

The water ripples slightly.

Xiao Xingyun came closer, with water dripping from his body. He looked at the girl huddled on the ground and asked, "Can you get up?"

Shen Yuan realized that she had entered a dream again. This time, she got rid of the dark dream, the dream that Xiao Xingyun would definitely disappear into the darkness in the end. This time, she seemed to dream of Xiao Xingyun jumping into the water for the first time. When saving her. At that time, he was as indifferent to her as he is today, but it was a different kind of ruthless indifference.

"Yes..." Shen Yuan's trembling hands grabbed Xiao Xingyun's wet clothes, "But...it hurts a bit."

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Shen Yuan realized that his body was so weak that he could hardly make a sound.

Xiao Xingyun lowered his eyes, "That means you can't."

He knelt down and Shen Yuan let go of the corner of his clothes with a "whisper", her whole body tensing up.

Seeing the long shadow in black go from being condescending to bending down in front of her, Shen Yuan felt as if she was in another world.

At that time, she was so wary of him, but now she is so eager to be close to him.

Xiao Xingyun held her arm and gently lifted her up.

After Shen Yuan stood up with difficulty, she saw that the tips of his slightly messy hair were wet and dripping with water, but his slender eyes were staring straight at her.

Shen Yuan was a little close to him and smelled the faint fragrance of hosta flowers, which was also a little sweet.

Although it was light, it lingered on the tip of her nose.

Xiao Xingyun looked at her condescendingly, tapped her forehead with his bowed fingers, "It seems the wound doesn't hurt."

He helped Shen Yuan to the foot of a tree and took out a small medicine bottle from his arms.

"What, what is this?" Shen Yuan looked at him cautiously, like a timid cub.

An imperceptible soft light flashed across Xiao Xingyun's eyes.

——Swiping quickly.

"Golden sore medicine."

He held her face with one hand and gently applied medicine to her forehead with the other.

It felt cold to the touch, and Shen Yuan's heart tightened.

His hands have clear joints, are slender and clean, as clear as white jade.

Shen Yuan looked at him quietly.

Xiao Xingyun was slightly startled, the movements of his hands suddenly stopped, his eyebrows moved slightly, and he lowered his eyes and stared at her.

She bravely met his eyes.

Shen Yuan looked at Xiao Xingyun. He never dodge and always stared straight at her. She was the first to be defeated every time.

It's the same this time. After looking at each other for a long time, Shen Yuan will feel that it's not good to look at each other like this... She was about to look away when Xiao Xingyun's eyes came in forcefully.

"What if I'm not here today?"

Shen Yuan was stunned by this sudden question.

Xiao Xingyun stared at her: "If I don't jump down to save you today, what will you do?"

Shen Yuan rubbed the corners of his clothes and lowered his head.

see her

Submissive, Xiao Xingyun's face darkened.

The atmosphere was lifeless, and Shen Yuan, the only living person, did not dare to breathe.

"Others should...should not watch me die." Shen Yuan said with a guilty conscience.