Reborn Black Lotus can read minds

As she spoke, she winked at Meng. Meng came up knowingly and echoed: "That's right, I feel uncomfortable now. How can I want to go back home? Although we are in a refugee camp now, we will go to Liaoyuan in a few days. He still has to go to this school as usual. You said that your relationship with him has broken down now. How can you be willing to go to that school in the future? He is a child after all, and you have to take care of his mood, right? "

? ? Shen Yuan boiled some water by the fire outside the grain cart, scalded the worn cups, and then carried it towards another grain cart. When she got to the door and was about to open the door, she stopped and paused. With an open mind, he gently pushed the door open a little and listened carefully to the sound of the two people talking from inside.

The moment he saw Zhao Yan, the unknown anger welling up in his heart made Shen Yuan confused. But she also understood that this person was not as humble, honest and loyal as he appeared.

If Shen Yuan didn't know how to read minds, she might think that he was a good boy like Lai Laoer and Meng. However, Shen Yuan's eyes were like a keen supervisory agency, and no small thoughts or disguises could escape her sight.

? ? "Mr. Zhao, why did you invite me here? I'm thinking about whether we can make an appointment somewhere else next time. You have also seen my situation. I was almost beaten to death by my mother just now!" Lai Shun took a sip of cold water and complained with lowered eyes. , "My father died early. My mother and I have not dealt with each other since I was a child. I finally caught up with such a big war. I thought I would be able to get rid of my mother's control freak, but I didn't expect that I would fall into your hands."

? ? "I've been feeling uncomfortable these past few days. After thinking about it, I've been playing around with you since we were little, so it would be more appropriate to vent my bitterness to you.

. "Zhao Yan smiled helplessly and reached out to take out some food from under the table.

? ? Lai Shun looked at him with some surprise. He had just been selected as a scholar recently. With such a glorious event, how could he still feel uncomfortable? If one day he is selected as a scholar, his family will not be allowed to put on lanterns and decorations, but they will have to hold a big ceremony with thousands of tables, a banquet, wine, and a banquet for the whole village to celebrate him!

? ? "Why is Mr. Zhao so unhappy?" Lai Shun asked when he saw that his brows were furrowed and his eyes were filled with anger. It didn't look like he was joking.

? ? Zhao Yan's anger did not subside, and he opened his heart and said: "You saw it today when you came here. The Meng family came to the door. I'm afraid I won't be able to hide from this marriage!"

? ? Lai Shun was even more confused: "Hiding? Why are you hiding? Miss Ganoderma lucidum is hardworking and capable, and she is also pretty and cute. If this marriage falls on me, I will wake up laughing even in my dreams. Why are you hiding?"

? ? Zhao Yan frowned: "What is my status now? I have been selected as a scholar now, and I will go to Liaoyuan to be an official in the future. This Meng family is full of calculations. They are like a chicken with a plague on weekdays. Now I see that I am going to be a successful person." , rushed here non-stop to curry favor with my mother. She, a member of the Meng family, has no future and is mediocre in appearance. She also knows that she can’t do anything about it. Now she’s grabbing the siblings from the Jiang family and wants to marry me. Jiang Lingyao is a scoundrel and an idle man. She is smooth-tongued, sneaky, and has never read a book. If I really get married to Jiang Lingzhi, her ignorant brother will not find the right opportunity to spend some money on me during the holidays, and ask me to borrow some spare money from me every now and then. , I am afraid that I will never be able to get rid of his entanglement in this life.

"Besides, their Jiang family ancestors

My ancestors have been farmers for generations, and my family is poor. I guess the little lady Ganoderma lucidum is not taught any etiquette at home. She doesn’t know how to play music, chess, calligraphy and painting. If I were an official, how could I be embarrassed to take her out to meet people? I was worried about how to break off the engagement, but their family was so nice that they brought the oil bottle directly to the door. I almost had the words 'our family has decided to rely on you' written on their foreheads! "Zhao Yan became angrier as he spoke and placed the cup heavily on the table, "But my mother, who is so ignorant, is very familiar with them. It's really frustrating! "

Shen Yuan heard the conversation between the two clearly outside the grain truck.

It's strange to say that she and Lingzhi don't have much of a relationship. The reason is simply that Lingzhi regarded her as a man and wrote a love letter to her. She has always felt that this matter is very absurd, even when it comes to For a second, she felt that she was really ridiculous.

She was played with like a doll. She never said she was coming to Prince Yu's Mansion, but Xiao Xingyun knocked her out and sent her here.

She never said that she wanted the company of Ganoderma lucidum, but Xiao Xingyun also sent Ganoderma lucidum to her. She has been numbly and passively accepting all this. She never said that she wanted it, but Xiao Xingyun would do this whether she wanted it or not. Do.

"I caused all of this," Shen Yuan thought in annoyance. "I pushed her to this point."

At this time, Shen Yuan remembered that night, how she told herself angrily that she didn't want to get married. At that time, she held her head up so stubbornly, and even blushed and wanted to be angry with Shen Yuan.

Her helplessness and incompetence towards her situation were finally revealed by Shen Yuan's cold eyes.

She was shattered to pieces, and she quickly realized that what Shen Yuan said was right. She could only survive now if she quickly married herself to another person.

Shen Yuan now feels that what she did was wrong.

Shen Yuan rarely has such a moment, similar to the mentality that he feels that he is not doing well enough. There is no such word as "righteousness" in her vocabulary. Ever since she woke up from the nightmare of her previous life and came to this new world, she was no longer kind, no longer a virgin, and no longer paid much attention to the lives of others. Even empathy has been lost.

She will not feel miserable about anyone around her, she will only be reminded of herself by them, and her final focus will be on her unknown future. And the more things she experiences, the more she changes.

For example, at the beginning, maybe she would still feel sad about what happened to Xiao Huuzi and A Yao, and would try her best to save them, but later on, she would become so indifferent. She began to become more and more indifferent, and she would no longer feel the pain of others. She sympathized with the experiences of Li Yanni and Tan Jincui, but she lost the urge to change their suffering.

Shen Yuan sometimes thinks that maybe such selfishness is what a person should do in life. She used to pay too much attention to the suffering of others, and finally ignored her own suffering.

But at this juncture, Shen Yuan was thinking of Lingzhi's shining golden eyes and the big words she just said to her this morning. She said she would marry a high official. She was so looking forward to it.

Shen Yuan understood that what she longed for was not an official wife, but a stable and ordinary life.

But now

, it all seems to be broken.

Shen Yuan felt that she should ignore all this.

After all, it's none of her business. Moreover, if she didn't know how to read minds, then she wouldn't have discovered these things at all, and then she would be just like the people in the other grain truck.

Shen Yuan did not go in, but silently returned to the original grain truck.